Jin Hongxuan was in poor health when she was a child. Because her mother was weak, she was born with a lot of problems. Until he was two years old, he couldn't run, he could only walk slowly, otherwise he would not be able to go up because of strenuous exercise.
Since childhood, Jin Hongxuan has seldom communicated with his father. At one time, he thought that his father didn't like him, but some days, Jin Tianyun would bring back his peers, saying that they were friends' children who came to be guests.
Jin Hongxuan was very happy to meet his peers and father. I can't help but have someone to play with and spend some time with my father. But the father is always the same as himself, looking at the other lively climb up and down the child.
He was completely ignored, Jin Hongxuan thought it was his fault, his poor health, let the father turn his attention to other children there.
So he wanted to change himself, eat more, walk more, exercise himself, hoping to one day be able to compare with the friend who only met once. Let yourself be like him and be able to make your father proud.
Jin Hongxuan's efforts are effective. His health is getting better day by day. He thought he could get praise from his father. But at this time, his mother suddenly became very ill, which made him know a cruel truth.
On that day, Jin Hongxuan, who was already 15 years old, delivered the food to his mother's room in person as usual. This is what Jin Hongxuan has done every day since his mother became seriously ill.
He had just arrived at the gate and saw that it was open. Out of curiosity, Jin Hongxuan takes a look inside and sees his father standing in front of his bed with his back to him. The mother saw herself and took a deep look at herself.
At the beginning, Jin Hongxuan didn't know what his mother wanted to express. Later, he reflected that it was his mother's last look at him. Mother wants to remind herself, but she doesn't have the ability and strength.
Because the last person who killed her was in front of her bed!
"Jin Tianyun, when I married you, I was attracted to your talent. Now it seems that I am blind. " When Jin Hongxuan saw her mother, she thought she wanted to remind herself to leave. Father and she haven't seen each other for a long time. There must be something to say.
As a result, when he was about to step down first, his mother said such a word. The two men looked as if they were fighting. Jin Hongxuan usually encounter this situation, generally choose to leave, but today he left.
"You are blind. You can see me now. Unfortunately, it's too late." Jin Tianyun is not willing to be outdone to reply. The conversation between the two people is not like an ordinary quarrel between husband and wife, but also arouses Jin Hongxuan's curiosity.
But the next two dialogue, let Jin Hongxuan know the truth. Sometimes he would think of that scene, and then sigh about what kind of situation he would be in today if he left at that time.
The mother said that all the children who had come to the house to accompany them were their father's own sons. That is, my half brother. My mother knows all this.
It's a cowardly thing to tell your mother that you're ugly, but you don't know it.
Maybe my mother already knew that today was the day of her own death, or she thought it was the best chance for Jin Hongyun to wake up. She left the cowardice behind and guided Jin Tianyun to tell all the facts so that Jin Hongxuan could understand the truth of the matter.
Those are my own brothers, my father's own sons. Then, the father's loving eyes at that time were not his own hopes, but his own son's doting.
It's just that the person who is being watched with doting eyes is not himself. Jin Hongxuan knew the truth of this matter, excited almost could not stand.
But now he was glad he had caught the plate and stood firm. Otherwise, my father's men will be a ghost again. That is himself. Jin Hongxuan has no doubt that his father will attack him.
Jin Tianyun is a cold hearted man. If his parents hinder his official career. He will not hesitate to start, just because the top of the guilt.
Just like he did to his mother, he would do the same to me.
"Well, you've been chronically poisoned in my meal. It's today that makes me wait. " The mother asked again in a louder voice. Perhaps in my father's heart, my mother was just angry because she was about to enter another road.
But only Jin Hongyun and his mother knew that his mother told him. Jin Hongyun still doesn't know what his mother thought when he told his children about his father's sins.
He only knew that his father admitted that his mother had taken the chronic poison, and there was no medicine to cure. Today, my father came to give her the last floor.
Jin Tianyun and her wife were once known as a couple of Bi people. They were very matched. But every family has its own difficulties. How can outsiders know. But Jin Hongxuan knew that his mother loved his father deeply.
In those nights when only his mother was with him, his mother would talk about the past. Jin Hongxuan always thought that his father was not at home all the year round in order to make a better life for them.
In his eyes, his father is always a man of indomitable spirit. But he never thought, the truth is so unbearable."I hate you." The father said to his mother, "I hate you. You forced me to marry you with your power. You know I don't love you, but with your father's interference, I not only want to get along with you, but also change my name to Jin! "
Jin Tianyun does not love his wife, more seriously. His wife is a disgrace to him, a disgrace to the past. "I want to kill you every day and night for so many years. Now, at last, I can get it. "
With these words, Jin Tianyun pinched his wife's face and poured the medicine down. Then the bowl was disposed of and a clean medicine bowl was put aside. Then he watched his wife struggle and die.
Jin Tianyun discovers that his beloved wife has just passed away, pretending to be in a sad state.
At that time, Jin Hongxuan didn't believe that he could do it. Seeing that his father killed his mother, he didn't rush in and yell for the murderer to avenge his mother.
At that time, I was calm and terrible. I took a few steps back, and then I ran quickly. As he opened the door, he said excitedly, "mother made your favorite dish today." Then saw the scene of sadness, food off the ground, plop a kneel.
This series of actions is like practicing in a dream for thousands of years. Jin Hongxuan cried passionately.
He cried so hard that his tears ran dry. Jin Hongxuan's tears are not only for his mother's sake. More importantly, he found his father's blood flowing in his body, and he was the same person as his father.
No matter how sad, what I think of first is self-protection. That series of actions makes people unable to find flaws. I am still the filial son in people's eyes.
only Jin as like as two peas, who have changed and become the same as their father who hates him.