I looked at his rogue face and couldn't find the right words to hurt him.
You should know that a rascal is unreasonable. If you reason with unreasonable people, it is tantamount to asking for no fun, and you are angry with yourself.
So I decided to give up reasoning with him. Anyway, he was sleeping. What else can I say.
"It's late. You can go." I said with a cold face.
Fang zhe looked at his watch and said, "it's still early. After that strenuous exercise, we have to slow down
I didn't care about him, so I went to take a bath. After I washed it out, I saw him standing on the balcony talking on the phone.
When he finished, I couldn't help it. "Fang Zhe, you are a married man now. What are you doing here?"
"I didn't dislike you when you were married." Fang zhe said slowly.
This choked me out again and made me remember a lot of things.
I think Fang zhezhen is my nemesis. His words will make me fall into memory, and his body will make me surrender. This guy is poisonous.
"Let's have a good chat then?" I look at him.
"Yes, do you have any wine? Have a drink?" Fang zhe said.
Actually, there was wine, but it was before I came in, so it should be Jiang Yuxuan's, not mine.
So I shook my head, "no wine, just talk, I don't want to drink with you. Your body is not fit to drink, either
"So you care about me, don't you?" Fang zhe said.
I don't have to deny it. I don't think it's a shame that I care about him. "I don't want you to die, just like when I was disabled, you wanted me to get better. Now I want you to get better, not to die."
Fang zhe nodded, stood up and went to the wine rack, took a bottle of red wine from above, "after sex, drinking red wine is conducive to the recovery of energy."
I've never heard of this theory. I want to stop him from opening the bottle of red wine and tell him that the wine is not mine. But I know that with his character, he won't listen to me. He will say that no matter who it is, he will drink it and give him money.
He poured out the wine and said, "OK, now we can talk. If you want to talk, let's go."
"Why did you treat me so well in Maya, and then you changed your face in a flash? What happened to you? I was detained, who did it, and what did you pay to let me out? "
This is the key question that has been circling in my mind. I always want to ask Fang Zhe, but I know he won't tell me, so I didn't ask.
I don't know why I think he won't tell me. I always think it's his core secret. It's something he doesn't want to mention. If he would tell me this, he wouldn't not contact me for a long time.
Sure enough, Fang zhe didn't answer. I just took a sip of red wine and poured some for myself.
"Why don't you talk?"
"Things always change. Didn't I say that the relationship between adults changes with the relationship of interests." Fang zhe said lightly.
"Then I should know why it changes so quickly. I'm the client and I have the right to know, don't I?"
"You can understand that after I have weighed the interests of all parties, I think it's best to be separated from you, so I did that. Are you satisfied with this answer?" Fang zhe looks at me.
"What were you doing? Why did you do that to me? You were raped. Do you understand? It's against the law, you know? I can sue you. "
Fang zhe looked serious. "But your body is very honest. You like what I do to you. If you like, it's not rape. We are the combination of spirit and flesh."
"You are shameless! You don't respect people I scolded.
He even nodded, "wronged you, sorry, but next time I will do it."
"Answer my question, what happened and why did our relationship become like this?" I kept my eyes on it.
"Time will give the answer. The black you see is not necessarily black, and the white you see is not necessarily white." He said something that sounded a little puzzling.
I knew there was nothing to ask from him. I gave up and urged him to leave again.
This time, he didn't hang on any longer. He stood up and came to me. Then he hugged me inexplicably and whispered in my ear, "I don't want to be unfair to you, but I really can't help it. I'm sorry."
"Why do you say I'm sorry? What's wrong? " I asked.
"I'm sorry. There are so many things I'm sorry about." He gave me a big hug in his hand.
My heart suddenly a soft, a little want to cry.
I know how proud he is. It's a rare thing to say sorry from him. If it wasn't for the reason that he couldn't tell me, I don't believe he would let me go back to China alone and live in Zhuhai alone.
Maybe I have never complained about him, because I always understand that he has a problem and has to do so, although he never wants to explain the reason to me."You should know Lu Zishan's purpose. If you are such a smart person, you can't miss it." Fang zhe said.
"Is she trying to bring you down and let his brother take control of the group?" I said.
