Chapter 433

The grievances, fears and shame that have been suppressed all the time suddenly pour in like a sea of mountains and rivers.

I was afraid that it would affect Yang Yu's rest. I didn't dare to cry. I just collapsed silently.

Cry heart all pull tight, feel unable to breathe, I had to squat down, let oneself ease.

Fang zhe gently patted me on the back, "don't be sad, you will get better, I will protect you, I won't let you have anything, all this will pass."

Under the comfort of Fang Zhe and the release of tears, my heart is gradually depressed. When I cry, I feel happy. Tears are absolutely one of the most important things in life, because every time I cry, I feel relaxed. Life without tears will not grow.

"Well, well, stop crying." Fang zhe helped me to lie down and said, "the sun will rise tomorrow. This is what you used to say to me. Do you remember?"

I nodded, of course, I remember that we have experienced a lot of difficulties together, we always use such words to comfort ourselves, I told him countless times, he also told me countless times.

"So such a blow is nothing to us. We can deal with the past easily. Let Yang Yu accompany you tonight. In fact, I want to deal with some affairs at night. After the most urgent things are dealt with, I can accompany you wholeheartedly. But your worry is also reasonable. After all, Yang Yu is a girl. If you really have hallucinations, I'm worried that she can't cope with it. "

"You go to work. I'll be fine. In fact, the best thing is that you tie me up with a rope. I can sleep at ease, and you can also work overtime at ease. It's too late. If you wait for me to sleep, it's really too late. If you don't have a good rest, it will affect your state the next day. "

He interrupted me with a wave of his hand. "You don't have to say that again. I won't do that. I'll never do that to you. We can let go of the company's business for a while. It's not urgent. I won't work overtime tonight. "

He said lying down beside me, I smell the familiar Cologne on his body, and I feel very relieved.

But I can't sleep all the time because I have pressure. I'm worried about who I wake up in the middle of the night and attack him. Although he can handle me, I really don't want him to see me lose my mind.

"You sleep at ease, don't think too much, I have me, really nothing, you don't have to worry about you will hurt me, you really can't hurt me." Fang zhe comforted me.

"But I really can't sleep. Why don't you give me some medicine to calm me down and make me sleep better." I got up and said.

"No, it's better not to use sedative drugs. It will be reliable. I'll hold you and you'll fall asleep in a moment."

Fang zhe turned over and held me tightly, as if I could hear his heartbeat.

It really worked. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

The next morning, I asked Yang Yu to go first. She needs to go to work. If I'm not here, Yang Yu is also not here. Sister Juan's pressure is too great. Moreover, when she goes to work, she can ask if the information I had at the reception last night has leaked out, and if there is anyone stir frying on the Internet.

When I have breakfast, I also take out my mobile phone to watch the news on the Internet. So far, I haven't found any negative news about me.

At this time, Fang zhe changed his clothes and came down from upstairs. "I thought about it last night. Today we have to go out for a walk. Now there are no reports on the Internet that are not good for you, so we should take the initiative to show up in front of the public, so that even if there is any negative news behind, the public will not believe it. "

I think what he said is right. Last night, I went crazy in front of Chen Cheng. He hasn't released any news yet. I think it's abnormal. I'm afraid he just takes it as a handle and it will come out at a critical time.

So Fang Zhe's idea is that before he explodes, I have to prove that I am normal, so that when he explodes, the public will automatically judge that it is false news.

But it's also risky. If I get sick when I go out and get caught, it's really over.

"Through your description, there is one common point in your two hallucinations, that is, you will feel dizzy before hallucination, right?" Fang zhe looks at me.

I recalled for a moment, nodded, "yes, there is a clear feeling of dizziness."

"The second thing you have in common is that you hallucinate at night. There is nothing wrong during the day. I analyzed it and found that you didn't have any problems in the next few days. That's because you locked yourself at home and didn't go out at night. Instead, you went to sleep, so you won't hallucinate. In this case, we can actually control the situation. I've been following you all the time Side, if you feel dizzy, I will take you away immediately, and that is, we activities during the day, do not appear at night, so it's OK.

