I've been completely dead for a long time.
"That child really can't live long, so my mother said at that time, since fate is over, then forget it, don't look for it, so don't look for it." Hu Wei continued.
I rushed over and grabbed him by the collar. "Son of a bitch, you're making up a story to cheat me, aren't you?"
My gaffe attracted the attention of other customers around me. They all looked here. The staff of the coffee shop also came to ask me what happened and whether I needed help to call the police.
I took a long breath and tried to calm myself down.
"What I said is true. Don't worry. At that time, Li Li was pregnant, so she really didn't care about Tingting. Moreover, she was seriously ill at that time. Even if she came back, she was still... "
"Don't explain, just tell me, was Tingting really alive at that time?" I'm nervous about this.
"I'm still alive, but it's infused with liquid, so we're very strange. You said that if a peddler steals a child, he won't steal a child who is seriously ill and still has liquid medicine, right? Besides, it was very late at that time, and the peddler would not go to the hospital to steal the children, would he? "
"Then your child, even if you don't save him, you should call the police, you brute!"
"My mother didn't let me call the police. She said that the child couldn't have left the hospital and would have died. What's the point of finding a corpse? If it's stolen, we can have less pressure."
I wish I could go up and kick Hu Wei for a while, but I know that it won't solve the problem now, so I can't help it.
"Did you ask for information later? For example, look at the surveillance video of the hospital? " I asked in spite of my anger.
"No, when you came back later, we cheated you that you had been cremated, and that thing was over. I want to come now. I'm really not a human being. I'm sorry for you and the children. I'm really a beast. I'm not as good as a beast. I don't know what happened to me at that time. How can I be so heartless? "
I'm not interested in his reversion. I'm completely out of my mind now. If it's as Hu Wei said, it actually means that there is a possibility that Tingting may still be alive.
Although the possibility is very small, as long as she was not dead at that time, objectively there is such a possibility.
I feel sad at the same time, but it seems to have a glimmer of hope.
"After that, you didn't look for it, and the next day you didn't go back to the hospital to look for it?"
"No, you came back the next day. I didn't have time to go to the hospital. I was afraid that you might find something wrong. I always thought there was no problem about it. Anyway, she was gone. It's better to let her disappear as she walked in front of us. But after these things, I realized that I was wrong, and I was very wrong. I'm sorry for you and the child Son, I really deserve to die, so I want to tell you the truth and let you know that the truth is like this... "
As Hu Wei said this, he burst into tears.
I'm not interested in watching him cry, and I don't sympathize with him. I strode out of the cafe with my bag.
I am in a very excited, I can not calm down, but I do not know what to do.
Sitting in the car for a long time, I couldn't calm down. I called Wang Jun and asked him to meet.
He said that he still had a task in the evening, but now he is still in the Bureau. Let me pass. He has half an hour to chat with me.
I drove there. Wang Jun was eating in the canteen. He asked me if I wanted to buy one for me, but I said no.
"You look very pale. What's the matter? It can't be brother Zhe. What's the matter? " Wang Jun asked me.
"It's not about Fang Zhe, it's about my daughter. Police officer Wang, if two years of cases happened and no police report was made at that time, can we still deal with them now? "
I'm really incoherent. Wang Jun looked at me and motioned me to speak slowly to make it clear.
Then I spent a few minutes talking about my daughter. As for the details, I couldn't because I wasn't at the scene. I'm not sure whether the details Hu Wei said are true or false, because he has always been an untrustworthy person.
"It's been two years, and I didn't call the police at that time. There's no record at all. There's no way to start investigating. It's difficult." Wang Jun said with a frown.
I was disappointed. I knew that time had passed for a long time and I couldn't check it.
"And it sounds very strange. Are you sure your ex husband didn't lie? What if he lied to you? " Wang Jun said.
"I can't believe him either, but he and I have been divorced for a long time. There is no interest dispute between us. He doesn't have to make up a story to cheat me at this time, does he?"
Wang Jun nodded, "that's what I said, so you mean, do you want me to check this for you?"
"I know it's very difficult for you, but I thought about it. Only you can help me. I just want to know who took my child and whether she is still alive..."
When it comes to children, I can't hold back my tears.
