Fang zhe told me not to be excited, but I couldn't help it. Because Fang Zhe's tone expressed that he didn't trust me, which made me very angry.
Because I was telling the truth, why didn't he trust me?
"If you don't trust me, we have nothing to say. I'll go back to Zhushi now. I won't stay here." I said, stand up.
"You sit down, we agreed to stay here for three days, I have a lot of things to deal with, not only public affairs, but also private affairs, so I can't rush back, and I don't believe you. If I don't believe you, what can I bring you to Maya for?" Fang zhe said softly.
His attitude eased my excitement. "There is really a black house in your house, which is used for Wang Song and Fang Hui's throne. I still remember the path. It's from my bedroom and then I turn left. It's not far away. I'll take you to find it now. I want to prove that I'm not really hallucinating. "
Fang zhe sighed, "OK, but I'm afraid you'll be disappointed. There's really no such room in this house."
I first found my own room, then recalled the route Fang Hui took me to last night, and found that room. I didn't drink last night, and my mind was very clear, so I couldn't make a mistake at all.
But after opening the door, it was a room with exquisite layout, Princess Bed and white dressing table. At a glance, it was a girl's room, and the wall was pink, not black.
The room I went into last night was dark on all sides. There was a throne for Wang Song and Fang Hui, but this room didn't have one.
Everything I saw last night is not here. This is another room.
"No, not here." I went out of the room again, and I thought I was wrong.
Fang zhe followed me through all the rooms around me, but didn't find the black room I had been to.
But I didn't doubt myself because of this. I know very well that I didn't hallucinate. What I experienced last night is absolutely true.
It must be Fang Hui's intention to punish me. As for how she did it, I really don't know.
"Now you believe it? I don't have a black room at home. I really don't have one. " Fang zhe said helplessly.
"But I did go to a black room last night. I know you don't believe me, but what I said is the truth. Fang Hui led me to the room, and there was a holy place for Wang Song and Fang Zhi in the room. There was incense burning in front of the holy place. The smell of incense was very strong and the smoke was very thick."
Fang zhe looked at me helplessly with a complicated expression on his face.
"You still don't believe me?"
"No, I do." Fang zhe said.
"You are comforting me. You must think that I am lying or that I am hallucinating again, but I refuse to admit it. Do you sympathize with me? Feel sorry for me? "
Fang zhe frowned, "why do you think so? I didn't mean that. "
"But that's your attitude. Your eyes are suspicious. I have hallucinations. I know it myself. I don't have hallucinations. I know it myself. I don't need your sympathy, and I don't want you to doubt me, so I'm going back to Zhuhai. "
"No, don't do that. I was thinking, why do you see the black house and why do you faint?" Fang zhe said.
"Do you really believe me?" I got some comfort in my heart.
"Of course, I believe that shenpo, who was invited by my mother, said that you are a ghost. That's why she talks nonsense. But I don't believe that I am a highly educated person. I don't believe that. So there must be something wrong with this matter. What we need to find out now is what's going on." Fang zhe said.
"Fangzhe, do you remember that I had an accident in Fangzhai before, so I don't want to live here this time. I don't think it's safe here, and I don't think your second sister is friendly to me." I told you the truth.
"Let's go to a hotel and tell my mother." Fang zhe said.
"No, I don't want to go out to live today. I want to find out what's going on. I want to know what's the secret in this house."
"Are you sure? But if you don't enjoy living in the house, you should go out Fang zhe said.
"No, I just want to stay. I'll see what happens to me."
Just as Fang zhe said, a servant came and said it was the old lady who asked us to come.
Mrs. Fang was chanting Buddhist scriptures in the Buddhist hall. Fang Zhe and I went there and stood aside, not daring to disturb her chanting Buddhist scriptures.
"Fang Zhe, you go out first. I'll talk to Suya alone." Said Mrs. Fang.
Fang zhe looked at me and hesitated. I nodded to him and motioned him to go out.
Only Mrs. Fang and I were left in the Buddhist hall. Instead of speaking at once, she gently covered the Scriptures, then turned on the incense lamp, and the Buddhist hall lit up a little.