"Yes, I knew you could figure it out. You cooperated with him to deal with me in order to force me, didn't you? I know you are forcing me, so I came to you. Now that your goal has been achieved, you should not cooperate with her any more. "
I can't answer that, just like I do everything to ask him to sleep with me, but I'm not so cheap.
"I cooperate with her, just want to get close to the truth. My mother's case is still hanging, and I want to know what the truth is
"Time will give you the truth. You don't have to cooperate with Lu Zishan. The farther away you are from this, the better."
Fang zhe has repeated this point many times. He doesn't want me involved in it.
But I still have an idea I didn't tell Fang Zhe, that is, I can help him know their plans from Lu Zishan, which will be more conducive for Fang Zhe to deal with.
"You don't have to think about helping me. There are risks in some things. It's the best choice to stay away. I can handle my own affairs well. I don't need your help. You'll only get in my way. You won't help me. "
This last sentence really hurt me. It really hurt me.
Yes, I don't have a prominent background. I'm nothing. I can't help him at all. I can only become a burden. That's why he chose to help his minister Qianjin. It's very clear. What am I doing here?
"Well, I see." I said softly.
He released his embrace, reached out and touched my head. I knocked off his hand and said in a cold voice, "go.".
After Fang zhe left, the house was still full of his flavor. I sat on the sofa alone and felt sad for a long time.
Want to forget and forget, want and get, life is too difficult.
I finished the wine Fang zhe didn't finish, and then I fell asleep alone.
When I wake up the next day and think about what happened the night before, it's like a spring dream. But I still have his kisses on my chest.
After washing, I perked up and went to work. While I was busy, Lu Zishan's phone call came again. She asked me if I had gone to the police station. I said I had been there and reflected the situation to the police. As for how the police handled the matter, I couldn't decide. Then she hung up on the excuse that I was busy.
In the next few days, I didn't find Fang Zhe, and he didn't find me again, as if we had disappeared from each other's world.
Lu Zishan didn't answer my phone several times. Since Fang zhe asked me not to get involved, I would listen to him and choose to stay away.
The business of that circle is no longer my business.
I go to work every day and work hard. Because of my outstanding performance, the company also specially reported to me a training class for senior managers at night University. I work and study every day, and my life is busy and full.
Day by day, two months later, the end of spring, began to enter the summer.
The summer in Zhuhai is not particularly hot, but rainy. I don't like rain very much, so I don't like summer either.
When I was about to leave work that day, director Feng Caijuan came to me and said that she wanted to have a chat with me.
When leaders want to talk with me, I'm still a little uneasy. I'm always worried about what I can't do well in my work. This is the general psychology of being a subordinate.
"Suya, I've been in the company for nearly three months. Are you familiar with the company?" Feng Caijuan asked me.
I nodded, "thank you for your cultivation. I learned a lot."
Feng Caijuan waved her hand, "let's not say these polite words. I'm asking you if you are familiar with the whole business of the company."
I still don't quite understand her intention of saying this, or uneasy, "Mr. Feng, where did I do it wrong?"
"Why do you think that? The whole company knows you're doing great. I mean, if you are familiar with them, do you have any suggestions for the development of the company? " Feng Caijuan said seriously.
I haven't thought about this issue, and in my position, I don't think it's necessary to consider this issue. This is the issue that executives should consider. So I can't answer for a moment.
"Well, you go back to think about it today, and then write a report to me. You should write it carefully, not perfunctorily." Feng Caijuan said.
"OK, but I'm busy with my work. I'm afraid I have to study such a big problem and check the company's relevant statements. After all, it's not just writing a composition, but just expressing it casually. It needs data to prove it. So one day is not enough, I need a few days. Is that OK, Mr. Feng? " I looked at Feng Caijuan with apprehension.
Feng Caijuan held the black frame glasses, "well, I'll give you a week, is that enough?"
"Thank you, Mr. Feng. One week is enough."
"Well, you'll be fine. We'll talk about it then." Feng Caijuan said.
She didn't say why I was asked to write this. I don't know whether other colleagues wrote it or just aimed at me.I hope she doesn't think of a way to wear shoes for me. I really need this job now.