"I know! Then I will have more children! " To pan Huang with vegetables, Rino's voice is choked: "aunt, if you like it so much, why don't you want to adopt one?"
After laughing bitterly, pan Huang said: "it's been ten years! Every day I almost always take medicine as a meal and give injections until The arm is full of pinholes, blue and purple, was once suspected of powder, and even went to the police station to do a urine test! Xiao Li, do you know what I've been living for ten years? I almost died several times, and I almost became depressed and crazy several times. You see, my hair has fallen off and turned white. I'm not in my forties, but more like I'm in my sixties! How can I adopt a child in such a state? If it wasn't for two years of believing in Buddhism and having a much better attitude, I would not dare if you gave birth to a child to take care of me! "
When she reached for her hand, her thin and cold fingers held Rino tightly:
"don't believe in men's bullshit promises! I have been married for him for 20 years. For his career, I have had three abortions. I have been running around with him. He has become a well-known star. What about me? Old, infertile, dumped! We are still husband and wife, legal husband and wife! But what do I have? If he doesn't divorce me, isn't he just waiting for me to die? Divorce, he will also give me money, not divorce, regardless of me, he took twenty little three, even have a son! Do you believe in love in this world? Do you believe in the feelings of the world? Twenty years of ups and downs, my best time, have been given to the once poor man, what did he end up with? Alone, without money! Men are much more disgusting than you think. If there is a knife, I would like to die with him and end all my pain. But look at me -- "
shaking some weak shaking hands, pan Huang can't help but sneer and burst into tears:
" in addition to a sick body, there is only an old body left. Give me a knife, and I can't take it up! And now people are still sharing unlimited, a lot of money, luxury cars, beautiful wife! These are all my efforts for more than 20 years, but in the end, my personal wealth is empty. In my life, I have nothing but hate! What don't like children, what career is important, what love is supreme, what DINK is good... "
After two sneers, pan Huang's face was full of grief and indignation:
"these are just the lies he used to deceive me! When he is no longer so popular, when the influence of having children on his career is not so great, will he think of me, the woman who has paid for him all his life? Will he understand the reason why I can't live and pity me? can't! Hundreds of millions of property, he even five million are reluctant to give me! This is the man, selfish man! When I need you, if I talk too much, the stars can be picked for you! When you don't need it, he will be so ruthless that he won't leave you any hair. Before killing you, he has to figure out how to pick out all the things in your hands that are not good for him, including money! No matter what you earn, or what he once gave you! In fact, when he wants to have children, but I find that I can't have them, I should think of such a result. I shouldn't be fooled by him any more! But I think, we have been together for more than 20 years, even if there is no love, he will have feelings for me! I think too much! When a man doesn't want you, he has no conscience but dislike
The tendons in her hands jumped and suddenly realized that she had said too much. Pan Huang said: "the food is cold. Eat it quickly! Aunt said these to you, is to remind you not to be dazed by love, you have suffered a loss, but don't like aunt, compensate for another six years! How many years do women have? Few men will be willing to pay for you for six years! Small pear, meet a good man, or to grasp, can't hide illness! However, at any time, never bet on a man for a lifetime, really can not afford to lose! My aunt has been enjoying the scenery for half a lifetime. What's the final result? Maybe this is God's punishment for my lost child! After all, we have to pay back the evils we have created! "
"But if you look at a man, he will love my body and think about why I am so old? Will you feel sorry for me soaking in the medicine jar all the year round? can't! He will only resent that I can't live! Do you look naive? Is there really retribution? No, Now he's playing against the second wife and has a son! Still rich, I don't know how good it is! If I think about it many times, I won't be responsible for it now! Me too. I was blinded by love. If I had my own opinion, I should have left him at the beginning and kept the child! But sometimes, women are so stupid, for men, for their sweet words, to die! In recent years, only by constantly eating fast and chanting Buddhism can I get a short-term peace of mind! "
"Xiao Li, no man is worth a woman's sacrifice! Remember my aunt's words! To get a man, it depends on conquest, not sacrifice. Therefore, it's better to bow down three points, never grovel! Man is cheap in his heart! Be selfish, you can't be wrong! Of course, it's not good to be too tough! Men and women are different after all, men are big men in their bones! Once a teacher called me, once the man tube pressure, now rebound! Maybe, in the end, time can't go back, I can't go against the sky, except hate, I can't do anything, this life, has become a mess, mole ant, muddle along! Can meet you again, know elder sister is well, I die all have no regret! My sister is luckier than me -- "She chose a good man!
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On this day, when he was on duty, Rino was still deeply shocked, especially when he heard someone talking about Fu Xin's concert, saying that he liked his charm and his songs, Rino was like eating a fly!
Before, she did feel that way. She thought he was elegant, charming and talented!
At this moment, when it comes to this man, she wants to tear him apart.
Although the two people's feelings are certainly not as simple as outsiders see, no matter how big the mistake, more than 20 years, the last half of the old love do not read, this person is a scum!
Thinking of Feng Yimo being with her for such a long time, he didn't do less. But no matter how crazy he was, except for the very special one or two in his memory, he really did a good job every time. When it was inconvenient, he tried to endure it. Suddenly, lino felt that he was really good!
On this point, he is totally different from that Fu Xin!
If he is not so irresponsible, how can my aunt get pregnant many times and miscarry many times? To finally become pregnant also spontaneous abortion, and then to finally take medicine, artificial not pregnant?
For his suffering, no longer face, but was dumped? What a beast!
The more contrast, the more I feel that Feng Yimo is too good. Rino decides to keep up his efforts and go to find him after work!
Cheer up and be cheeky, Rino sends a message to Feng Yimo. This time, it's still an expression: [crying]!
After waiting for a while, not seconds, Rino edited another message: "I'm wrong, please listen to the explanation, please forgive me! ]