Naturally, Ji Qianyu also realized it, but she couldn't say it!
If he knew the truth, it would be more painful than her. After all, he had experienced it once.
Four eyes are opposite. At this moment, the only idea in Ji Qianyu's heart is that he doesn't want to let his favorite man bear the same torture.
She wiped her face hard and looked around for a week before she said, "I don't want to have a baby, I don't want to be the daughter-in-law of that tramp, I don't want to have a baby for him!"
She murmured, and let the frozen face melt away.
"I met a tramp today. He was a fool who suddenly ran out. He was so dirty, smelly, disgusting, and very long It's frightening. The bones are exposed, and the meat is atrophied and stinky. He drags me and calls me "daughter-in-law" and says -- "
half true and half false, Ji Qianyu says, but he can't help but think of that scene again. He is not only cold from the heart, but also begins to feel heavy at the head:
it's terrible!
Marriage between close relatives is not only a matter of fear and moral criticism. The most important thing is that they will affect the next generation. Can they really be happy when they live in such a regretful or oppressive environment every day?
Even if he really doesn't care, even if they really overcome the rumors and convince their parents, a year or ten years will be OK. What will happen in the future? Can he really guard her all his life and stick to the so-called love between them? Even if he can, what about her? Can you watch him endure the pain and regret of his life for her?
All of a sudden, Ji Qianyu seems to be able to understand the infatuation he once had with Ding Ruoxue. If he can't put it off, he can't take it up. It's really the most painful!
Must have been, two people also with now of she, bear such a period of suffering!
So in the end, after so many years of persistence, he chose to let go. Although there were all kinds of accidents and changes, he made a choice in the end.
She remembers that he said that this kind of invisible feeling made him live in darkness and depression, and only when he was with her could he taste the real sweet taste of love.
It's a pity that God's will makes people. I didn't expect that the last two of them could be --
two times in their life. They missed their true love for the first time, but this time they may return to the origin. Is this her disaster or the fate that Feng Yiting can't change?
All of a sudden, the pain in my heart disappeared, replaced by full of love and heartache -- deep love, heartache and sympathy for Feng Yiting!
At this time, I understood the meaning of Ji Qianyu's words, holding her small face, Feng Yiting's action was also gentle to the extreme: "what a silly girl, do you really want to have a dream ~"
squeezed her cheek, Feng Yiting said with a smile: "wake up now?"
"It hurts, eh!"
Knead cheek, Ji thousand language dry smile, eyeground is still difficult to cover complex.
He held her in his arms, and Feng Yiting pressed her in his heart again:
"it's OK, I won't let anyone hurt you again! What do you mean by the madness of a fool? Maybe he saw a man who said the same thing and was even more crazy! "
I mean, she's so stupid.
In a flash, she was amused by his words and felt the heat of his chest. She couldn't help laughing: "ha ha ~"
patted her back, stroked her hair, and had a smile at the bottom of her eyes: "you're vomiting and dizzy, which scared me to death. Otherwise, the doctor just came, I would think you had it?"
Feng Yiting's joking words make Ji Qianyu's face pale one after another. With his stunned Kung Fu, Feng Yiting naturally catches it again:
"yu'er, is there something you're hiding from me?"
In fact, what he wants to ask is, does she really don't want to have a baby for him? How else could this reaction happen?
Suddenly back to God, Ji thousand language just strong support dry smile next: "how can?"
Staring at him with his fiery eyes, his heart beat faster and trembled. After a moment, Ji Qianyu thought of where, and could only follow the trend:
"Yiting, I I went to the hospital today. The doctor said that my endocrine system was in disorder and I should not be able to have a baby for the time being. If I really can't - "
because I have been to the hospital, Ji Qianyu's words are half true and half false. In addition to the current situation, she is sincere. At this moment, she is trying to hide this from me. At the same time, she really wants to know his attitude, so her words are face-to-face Color for the first time in the eyes of Feng Yiting mixed to the real.
It seemed that she knew why she would shout that sentence and this expression. In a flash, Feng Yiting didn't notice that what she started to shout was "don't", but now what she cares about is "can't". There is an obvious difference between subjective and objective.
He bowed his head and gave her a kiss on the forehead. Then he poked at her forehead: "silly, isn't it?"
"Eh?"
