Since Fang zhe wants to hide it from me, I can't help it.
When he came back for dinner in the evening, I didn't say a word about his illness.
After dinner, I still exercise, and also practice for half an hour. Knowing that Fang Zhe is also ill, I suddenly feel a little nervous. If I don't get better soon, Fang zhe will fall down one day, then I really don't know what to do.
Fang zhe has been watching me practice. When I turn around to see him, I feel that his face is dignified and not as relaxed as usual.
It suddenly occurred to me that he had been asking me to speed up the intensity of rehabilitation training. If he wanted me to recover quickly, was he worried that he would be upset if he left me alone?
I don't know if this is my own play, but I feel very sad in my heart and my eyes are burning.
After the exercise, Yang Min helped me wipe my body and asked me softly, "madam, how is your husband's condition? Have you asked him?"
I shook my head. "I didn't ask."
"Ask him, what is the situation? We are all worried about him." Yang Minyi was excited, and his voice raised a little. He quickly lowered it again. "Mr. Yang is a good man, but nothing can happen."
"I'll ask him. Don't worry. He's fine. He'll live a thousand years." I comfort Yang Min and myself.
After taking a bath, Fang zhe didn't come to me as usual. He kept himself in his study and didn't know what he was doing.
I asked Yang Min to make coffee, and I personally shook the wheelchair to deliver it to him.
I knocked on the door, he said come in, I opened the door to go in, he saw it was me, his face showed surprise.
This is the first time I went to his study to find him. He used to come to me.
"I'll bring you coffee." I said softly.
He almost rushed to me and caught the coffee. "How do you do this kind of work? What if it's hot? Let Yang Min do it. "
"You've done so much for me. I'll give you a cup of coffee. It's nothing." I said faintly.
He held the coffee cup, like holding a treasure, "this is the first cup of coffee you sent me. The taste must be very different. I have to have a good taste."
Then he bowed his head and took a drink. "It's really fragrant, but it's a little hot, and his tongue is a little numb."
This should be true, he was really burned, but it sounds a bit funny.
"What are you up to?" I asked Fang Zhe.
He bent down, reached over to touch my head, "today so good, run to me? You used to ignore me. "
"You know why I don't talk to you." I looked at him and said.
"I know, because you suspect that I killed your mother, so you hate me, and I can't find strong evidence to prove myself, so I have to be suspected by you." Fang zhe said.
I was silent for a moment, thinking about how to talk to him about his illness. I couldn't show too much concern, because it meant that I forgave him, but in fact I didn't. If I could easily forgive the man who killed my mother, I would not be human myself.
"What do you want to say to me? Just open your mouth and don't be embarrassed. " Fang zhe soft voice said to me.
I looked at him. "Are you busy? If you are, I won't disturb you."
"It's OK. I'm not very busy. Go ahead. I'm glad you can take the initiative to talk to me." Fang zhe said with a smile.
The light in the study is very soft. He stands in front of the bookshelf and looks at me with a smile. He is not half grumpy, gentle and handsome, just like the warm man in the idol drama.
Now that he looks like this, it's hard to connect him with the murderer who killed my mother. I'm really confused. Do I really blame him, or is he a super movie star who can perform so well that I'm so confused?
"You're staring at me again. Haven't you seen such a handsome guy?" He asked me with a smile.
"I haven't seen it." I answered faintly.
"Well, you've seen it today, and you've had a good time, haven't you?" Fang zhe continued to tease.
"Yes." I answered again.
Fang zhe laughed and showed his white teeth. "Why did you suddenly become a person today? So cute? "
I also smile to him, "I just put away my hate temporarily. I have something to ask you
Fang zhe nodded, "I can guess what you want to ask. You want to ask, what's the matter with my body, right?"
I nodded. "It's not my business, but I still want to know. After all, you fall down in front of me. What you don't know is that I hurt you. "
"Speaking of this, I also have a question to ask you. Don't you hate me all the time and hide a knife in your pillow to kill me? I fainted last night. Why do you want to save me? If you don't call an ambulance, I may die quietly like that, isn't that what you want? Why is that? " Fang zhe asked.
I actually thought that he would ask, and I was ready to answer."It's one thing to take revenge, but before the matter is clear, I don't want you to die in vain. I save you out of humanitarian considerations. I have no other meaning."
Fang zhe laughs, "the answer should have been ready for a long time, but I don't think so. I think you save me because you don't want me to die, just as you hate me any more, I don't want you to die."
"You think too much. There's no need to put yourself in such a high position." I said faintly.
