"I have a father." I feel ridiculous and funny when I say that.
"Well?" Sister Juan obviously doesn't understand me. If I change to her, I guess I don't understand either.
"Su Maokun said," I'm his daughter. " I looked at sister Juan and said.
"Ah? Which Su Maokun
"The boss of Tiance fund is the one who bought Tiansheng real estate and now works as Tiance City, competing with fangzhe's Xingde city."
"Ah? Is your father a big boss? My God, your life experience is amazing. Your husband is a rich man, and your father is also a rich man. What's more, these two people are still competing? Then aren't you Miss Qian Jin Cried sister Juan.
"Don't make fun of me. Do you think I look like a young lady? I don't know what to do now. " I said.
"What's troubling you? With such a powerful father as the backing, it is the dream of many people. Don't you always say that you have no relatives? Now that you have a father, you should be happy. " Said Sister Juan.
"But I always feel strange. Since I have such a powerful father, why did my mother take me alone these years? Why not let him protect and take care of us? "
Sister Juan shrugged, "I don't know. Maybe your mother and dad quarreled. Your mother ran away in a fit of anger."
"It's definitely impossible. If it's just a fight, my mother won't change her name and won't let my father find me. It must be su Maokun who is not good to my mother, so my mother wants to avoid him." I said.
"Then you didn't ask him what was going on?"
"I didn't ask. He talked for a long time before we knew each other. There was still a distance between us. Some words were not easy to ask directly."
"I think you don't have to think so much about your father and your mother. If you don't understand, you can ask your father directly. He will tell you truthfully that you should be happy. Anyway, you have relatives, and you won't be lonely and helpless in the future. Even I'm happy, because my sister is a big girl. You can cover us in the future! No, the news is too shocking. I have to tell Miss Yang and Xiao Ru! " Sister Juan said excitedly.
"Don't say it now. They will rush to ask me later. I need to smooth it first."
"OK, then you can eat quickly and smooth it while eating. It's a good thing to have a rich father. I don't know what's wrong with you. If a 10 billion rich suddenly recognizes me as a daughter, I'll laugh in my dreams." Sister Juan opened the lunch box and took out the meal for me.
Sister Juan usually doesn't cook much, but she's good at cooking, but I'm in a complicated mood. I don't feel like I have any appetite, so I just eat a little and put it down.
After chatting with sister Juan for a while, she went back to work in the company. I stayed in the ward alone, and I began to think about it again.
Then the doctor came, "Miss Su, I have something to discuss with you."
I'm nervous again. What's going on?
"Mr. Su asked me not to tell you about it, but I think it's necessary for me to tell you, because I'm worried that if I keep it from you, I'm afraid that you will hate me in the future, and I'm also worried that I will regret it. As a doctor, I still have to explain some words, which are related to medical ethics."
I'm more nervous. What do you want to tell me? Is it so serious?
"Is my condition getting worse again? No matter what the situation is, I hope you can tell me the truth. I don't want to be concealed. So please tell me the truth. I can stand it
"Miss Su, you have misunderstood that your condition has not worsened. On the contrary, there is good news that Mr. Su's bone marrow can be transplanted to you. Before I asked if you had any relatives, you said no. if you had said so, you would have been able to have an examination."
Su Maokun said that he would donate bone marrow to me. I know about this, but I think he really deserves it.
"Will that hurt him?" I asked quickly.
"This is exactly what I want to talk to you about. Mr. Su is old and has some physical problems. If he donates bone marrow to you, the risk will be great. We are very worried about the problems. Mr. Su won't let me tell you that he wants to donate bone marrow to you at risk, but I don't think I can hide it from you. If something happens to him, you will hate me. "
"Then I don't want his bone marrow." I'll answer directly.
"But so far, only Mr. Su's bone marrow is suitable for you. If you don't want to accept love, you have to look for it again. It's not certain when you can find it." Said the doctor.
"If I can find it, I'll have an operation. If I can't find it, I'll live and die. I can't exchange other people's lives for mine. Thank you for telling me that."
"Then you think about it?" Repeated the doctor.
