She took the back of her hand to kiss Feng Yiting, and her voice choked for a time:
"don't abandon yourself, OK? Good cooperation with the operation, there is still hope! If I really can't go, I will carry you to see the scenery of my life - the scenery of the world! never abandon! What are you talking about
Slowly pull out hand, Ji thousand language silent.
Instead of the past excitement and happiness, there is endless despair and sadness. At this time, for this relationship, she is not only extravagant, but also a heavy blow.
It's not the most painful thing in the world to ask for it. Getting it without hope is the true portrayal of her mood at this time. The remaining light in the corner of her eyes sweeps hopelessly. Suddenly, the distance between them has become a cross ditch that can't be crossed!
What a joke is it that a disabled person should be matched with a proud son?
The beauty and hope of the world broke into dregs in her mind in an instant. No matter how stupid she was, she would not be so stupid as to "eat swan meat with a toad"!
I've never been so sad as at this moment. I can't stop my silent tears. Ji Qianyu is heartbroken. There is only a strong idea in her mind:
[she has no legs! She became disabled ~]
and she didn't know how long she was silent. She slowly pressed the switch at the head of the bed and waded back silently. Her eyes were still, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Knowing that she needed time to digest and accept this fact, Feng Yiting didn't make a sound again, but just quietly guarded her and couldn't turn his eyes.
That night, Ji Qianyu had no sleep all night, and Feng Yiting almost didn't dare to close his eyes!
The next two days, unexpectedly, Ji Qianyu was very calm. She didn't cry or make noise, but she almost didn't eat or drink. She also took anti-inflammatory drugs every day. Her pale complexion and edema made her in a bad state.
After seeing the results of the examination, Tang Lisheng had to go to the ward and sent a flower basket.
As soon as Feng Yiting got up, Ji Qianyu suddenly said in a voice: "speak here! Don't hide from me
As the vision converged, Feng Yiting nodded and coughed. Tang Lisheng said, "sister-in-law, your body is still in the recovery stage. It's not enough to rely on medicine to provide nutrition. You have to maintain your physical strength and eat normally! And -- "
after a pause, Tang Lisheng said frankly:" there is a large amount of fluid in the femoral head. In order to avoid bone necrosis, it is best to carry out a second operation as soon as possible! "
"So, my legs are gone? I don't do it, I don't do it! I would rather die than become a cripple! Dr. Tang, please, help me, don't cut off my leg, Dr. Tang, please
Emotion instantly excited again, holding the sheets, Ji Qianyu cried and screamed, the whole person also began to fall into panic, fear and uncontrollable out of control.
Feng Yiting hugged her again:
"yu'er, yu'er, don't do this! There is still a chance of success in the operation, not necessarily amputation! If there is a chance of success, Sheng will try his best! Don't move -- "
" you lied to me! You lied to me, didn't you? You're trying to trick me in and cut off my leg! I don't want it. I won't listen! I don't want ~ Ting, I don't want surgery, I don't want ~ "
" what's the point of living without legs? Living has become a waste! Sobbing ~ "
" I don't want to ~ "
for a while, I cover my ears, for a while, I scream sharply, for a while, I can't help shivering. Ji Qianyu's pale face also cries into a cat, and the whole person is weak and shaking.
Accustomed to such scenes, Tang Lisheng doesn't know what to say, but Feng Yiting is extremely distressed. Apart from knowing the truth, she has always been very quiet, but at this moment, he can clearly feel her fear, helplessness, vulnerability and fear. Extending his arms, Feng Yiting wrapped her in his arms:
"yu'er --"
caressing her hair, comforting her, sealing her heart Yiting patted her on the back:
"yu'er, only when you are alive can you have hope! Accidents are everywhere. God owes you in this respect, maybe in other aspects I'll make it up to you! Don't we all say that heaven is fair? Think about hawking. Think about the beggars who don't have enough to eat, who don't wear warm clothes, and who may even be suffering from illness In this world, there are many people who are more unfortunate than you. Have they all tried to live? "
The thick fingertips caressed her pink and greasy cheek, and her eyes were straight into her eyes:
"at least, you still have me! Another operation, another chance! Sheng'er has the most advanced and experienced clinical experts in the world! Yuer, ten thousand steps back, it's really a failure. You still have a leg. You can stand up with a prosthetic leg. Of course, you can walk! What's more, with the development of medical science and technology, future research will be more advanced. If the organ cloning experiment is successful that day, it will also be able to clone the same legs as you, and help you repair them as before. So, there's hope to live, isn't there? "
Hold her hand tightly, Feng Yiting shook it forcefully:
"moreover, you still have hands, you can do a lot of things, you still have a lot of things, you have a career, you have hobbies, you have family and marriage, you have parents, I have our love, there may be our baby in the future, right? One leg shouldn't beat you! You are still you, or Ji Qianyu! Think about it another way. Isn't it God's greatest gift for us to survive? Yu Er -- "If she's gone, that's the real cruelty!
The eye color finally has some focal length. Faintly, Ji Qianyu is also moved by him, but her eyes fall on the end of the bed, and her tears surge up again:
she knows that this accident has taken away everything from her - even him!
The outside world is so beautiful, how can he fall in love with a disabled person again? She's just a broken vase. It doesn't have any value even if it's stained. It's just a drag!
Unconsciously, her tears are more fierce!
He bowed his head, and Feng Yiting gave her a deep and sentimental kiss:
"even for me, have a try, OK? I haven't even dared to tell my father-in-law and mother-in-law about this. Don't you want to get better and have a reunion to see them? Or should I call them now? "
"No -"
seeing that she was finally willing to nod, Feng Yiting took a look at Tang Lisheng: "go and arrange it! Please
"I see. I'll try my best!"
Turning back, Feng Yiting held her in his arms again.
At this time, in the dark apartment, the soft music is flowing slowly. Ding Ruoxue half squints her eyes, taps her fingertips, and unconsciously hums a happy ditty:
"Lala ~ Lala --"
a sudden sound of footsteps comes, and then she suddenly sits up: "yun'er, are you back? How's it going? "
"Miss, it seems that there was a real traffic accident. It was a serious crash. It might have to be amputated! When I went there, I just heard Er Shao talking to Dr. Tang. Er Shao also had a fight with a man. It was very noisy. I heard it with my own ears! But I didn't dare to get too close. Er Shao sent bodyguards, and there were also I'm afraid it's not good to be seen and misunderstood again! "