Fang zhe didn't mind, but he said with a smile, "well, let's go on to talk about my illness. With your good relationship with Yang Yu, they should have told you about it. That's why you still ask me, but you don't want me to blame their sisters. "
The man was so terrible that he saw through everything.
"In fact, you can rest assured that I will not blame their sisters. I am not a unreasonable person. It's a fact that I have physical problems. No matter how I hide them, I can't change this fact. What's more, their sisters tell you the truth because they care about me and love you. "
I nodded slightly, motioned him to go on.
"I have congestion in my brain, but it's not serious. I can dredge it slowly through conservative treatment, so I don't want to take the risk of surgery. I think these Yang Yu should have told you?" Fang zhe looks at me.
I nodded again.
"Now that she has said it, the matter is basically clear. Is there any problem?" Fang zhe looks at me.
"Why did you keep it from me before?" I look at him.
"You hate me. You want me to die. Of course I'll keep it from you. If I tell you, won't you be happy to blossom? I don't want you to gloat. " Fang zhe said with a smile.
Of course it's not true, I can tell. It seems that he is not ready to tell the truth. It seems that he is ready to tell the truth.
I decided not to ask. Neither of us is telling the truth. Such a conversation is meaningless.
"I see. Keep busy. I'll go to bed." I turned around in my wheelchair and left.
"Wait a minute, why are you talking and leaving? Are you not satisfied with my answer? " Fang zhe stopped me.
"Quite satisfied. I don't want to affect your work. Let's talk about it another day."
Fang Zhe's face was puzzled, and he couldn't understand my mind.
"Don't you advise me to have an operation?" He asked, frowning.
"If I persuade you, will you listen?" I asked.
"No, I have my own opinions. I won't listen to others easily." Fang zhe said firmly.
"Well, if you can't listen, why should I waste my breath?"
"Well, I'll push you to sleep."
Fang zhe pushed my wheelchair out of the study and into the bedroom. He carried me to bed and covered me with a quilt. He gave me a kiss on the forehead. "You sleep first, and I'll deal with some papers."
He went to the bedroom door, turned off the light and closed the door gently.
I couldn't sleep. I took out my mobile phone to find Jiang Yuxuan. "Brother Yuxuan, Fang Zhe's head had congestion, and he fainted last night. I called to save him. I thought I hated him, but I saved him. I was confused. Why did I make such a decision? "
Jiang Yuxuan has been together for a long time? Maybe you don't dislike him, just misunderstand him. "
I replied: but if he is really my enemy, I shouldn't like him. I feel painful inside.
Jiang Yuxuan replied: just follow your heart. There's no need for pain. I don't think Fang Zhe is the kind of bad person who will harm others. It should be just a misunderstanding between you. Everything will be clarified slowly.
Jiang Yuxuan comforted me a few words, I feel a lot more comfortable in my heart. In fact, it's meaningless to talk to him about what I'm facing. It's just that I'm too lonely, so I want to talk to someone.
As long as normal people, in fact, have the need to talk, I am also a mortal, also want to find someone to talk about those words in the heart, so that you can reduce pressure, not so depressed.
The next morning, I heard the sound of the car, and then I heard the laughter of the man below. I thought there would be guests here.
Then Yang Yu came upstairs with a happy face and told me that Gao Zhan was here. It was said that he arrived last night, just to avoid disturbing me, so he stayed in a hotel in the city and came to the mountain early in the morning.
After I wash, I go downstairs. Gao Zhan and Fang zhe are chatting and drinking morning tea in the yard. When Gao Zhan saw me coming, he immediately stood up and called his sister-in-law respectfully.
When I saw Gao Zhan, I felt very kind, as if I had met my relatives. I always feel that Gao Zhan is like my brother. Although I know he is Fang Zhe's brother, I am not on guard against him at all. With the sixth sense, I believe that Gao Zhan will not harm me.
"Ah Zhan? Have you had breakfast? " I greet him with a smile.
"No, sister-in-law is waiting for sister min to cook noodles. Sister-in-law also knows that I eat a lot. When I eat breakfast outside, I have to order five or six bowls at a time. It's hard to wait and it's easy to attract onlookers." Gao Zhan said with a smile.
"Yes, if Mr. Gao is eating noodles in the noodle shop outside, the people in the back line will be miserable. When Mr. Gao is full, it will be lunch time." Yang Yu also followed suit.I can clearly see that Yang Yu likes Gao Zhan very much, and she never conceals it, but Gao Zhan doesn't seem to have that idea. I'm afraid it's a story about falling flowers deliberately and ruthlessly.
I suddenly have an idea, Gao Zhan suddenly come, do you know Fang Zhe's condition is serious?