Chapter 67

Although the process was a bit awkward, I cheered when I saw the cherry blossom in full bloom.

After calming down, I feel very sad, because I seem to go back to my youth.

In a trance, I saw a girl in a big school uniform sitting under the cherry tree, looking up at the cherry tree with blue eyes and lonely expression.

That is my lonely and confused youth.

Uncontrollable tears in my eyes, youth gone forever, revisit the old place, there are uncontrollable emotions surging in my heart. It's not clear whether it's happiness or sorrow, but maybe it's both.

I was afraid that Fang zhe would make me feel embarrassed when he saw my tears. He quickly turned his head and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. Then he pretended to take a picture with his mobile phone.

As a result, Fang Zhe in the camera of his mobile phone is also in a daze, standing there in a daze. He is also seriously distracted. Does he also think of something?

It turns out that I'm not the only one who has fallen into the memory of youth, and I'm not the only one who has the patent of touching and hurting.

When Fang zhe turned his head, I seemed to see the faint tears flashing in his eyes, but his smile covered his gaffe just now.

"What do you think of?" I asked him.

"I think of it a lot. It's a good time, but it's too lonely." Fang zhe said.

I move in my heart, my youth is lonely, his youth is also very lonely? He is so influential in the campus, will also be lonely? Around him at any time around a group of younger brothers, there are many fans, he lonely what?

"Will you be lonely, too?" I asked suspiciously.

Fang zhe said with a gentle smile, "I seem to see the girl in a Taoist robe sitting under the cherry tree, looking up at the cherry blossom. When the wind blows, the petals fall on her black hair. She does not stretch out her hand to brush. She seems to be immersed in another world. She is beautiful and lonely."

My eyes again a hot, "that is lonely, that girl is really lonely.". She has never seen her father, has always been dependent on her mother, has never enjoyed the love of her father, has no elder brother or sister, and has no younger brother or sister. Although she is stubborn on the surface, she is full of inferiority in fact. "

Fang zhe reached out and touched my head, "youth is lonely, each has its own loneliness. It's the inexplicable sadness that makes youth so beautiful. "

"Well, it's rare for you to remember what I used to look like." I said with a smile.

"It's a pity you don't remember what I used to be. It's not interesting." Fang zhe also smiles.

"I remember, you were a man of the moment. You were a bully. You were spoiled by three thousand people. You were just in heaven."

"Listen to the tone, you adored me at that time." Fang zhe took out his cell phone and began to shoot me.

I also put forward some good postures for him to shoot, but his mobile phone has no beauty function, and I don't think he will fix the picture for me, so I'm afraid it won't look good.

"There's no need to worship. You're far away from me. We are not the same people, so we do not pay attention, do not intersect, of course, there is no worship. " I said.

"I know your dream lover at that time was Jiang Yuxuan. You only saw him in your eyes." Fang zhe said lightly.

He hit my heart and made me blush. This is my own secret. Jiang Yuxuan doesn't know. How can he know?

"No, I was better with brother Yuxuan at that time. He helped me a lot and was very good to me, so the relationship was closer, but it was not the kind you said." I hastened to explain.

"It's all in the past. It doesn't matter." Fang zhe waved his hand, then came over and hugged me, and came to a group photo with cherry blossom as the background.

"Yes, it doesn't matter. After all, we are together now. But I don't want to contact Jiang Yuxuan. Don't think about it. " I'm still a little nervous.

"Don't worry, I like to drink, I don't like vinegar." Fang zhe patted me on the head and said with a smile.

In my mind, I remember the scene when Fang zhe ran into me while I was drinking coffee with Liu Muyun in the Oriental Shopping Mall. At that time, I was still in a wheelchair. Fang zhe didn't drink vinegar, but rather threw himself into a vinegar jar.

So the man may not believe everything he says. If a man is reliable, the sow will go up the tree. Although this is extreme, it also reflects the variability of men.

The sun is just right, the flowers are just right, and so are the people. I feel that everything is beautiful. This is one of the most comfortable times for me in recent years.

Zhe and I sat on the playground for a while and watched the football.

"What a familiar stadium. We should call them to play together." Fang zhe said.

Although I don't know who the fat man in his mouth is, I know it must be one of his playmates in Zhushi No.1 middle school. At that time, he was surrounded by a group of younger brothers, and the fat man must be among them.

"You can ask them to play together. Now that you are back, you can get together with them often." I said.