"It's not a complicated problem. I don't need to think about it for a long time. I don't accept his bone marrow. I can't exchange his life for mine. It's absolutely impossible."
"Well, I know. I'll tell Mr. Su about this. I hope your father and daughter can communicate well." Said the doctor.
After the doctor went out, I was alone for a long time.It's hard to predict the development of things. I had a father, and I was faced with such a problem immediately. It's just Providence.
Anyway, my heart is still moved, and I really feel that I have relatives, in addition to relatives, few people are willing to donate bone marrow for you. Moreover, after donating, it may be life-threatening. I'm afraid no one would like to.
Life is equal, of course, I will not let others use their lives for my life, let alone this person is my own father, even if it is someone else, I will not agree.
But his heart, I really led.
In the afternoon, Su Maokun came again. When I saw him again, I didn't feel so strange. I began to have some intimacy, very weak intimacy.
"The doctor said you didn't want to accept my bone marrow. Why?" Su Maokun frowned.
"Because it would endanger your health, I can't afford it, and you don't have to." I said quietly.
"You are my daughter. I should give you everything. You are still young, and I..."
I interrupted him, "you are not old, even if it is really old, I can not use your life for my life, I am not so selfish."
"It's not a matter of selfishness. For me, it's a good deal. I can make you healthy. It's something that makes me happy. I don't think there's any problem." Su Maokun is also in a hurry.
"But it's not good for me. I can't accept it. If I survive because of it, I will feel uneasy all my life."
"This is nonsense. The doctor just said that I would have a certain risk if I donated bone marrow, but he didn't say that I would die! Even if there is certain damage to the body, I am willing to do it. I am happy to do something for you. Why don't you accept it? "
Su Maokun said that he was angry. I don't know what he was angry about. I don't know why.
I looked at him in a daze. I didn't want to fight him because he meant well.
"It's settled. There's nothing to say. You have to accept my bone marrow transplant. I'll bear all the consequences myself."
"It's not your business. It's directly related to me. I can't ignore it."
This should be the first time in my life that I have disagreed with my father. I've never had a chance before.
Su Maokun didn't speak any more. He seemed to be angry and thinking about something.
"I admit, I'm selfish." He gave a long sigh.
Now it's my turn to be stunned. He donated bone marrow to me. Is he selfish? Where does this start? Where did he get selfish?
"I couldn't find you and your mother all these years. At one time, I thought that you were not in this world. I had a little success in the market. But every time I think of you, I feel guilty. I don't owe anyone in my life, but I owe you. God is very fair to me and gave me a chance to compensate you. I'm really happy. As long as I can save you, I will die immediately, I am also happy, because I have finally done my duty as a father. It's a happy thing. You may not understand it, but I really think so. "
I suddenly realized the tears on my hands were cool.
I was surprised that I was so fragile that I was cried by him.
Maybe it's not for him, but for myself, because I know his feelings. I have a daughter, too. If I can let my daughter come back, I'm willing to give everything, even my life.
"Don't think so. People have their own lives. You don't owe me anything. You don't fulfill your father's obligations, and I don't fulfill my filial piety as a daughter. We should try to let go of our fate." I choked to comfort him.
"Now I have a chance to make it up. Why don't you give me this chance? After all I've said, don't you understand? "
"No, I understand. I really do. I have learned that you are willing to give everything for me, but this is not what I want. You should also think from my point of view, if you have any mistakes because of donating bone marrow, how can I spend the rest of my life? I live in guilt every day, I hate myself, so what's the point of my life? Do you want me to live in pain all the time? "
He didn't speak and he was lost in thought.
"But it has to be solved, and I can't see your illness drag on."
"I'm not in an emergency. I have time to wait for the right bone marrow. Don't worry. If God favors me, there will always be matching bone marrow. We don't have to be in such a hurry."
"Well, then, we'll wait another week. If we still can't find the right one within a week, you have to promise me to give you the bone marrow. You must remember that I'm just at risk. It doesn't mean that I will die if I draw the bone marrow. It's not like this. You don't have to put too much pressure on yourself."