Most of the time in the evening belongs to private time. As long as we don't socialize, there will be no situation at home. That is to say, we can show up during the day, as long as we are careful at night. "

"But it's not absolute. If I get sick during the day, and on many occasions, although I feel dizzy before I get sick, what if you don't have time to take me away after I get dizzy I spoke of my concerns.Fang zhe nodded, "this is a problem. We can only find a way to avoid it. As long as we are prepared, there will always be a way. I will participate in an activity of donating sports equipment to schools in poor areas this afternoon. Originally, I arranged for the vice president of the company to go. Now I have changed my mind and decided to go in person. There will be reporters at the scene. You will accompany me to attend the meeting and show your face properly. What do you think

I refused with little thought. "I'm not going."

"Why do you refuse so quickly? Are you worried that you will lose control of the scene and affect me?"

"Yes." I nodded and admitted, "although I didn't get sick during the day, I'm not sure I won't get sick during the day. On such an occasion, there must be political leaders and journalists present. I can't lose your face on such an occasion. I don't want to take such a risk, and there's no need to take such a risk. "

"I don't think it's a big risk. You think it's too complicated. The activity will be completed in half an hour. I don't believe that you will have hallucinations in this half an hour, and I will always be with you. If I find your abnormality, I will take you away. As long as you show it in front of the media today, if someone says you have mental problems, no one will believe it, at least a few people will believe it. " Fang zhe said.

"No, I'm not going. Our current relationship is not suitable for facing the media together." I still refuse.

"What kind of relationship do we have? In the eyes of the outside world, we are still husband and wife. You are the only one who treats me as an outsider. " Fang zhe said angrily.

Then he looked at Yang Yu, who had never spoken, and asked for her support.

"I think Mr. Fang's plan is feasible. You have also experienced this kind of thing. If you know that there may be negative news, you should prepare in advance. If you wait for the news to come out and then explain, it is often passive and ineffective." Yang Yu said.

"You see, Yang Yu agrees with me, but you don't agree. What's the situation?" Fang zhe said.

"Elder sister, I think Mr. Fang's position is reasonable. Your present status is different from that before. If you are rumored that you have mental problems, it is in line with the mental medical record. If people are connected with each other, doesn't it mean that you are really mentally ill? No matter how you explain it, no one will listen to you. People will only look at you with colored glasses and treat you as a mental illness. " Yang Yu said.

I was shocked by Yang Yu's words and exchanged my eyes with Fang Zhe. I believe he has the same idea with me.

"What's the matter with you? Did I say something wrong? " Yang Yu looked at us with some worry.

"No, you're right. I'm hallucinating now, which coincides with the previous mental medical record. If I let people find that my behavior is abnormal now, it actually proves that the previous medical record is true. I really can't explain it clearly. I can only be a mental illness for a lifetime." I feel cold on my back.

"What does that mean?" Yang Yu doesn't quite understand what I mean.

"That is to say, there should be a connection between the two things. The medical record is only a part of the conspiracy. The conspirator knows that a false medical record can't prove anything, so he still has follow-up means to prove the truth of the medical record with facts." Fang zhe explained.

"So what's wrong with sister Ya's hallucination? And they're the same people who blew up medical records before? " Yang Yu finally understood.

"At present, it should be like this, but we don't know who is going to do it. At that time, Suya suspected it was me." Fang zhe looked at me. "You don't doubt me now, do you? Do you think I would be so cruel and destroy you myself? "

I didn't say anything. I said something similar to doubting him before, but I didn't really believe that he did it in my heart. I just said angry things in my mouth.

"I'm all like this. Do you mind what I said before?" I asked.

"I'm not fussing. I'm just thinking, who can do this? Of course, it's not unreasonable for you to doubt me, because I can do it, but besides me, who else knows about your stay in a mental hospital? Who among those who know can do these things? " Fang zhe said.

I thought about it for a moment. Zeng was the most clear one in the whole thing, because she brought me out of the mental hospital. As for other people, it seems that only sister Juan and Yang Yu know about it. That's what I told them personally.

But these three people are my good sisters. They can't do that to me.

I can't think of anyone else. Who else?

"I don't know. I really don't know. I think too many people want to deal with me. Whether it's Lu Yan or other people who are worried about me seizing power, they all want me to be mentally ill, so they make me mentally ill."

When I say this, I feel really tired.