"Shenpo said, you have been wronged. I believe in Buddhism, and I believe that Buddhism can solve all problems. Suya, are you guilty of being confused?" Mrs. Fang looked at me with cold eyes."What does Madame mean, let's make it clear." I answered coldly.
"You keep saying that it's none of your business and that Fang Zhi's death has nothing to do with you. Why? Why are you in Fang Zhi's room? Why do you know it was the room Fang Zhi used to live in? " Asked Mrs. Fang.
I understand what she means. Now she suspects that I killed Fang Zhi. That's why I have such abnormal performance.
"I didn't know it was Fang Zhi's room." I said.
When I said that, I stopped. Originally, I wanted to say that I entered the black room, but there was no black room in Fangzhai. If I said that, it would only further prove that I was insane.
Mrs. Fang will not believe me. She will only think that I have a big problem. She will only think that I have something to do with Fang Zhi's death. Maybe she will think that it's because Fang Zhi's ghost came to me that I went crazy.
"You don't know. What are you doing there?" Asked Mrs. Fang.
"I just went wrong. I'm not familiar with the house, so I went wrong. As for why those things happened later, I don't know. Maybe it's sleepwalking." I said.
"Sleepwalking? You think I'm a fool, don't you Mrs. Fang said in a cold voice.
"No, I just can't find the right reason, so I can only guess like this. I don't know what happened. I'm not in a good mental state recently." I answered vaguely.
"Do you really have nothing to say in front of the Bodhisattva?" Mrs. Fang asked me.
"No, I have nothing to repent of."
"The death of zhi'er and Wang song has nothing to do with you?" Mrs. Fang stares at me.
"No, there's no relationship at all. These things have been concluded for a long time. If my wife has something unclear, I can check it out and I can cooperate with her."
"Well, then go out." Mrs. Fang waved.
When I walked out of the Buddhist temple, Fang zhe looked at me anxiously, "are you ok? My mother didn't embarrass you, did she?"
"No, she just suspected that I had something to do with your sister's death. I expected her to think so. It's not surprising that she thinks so. It's normal."
I pause, looking at Fang Zhe, "don't you think so?"
Fang zhe didn't answer directly, "there are some things that need time to prove. Personal judgment needs the support of evidence. Without the support of evidence, we can only procrastinate and believe that the truth will come out. All secrets can't stand the test of time."
I don't quite agree with that. I'm afraid that some secrets won't be answered with the passage of time. Just like my mother's death, I still don't know what happened after all these years. However, Fang zhe has not been able to clear his own suspicion, and there seems to be no sign of any progress.
"Are you sure you can't go out to a hotel?"
"Sure, at least not now. Wait and see. I want to know what's going to happen in this room, who's playing tricks, and what's its purpose?"
"But I'm worried about you. Well, I'll share a room with you tonight and I'll protect you."
I shook my head. "No, if you live in the same room with me, there will be nothing. That will not achieve the goal."
"Do you really want to take a risk?"
"It's not a risk. This is your house. How dangerous can I be? I don't believe that anyone will kill me in your house. No one will be stupid enough to do so. "
Fang zhe nodded, "that's true. I don't think anyone will do that. I'll live next door to you. If there's any situation, I'll take care of you."
"No, you'd better go out and socialize. I'll be at home alone."
"But I don't have a party tonight." Fang zhe said.
"Then you should pretend to have social intercourse. In a word, you should not be at home. If you are at home, I guess there will be a big play on, which will not be fun. You still have to go out, and then I know what new strange events will appear."
Fang zhe shook his head, "you are too persistent. Is it really necessary for you to do so?"
"Necessary, very necessary." I answered.
"Well, I'll go out for a turn later, and my mobile phone will be on, and I won't go far. If anything happens, you should tell me in time. Don't face it alone. I'm still worried about you."
"OK, tonight I must find out what's going on, why there is a black room, but it's gone during the day. I believe in my own mental state. I must not make a mistake, and I must not have hallucination. This is someone playing tricks."
Later, Fang zhe said that he went out when he had a party. Mrs. Fang and I had dinner together.
Fang Hui was calm and didn't show any abnormality. She also asked me if the dish was right.
But Mrs. Fang didn't speak and kept silent. She didn't know what she was thinking.
If I changed to the past, I would certainly find a way to find words, but now I won't. If I talk too much, it will make me feel guilty.