My attitude was very bad, but Liu Muyun didn't mind very much. He just laughed.
Then he didn't ask me for advice and drove directly to the door of a Shaxian snack.
"I'm going to have a bowl of wonton here. Would you mind joining me? I like civilian food. If you want something else, we can change places. It's my treat
Then he added, "I'm not stingy, I just like this kind of food. I don't need to spend too much time waiting, and I don't eat too many calories to lead to obesity. So if you want to have a big meal, I can also accompany you. "
His explanation is very cute, and you can hear his sincerity.
I got out of the car and walked into the shop with him. He ordered a wonton and I ordered a bowl of porridge.
"Fang zhe still didn't contact you?" He mentioned Fang zhe again.
I frowned, "does Mr. Liu have to talk about this topic?"
"Don't you want to know about Fang zhe?" He asked.
I shook my head. "I don't want to. His business has nothing to do with me. He and I are in the past."
Liu Muyun was silent for a moment, then shook his head, "I don't believe it. You really want to know his recent situation. I can provide you with his information. I mean no harm. "
I suddenly got a little annoyed and put down my chopsticks. I didn't want to eat any more.
Liu Muyun looked at me and said in a soft voice that he was sorry. Then he raised his hand to promise that he would never mention it again.
Then there was silence, silence on both sides.
Then I understood that the only common topic that Liu Muyun and I could talk about was Fang Zhe. He and I are not even friends. We just met a few times and he helped me. Then I know nothing about him and he knows nothing about me.
Maybe he didn't mean to talk about Fang Zhe, but he didn't have much to talk about with me. Fang Zhe is the only person we know together, and he is a very important person.
"I'm sorry, I have a bad attitude. I'm not very stable recently." I said softly.
Liu Muyun laughed and waved his hand, "I can understand. It doesn't matter. No one can be emotionally stable. However, the real forget is not never mentioned, but mentioned when the heart no longer ripple. If you deliberately avoid it, it's hard to forget. "
I admit that his words are reasonable, but it will take time to reach that level. Time can cure everything, can dilute everything.
"In fact, what I'm telling you today is good news. Do you want to hear it?" He asked me suddenly.
I wry smile, "my life rarely have good news, Mr. Liu really want to say, then say it."
"What did I say? But my topic is still about Fang Zhe. You have to be prepared. "
I nodded, "you've talked about this. Don't you think I'm more uncomfortable? Just say it. Did they have a century wedding? The wedding ceremony of chairman and Minister Qian Jin of Xingde group, of course, is to disturb the whole Maya country. "
"On the contrary, the wedding of fangzhe and Sila was not held. It seems that it was not held for some reasons. I'm not sure about the specific situation." Fang zhe said.
My heart moved, but I immediately warned myself that it had nothing to do with me, don't think too much.
But I didn't convince myself that I didn't care about it completely, because I was thinking another question in my heart. Is Fang Zhe's body not working? So the wedding was postponed?
I really hate myself. People don't want me anymore. Why do I care about him? Say no matter is no matter, why still can't let go?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Liu Muyun added: "I really don't know why there was no wedding. If I knew, I would tell you. Please believe me
"I understand. Thank you for telling me that, but it's really none of my business. Shall we stop talking? " I said softly.
"In fact, I can see that you still mind. That's why I want to tell you what I know, and I know that Fang zhe will return to Zhuhai tomorrow. "
My heart beat faster again, and this time it was very fast. I even felt a little nervous.
"You see, you said you didn't mind. Your expression said it all." Liu Muyun looked at me, "do you want to see Fang Zhe and ask him face to face."
Liu Muyun's words are too tempting for me. My answer is yes. I want to see Fang Zhe, and I dream that even if he is married to others, I also want to ask him face to face why he deliberately keeps it from me, why he doesn't contact me, and why all the people around him should avoid me.
Although I thought very much, I didn't agree immediately. Because I'm thinking about a question, that is, why does Liu Muyun always let me see Fang zhe? What's his purpose? Do you just want to help me because you sympathize with the abandoned woman?
"I don't see." I said faintly.
Liu Muyun was surprised, "don't you see?""No see." I said firmly.
"Don't you want to see it, or don't you dare? Don't you want to ask him in person why he betrayed you? " Liu Muyun said with a frown.
"Anyway, I just don't want to see you. Let's call it a day." I'm very sure.
Liu Muyun was silent for a moment, "well, it's my fault."
