I stood on the other side of the parking lot, watching Fang Zhe and Lu Zishan leave together, feeling very disappointed.
But this time I was really not angry, because I know Fang Zhe is for my good. With his ability, I believe he can find a way to deal with Lu Zishan.
I drove home alone. When I got to the gate of the community, I found a man standing on the side of the road waving. It was Fang Zhe. How did he come back!
Fang zhe smiles and gets on the car. He reaches over to touch my head and says, "aren't you angry?"
I honestly replied, "I'm not angry, because I know you are for my good, but Lu Zishan is not stupid, she will doubt the sudden change of your attitude, and now you are back, she is not angry, do you cheat her?"
Fang zhe said with a smile, "you don't have to worry about this. I have my way. In a word, we can have a good night tonight."
Since he said so, I said nothing more. Some things don't have to be asked, because it's self - inflicted.
Back home, I was taking a bath when Fang zhe suddenly opened the door and came in. I was startled.
I said, what are you doing? I haven't finished washing yet. How can you feel it?
He quickly stripped himself, squeezed under the sprinkler, and said with a smile that he hadn't bathed together for a long time. It's rare to have time, so let's wash together.
His body is still strong, and he still has beautiful muscles. He offered to help me rub my back. I said no, I'm not used to being served by others, but he wanted to. He put a shower gel on his palm and rubbed it on my back.
Although the technology is not very good, it's very comfortable.
I know he's going to start acting bad and reach out to stop him.
In the fog of the bathroom, I vaguely see the interweaving of two bodies in the mirror. I can't see the expression of me and him clearly, but I believe they are both joyful.
After that, he continued to wash. Finally, Fang zhe helped me put on my bathrobe and carefully ate my hair.
"Your hair is good, black and bright, just like before." Fang zhe said softly.
"Now I'm losing a lot of hair. In a few years, I'm afraid I'll be bald."
"Nonsense, you will lose a little hair. As long as you don't lose too much, you won't be bald. I warn you, Suya, you have to take good care of your hair, but you can't be bald. I want you to have beautiful hair for decades. Through your long hair, it's still my hand
I laughed and my heart moved.
"Fang Zhe, people are always getting old, and my hair will turn white. I can not be bald, but can you guarantee that you will still have a chance to put your hand through my hair in a few decades?"
Fang zhe stroked my hair a little bit, "why do you say that?"
"If you want something to happen decades later, you have to take care of yourself. You have to go to the hospital for surgery as soon as possible, or we will have no future."
"It turns out that you went around and around and finally got to this point. I promise you that I will go to the operation as soon as possible. It's rare for us to stay together. Don't talk about these disappointing topics. "
I sighed and said nothing more.
When I woke up in the early morning, I couldn't help calling Fang Zhe's name again, because I was worried about whether he would faint at night and never wake up again.
"Well." Fang zhe answered me vaguely, and I felt relieved.
"What's the matter, Yabao?" He rolled over and put his arms around me.
"Nothing. I just want to see if you're asleep." I should say.
"Are you worried about me dying in my sleep?" Fang zhe chuckled, "don't worry, Yabao. I won't die by your side. I won't let you suffer like that."
He said it with a smile, but it stuck in my heart like a knife and made me sleepless.
I turned over and climbed onto him. "You can't say that again. I don't want to hear it. It's hard for me to hear it."
He hugged me tightly. "I'm telling you the truth. I really won't die by your side. I know that if you let me die, you will be very sad and painful. I won't let you bear those. So even if I want to die, I will die far away."
Now I'm really angry, "I told you not to say such things. Why do you still say such things? When you say that, get out of here! "
I was very angry, but he was not worried at all. He reached out and stroked my buttocks. "This big night, where do you want me to go? Yabao, your hips are growing up again. I remember when you were in a wheelchair, you didn't have much meat in your buttocks. It's been a long time, and you've got cocky buttocks again. "
"Hum." I gave a cold hum, and I didn't like his praise.