Ji Qianyu raises her eyes, but Feng Yiting turns her white eyes back"When the child is born and grows up, it's someone else's. It's not only you who will accompany me all the way? Language son, the child has the best, does not have also is not no good, you are the most important! Even if you can't live, it won't change anything! I want you! I should be responsible for you if I marry you. If you give me everything, I should give you everything, right? "
Holding her little hand tightly, Feng Yiting kisses heavily, but almost at the same time, Ji Qianyu's tears surge up: why do you want to be so good to her?
Heartache unceasingly, quarter thousand language instant some sobs: "a ting?"
Ji Qianyu was very moved. In a flash, Ji Qianyu was obviously soft hearted and wanted to tell the whole story. But when he was excited, his throat began to itch and he coughed before he spoke:
"Keke ~"
"yu'er, don't do that! First, drink some water - "
poured some warm water and fed her, thinking that she was suffering from this incident, Feng Yiting tried to explain:
" if you like children, we can still have them! With the development of science and technology, it's not impossible for any test tube, placenta or even cloning, is it? You don't have to think so much, don't have psychological burden, we are so young and not in a hurry, and we still have a lot of time. Besides, endocrine disorder is not a serious disease. I'll ask Lisheng to prescribe some drugs for you some other day, just a little conditioning. These are not things. Don't think too much! Now that you're scared, it's true to take care of yourself first! Our language is so good, God won't be so cruel to you, eh? "
Looking at her all the way to eat too much suffering, Feng Yiting is 100% true to her mind, but I don't know that at this moment, the words to Ji Qianyu's ear, is like throwing salt on her wound.
All that was left in her mind was a strong thought - he was eager for children, he wanted children!
Finally, at the end of her mouth, she swallowed it again.
……
Feed her to eat something, simple wash, and give her temperature, Feng Yiting just went to bed, Ji Qianyu's awakening is the best gift for him.
On the bed, holding her, tiredness also slowly hit, but inexplicably, Feng Yiting still wanted to do something, but his lips pointed to her slightly pale lips, and Ji Qianyu quickly turned away:
"well, I'm sick, I will infect you!"
This is an excuse, but at this moment, the resistance to his touch is extremely strong.
The reaction between lovers, Feng Yiting's feeling is the most direct, so the next second, he directly pulled her head back: "husband and wife should share weal and woe, right? I'll stay with you
The next second, the most violent kiss falls.
His actions are obviously not solved by a kiss at all. His actions are overbearing and wild, and even his words are rare. But at this moment, it's like a nightmare. When he can't help indulging in it, Ji Qianyu's mind is full of scenes that he meets in the daytime. She suddenly opens her eyes and pushes away the seal:
the voice of Ji Qianyu is like a nightmare "no! No may not! may not! Sobbing ~ "
sit up, hold your knees, Ji Qianyu wails:" don't touch me, don't touch me! "
Gasping heavily, Feng Yiting's face changed greatly, and her chest also stirred up a rare anger: resist, is she resisting? He knew how strange she was, and her reaction was totally different from usual! She didn't let him touch it!
The sudden cognition is like throwing Feng Yiting's tenderness on the ground and trampling it, crushing it into dregs.
The next second, she fell off the bed, half kneeling on the ground, or hanging her chest:
"ouch ~"
suddenly, he thought that she was frightened by today's event, so she had such a strong reaction. Feng Yiting jumped down with her "What are you talking about? I don't touch you, I touch you Don't cry. How are you? "
Holding her, Feng Yiting poured her a glass of water: "OK, OK, it's OK, it's OK, I won't touch you, I won't touch you, eh?"
For a long time, Feng Yiting took her back to bed.
This night, at the end of the day, they hugged each other and fell asleep. Ji Qianyu closed her eyes tightly, her head was dazed, she tossed and turned, and she didn't sleep soundly -
one illness lasted for two days, but Ji Qianyu was haggard at the speed of naked eyes, but she lost her fever. She thought about the result of the hospital, and it was inconvenient to say at home, so she went to bed While the company a call out of the door. As soon as I entered the office, I saw a colorful envelope on the desk, which also said let her open it. Inside it was a line of machine typed handwriting:
[seven days is coming, if you don't want to destroy all this, just leave by yourself. I "only want" the feeling I lost ~ otherwise, everyone will suffer because of you! ]
Ding Ruoxue, it's Ding Ruoxue!
A soft paralysis, quarter thousand language collapsed to sit on the chair, then, familiar mobile phone ring also rang up——