"Don't cry. I'll go to see your ex husband when I have time. I'll analyze whether his words are true from the professional perspective of a policeman, and then ask for some details. It's too long and it's impossible to file a case. I can only find my brothers and friends in private to help check. I hope you can understand.""Thank you, officer Wang. Thank you."
"You're welcome. We're friends too. We have to help each other when we have something to do. You're welcome." Wang Jun said.
"Then keep busy, and I won't disturb you."
Wang Jun took me to the parking lot and saw me get on the bus. "You're not in good condition. Drive carefully. Since some things have passed, don't be too sad. We have to move on."
I thank him and drive away.
Driving a car in a person in the street around a few times, do not want to go home.
Every little girl on the sidewalk, I would like to see more. I began to imagine that my Tingting would suddenly appear in the crowd. I hugged her tightly and told her that although two years passed, I had never forgotten her.
Tears blurred my vision. I pulled up on the side of the road and cried on the steering wheel.
Those sorrows are overwhelming and can't be restrained at all.
At this time, the mobile phone rang. It was Fang Zhe. I didn't answer.
At this time, someone knocked on the window, two traffic police, I can't park in the parking place, was met by the traffic police.
"Hello, ma'am." The traffic police saluted me.
May be found my obvious tears, young traffic police Leng for a while, "need help?"
I shook my head. "No, thank you. I know I can't park here. I'll go right away."
"Then be careful. Don't you really need any help?" The traffic police asked again.
I said it's OK, thank you.
Unknowingly, I drove to the people's Square and parked the car nearby. I went to the stage next to the music fountain and sat down on my own.
This is the place where Tingting came here after 100 days. I remember that day when Hu Wei and I quarreled. I was in a bad mood, so I came here with her on my back. When the fountain was together, she would laugh and have a good time. Since then, I have often brought her here to watch the fountain. No matter how much she cried before, as long as the fountain was together, she would be happy I'll be laughing.
If she's alive, she'll always love fountains, right? Will she come here to see the fountain? Will she meet a kind person and raise her?
I stare at every child around me and feel like I'm possessed again. Especially for girls about four or five years old, I always stare at them.
Those parents with children may think that I behave suspiciously, they all look at me with alert eyes, and then leave in a hurry with their children.
I can't blame them. The way I look at children should be really worrying.
It's getting late and there are fewer and fewer people in the square. I still sit there.
"Suya, Suya, are you ok?"
I heard someone call me. I raised my head and watched Fang zhe run towards me.
I looked at him blankly. He took my hand and said, "let's go home."
Then he found that my hand was very cold. He put his hand on his mouth, breathed, and gently rubbed my hand to make it warm.
When he wanted to help me up, I found that my feet were numb, let alone walking, and it was difficult to stand still.
So he helped me sit down, took off my shoes and rubbed my feet.
"How did you find it?" I asked him softly.
"When I called you, you didn't answer, and then it turned off. I had to ask Wang Jun for help. He asked his brother from the traffic police system to help him. He found your car around here. I kept looking for it. I kept looking for it from 9 p.m. and finally found you." Fang zhe said.
Then he said, "ah Zhan, they are still looking for it. I forgot to call them and let them go back to rest."
I looked at the big clock on the square not far away. It was already faster.
"Sorry, I'm in a bad mood, so I didn't answer the phone. Don't blame me." I'm sorry.
"It's OK. Yesterday was my fault. I shouldn't have lied to you. I had a meeting in the company." Fang zhe said.
"I'm in a bad mood. It's not because of you. Didn't Wang Jun tell you?"
"He said you talked to him about something, but he didn't tell me what it was. He said he had no right to tell me. If you want to tell me, let me ask you. As you know, Wang Jun doesn't have a big mouth. He talks about everything with his mouth open. That kid's mouth is very tight. "
It turns out that Wang Jun really didn't tell Fang zhe about my daughter. Wang Jun is a real gentleman. He is such a good brother to Fang Zhe, but it's related to my private affairs. He won't disclose it to Fang zhe without my permission.
"I met Hu Wei today. He said that when my daughter was seriously ill, she didn't die, but disappeared in the hospital. They didn't want to save my daughter, so they didn't call the police and lied to me that she had been cremated."
When I talked about it, I still choked.