"Well, I won't talk about death in the future, but Yabao's life is normal. Everyone has to experience it. Only when he looks down on it can he really face it calmly. We are all rational people. Why should we avoid this topic? "
Then he touched my lips in the dark and held them for a while.
"I don't want to face it. Fang Zhe, you won't die. You're a bad man. You'll live for thousands of years, so you won't die."Fang zhe laughed again, "so do you want me to continue to live and harm you?"
"As long as you live well, I will recognize the harm. I don't want you to die. You promise to go to the operation as soon as possible, and then live well, OK
"Well, don't worry, I won't die so easily. If you kiss me now, I won't die. " Fang zhe said.
So I took the initiative to kiss him, then took the initiative to take off his robe, and also took the initiative to help him take off his robe.
When I woke up the next morning, he had already made breakfast, and then he told me that he was going to work today, so we had to be in a hurry.
Although I knew the answer was no, I couldn't help asking him, "are you still coming tonight?"
As I expected, I was disappointed and replied, "no, I have something to do."
I drank a mouthful of milk in silence and felt that I should not have asked this question. I knew that the answer was disappointment and I had to worry about it.
"We all have our own business to do, you know." Fang zhe realized that I was not in the right mood and comforted me.
I reluctantly smile, "I understand, although I do not want to mention, but I know you are now a wife, you should be responsible for your family, and I do not want to have too much guilt. I am also a person who has been hurt by Xiao San, so I don't want to be Xiao San, but when you are close to me, I can't control myself, I can't refuse you, but it doesn't mean I don't... "
Fang zhe waved his hand to stop me from saying, "don't say it, I understand. I didn't come to you to be a junior. In fact, it's not what you think. "
"It's not what I think. What is it?" I look at Fang Zhe.
"In the future, you will understand. In a word, you should work hard and run your company well. If I am down one day, I will depend on you to support me." Fang zhe said with a smile.
"When are you going to have an operation? Where are you going to operate, in Zhuhai or abroad? "
"It depends on the examination results, but Yabao, I still have to tell you the truth. The success rate of my operation is really low. If I do that, don't be sad, because I will watch you in another world."
In the morning, I talked about this topic again. I know that death is inevitable, and I have experienced the pain of losing a loved one, but I still can't accept the kind of permanent parting. My eyes are red again.
"You see, talk well. Why did you cry again? They all said don't cry. If you want to cry like this again, I dare not talk to you. " Fang zhe said with a frown.
"You hate it! Why do you always say such words to me? I don't want to hear such words! Now that medicine is so developed, it's impossible to die easily. You have to have confidence in yourself. How can a man as strong as you be easily counselled in the face of illness? "
"Well, well, it's my fault. Let's not talk about this. Let's eat and go to work." Fang zhe urged.
Having said that, I can't think of eating any more. After eating a piece of bread, I can't eat any more.
Fang Zhe and I walked out of the house together. When we got out of the elevator, Fang zhe touched my head. "Yabao, you are not a junior. How can I have the heart to let you be a junior?"
I didn't answer because I didn't know what he meant.
"Shall I take you to the company?" I asked him.
"No, I'll take a taxi myself. Goodbye, Yabao." He waved to me.
I don't know why. I especially don't like to hear him say goodbye to me, because I always feel that every parting may become a farewell.
He gave me a warm smile, and I reluctantly gave him a smile, and drove away.
Even tears came down again, some inexplicable.
To the company, I quickly put into work, yesterday because to accompany Fang Zhe and delay things, I have to speed up today.
At this time, Yang Yu came in and asked me solemnly, "Mr. Su, is the news circulating on the Internet true?"
"What's the news?" I asked Yang Yu, "I haven't had time to watch the news online today."
"It's said on the Internet that Xingde group is suspected of tax evasion, and relevant departments have intervened in the investigation. However, Fang Zhe, the chairman of the board, lost contact. It's possible that Fang zhe fled for fear of crime, and Mr. Fang can't escape for fear of crime." Yang Yu said.
"Of course, it's impossible. Fang zhe didn't lose contact. He was still with me this morning. Why did he lose contact?" I was surprised, too.