"When I came back, most of them left again. A few of them went abroad and settled abroad. One of them was in prison. Only the fat man and the old four were in Zhushi. The end of the world, the corner of the sea, friends half scattered. It's a long time ago Fang zhe sighed.I nodded, I can understand his feeling, some things, really go can't come back.

"At that time, most of the friends you knew were born like you, with good clothes and food, right? They have a high starting point. They should all develop well later. "

Fang zhe nodded first, then shook his head. "The first half of the sentence is right. Most of the people I met at that time were dandies, but some of them came from ordinary families. They were often bullied, so they took refuge in me, gave them shelter, and worked for the tiger with me."

Fang zhe said with a smile, "I have a Hun name like Fang batian. It's not how powerful I am. In fact, it's because of the large number of people. Thanks to the help of my brothers, I became a villain in No.1 Middle School in Zhushi. Those brothers who are well-off do not develop well, and those who are relatively stable now are brothers who are poor. They work harder and cherish more, so they have a better life. "

I nodded, "but in order to have great prospects, family factors are very important, so there will always be children lost at the starting line."

"I have always disagreed with this idea. The so-called hero does not ask the source, I think as long as you are willing to work hard, you can still change your destiny. You don't have to win at the starting line. Life is a long-distance race. If you don't have a faster starting line, you'll see who can laugh to the end. " Fang zhe retorted.

I'm not going to debate this topic with him, because our backgrounds are different, so our views are definitely different. People like him will not understand how much effort a person from a poor family needs to make if he wants to gain a foothold in this society and live with dignity.

"Don't talk about it." I find it a little boring.

"By the way, you've actually seen me play." Fang zhe said suddenly.

"Well?" I don't understand.

"It was a sunny day, too. You were in that position." Fang zhe pointed to the side of the field, "that day you didn't wear a Taoist robe, you were wearing a white skirt, like a fairy, standing there watching me play football, with a look of worship."

Of course, I scoff, "brother, you play too much, I don't have it."

"You have, but you forget." Fang zhe said firmly, "later my ball rolled to you, and you picked it up and threw it to me."

I tried my best to recall, but after all, there was no impression at all. Only a wry smile, "well, you should have."

But Fang zhe did not speak, but looked away, "Yabao, it's not good."

I follow his eyes to see, also feel bad, because the guard room security is coming to us.

"What do you do now?" I asked Fang Zhe.

"I don't know. What do you say? Run Fang zhe said.

"How can we run? I'm afraid that when we run, people will think we've stolen something. When we call the police, it's even more troublesome!"

"What do you say? It's all your idea to go over the wall. Now, let's be a thief. " Fang zhe said.

"What's the use of complaining about me? Think of a way quickly. Don't you have a way to deal with it quickly. It's the strength of bad people. " I'm in a hurry.

At this time, Fang zhe has already met the security guard, "big brother, the sun is really good today."

I almost laugh out, this chat up is too low, obviously can hear guilty.

"You are not allowed to enter? Where did you get in? " Big brother security is on fire.

Fang Zhe's face was muddled. "Didn't you let us in?"

This next security elder brother also muddled, "when did I let you in, didn't I stop you outside?"

"Elder brother, you are really forgetful. It's you who let us in. We just look at the cherry blossoms. It's time to go. Thank you for letting us in." Fang zhe winked at me.

I quickly agreed, "yes, big brother, thank you."

Security elder brother scratched his head, "impossible, I didn't let you in."

"Don't worry, brother. We won't tell the leaders. Thank you for your kindness. Let's go now. We won't give you any trouble." Fang zhe took my hand and went to the school gate.

The security guard looked at us both passing in front of him suspiciously, and didn't know how to deal with it for a moment.

Then we quickened our pace and walked out of the school.

When he got to the parking place, Fang zhe was calm. He opened the car door and got on. He also tilted over and tied the seat belt for me.

"Great." I gave him a thumbs up, "sure enough, it's a person who can turn black into white. It's a person who can tell lies with his eyes open. How do you lie without blushing and heart beating?"

Fang zhe said with a bad smile, "aren't you also lying? Don't laugh at fifty steps. This society is like this. As long as you insist on saying fake things, people will gradually believe that they are true. "

I had some discomfort in my heart, and suddenly thought of it, so he said that he didn't harm my mother, and he denied it all the time, just wanted me to take the lie as true?

If so, it seems that he did.It's terrible.