"Well, that's all we have to talk about. I'll go first." I stood up.
Liu Muyun nodded and waved to me.
I walked a few steps, Liu Muyun called me again, "Miss Su, do you because you don't believe me?"
I smile, shake my head, no direct answer, came out.
In the early days of the lights, the city is still prosperous. I slowly walked back in the direction of living, thinking about Liu Muyun's words all the way.
In my heart, of course, I want to see Fang Zhe, but I can't see Liu Muyun clearly, so I can't follow his rhythm. I can't do whatever he asks me to do, because I don't want to bring extra trouble to Fang zhe because of my own stupidity.
Even if I want to see Fang Zhe, I will see him myself, not under the control of Liu Muyun. I can't let others use me to make trouble for Fang Zhe, although I'm not sure that Liu Muyun really cares about me and still wants to use me.
Thinking all the way, I walked for nearly half an hour before returning to my residence. I checked on the Internet. There are two flights coming from Jishi tomorrow, one arriving at 7 p.m. and the other at 4 a.m. the day after tomorrow.
I'm not a policeman, so I can't check Fang Zhe's boarding information. I can only guess that Fang zhe was on an earlier flight.
Do I want to stop him at the airport? I stand at the exit, can I meet him?
Then there will be several situations. One is that I directly blocked him and asked him why he wanted to disappear. He patiently explained to me. The second is that he went through the VIP aisle and I couldn't see him at all. The third is that he appears with his new wife, Sila, and ignores me completely.
There are other situations, but I just think of the third one, so I'm not in the mood for further deduction. Anyway, it's all like this. Let's leave some dignity for ourselves. I don't want to cry in front of Fang Zhe in front of other women.
I have been married and abandoned once. I am not a girl who is not deeply involved in things. I know that all feelings in this world may go bad. If I have to lose them, I will keep my dignity, which is a kind of protection for myself.
But I still want to see him, think about it, I decided not to block face to face, I can disguise, disguise to other people do not recognize the state, so that to see who he is with back to Zhuhai, if he is alone, I will rush to ask him some words, if there are others, I will look at him in the dark.
I have a definite idea, but I feel much more relaxed. Some things have to face after all, no matter how cruel, face will become the past, otherwise never pass.
The next day I went to work normally. After work, I went to the shopping mall nearby and bought a yellow wig, a sun hat, a pair of toad glasses and a mask.
I couldn't recognize myself after I put on my clothes in the public restroom of the mall. I'm even worried that if I appear in the airport in such a fully armed way, the police will suspect me as a terrorist.
Fortunately, after I got on the bus, there were not many passengers looking at me with strange eyes. Now there are too many non mainstream people, so I don't surprise too many people with my dress.
It's half past six when I arrived at the airport. I looked at the flight information, but it wasn't late. Then I decided which exit to come from and ran there to wait.
Although already dressed up soon can not recognize oneself, but in the heart is still very nervous. I'm worried that Fang zhe will recognize me when he comes out with other women, which will hurt my self-esteem.
So I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I was sure that the possibility of being recognized was very small. Then I had the courage to stand at the exit.
It's seven o'clock, and the information about the arrival of the flight is broadcast on the radio. I began to get nervous again and pulled the mask on my face to make sure it covered half of my face.
At first some passengers came out, but they didn't see Fang Zhe. I had to wait for 40 minutes until no one came out and I still didn't see Fang Zhe.
In the heart suddenly some loses, Fang zhe did not come, or walked from the VIP passage, or he took the next flight?
There are still several hours to go before the next flight. I have to go to work tomorrow. I can't stay here for sure. Mainly, I'm not sure if Fang Zhe is on the next flight.
When I took the airport bus back to the city, I was very disappointed. Even began to doubt, is not Liu Muyun released false news to me? Fang zhe didn't want to go back to Zhuhai?
With the mood of trying, I made a phone call to Fang Zhe. Unexpectedly, the phone got through!
My heart jumped up wildly, and my mind was a little blank. If Fang zhe answered the phone, what should I say to him? Why did he change his mind? Or would you like to ask him? Happy or not?It's a pity that it's all my own inner drama. The reality is that Fang zhe didn't answer the phone although the phone was through.
Originally, I was still a little nervous, but after I was sure that he would not listen to the phone, I felt a little angry. I just didn't want to talk to him. Would I refuse to answer the phone?
So I continued to make a phone call. I could get through every time, but Fang zhe didn't know if he would answer.