Chapter 1708

Just like passers-by in the night yearning for the guidance of a bright light, it is a coincidence that Ji Qianyu and Chi yuewan, who are deeply in a dilemma, choose the same destination at this time - seeking Buddhism in the temple, seeking spiritual liberation and guidance.

Originally, the first stop here was to clean up her heart on the one hand, and on the other hand, it was also to avoid Feng Yiting's possible pursuit. She knew that with his temperament, she might not let go easily. If she went abroad rashly, she would soon be found by him.

Compared with Chi yuewan's disappointment in her feelings, Ji Qianyu's mood is even better - a complete despair! Feeling reluctant, even if it is single Acacia, may also test their own "grievance" to "perfect", at least there are still some options, there are opportunities! And her feelings, however, can not be reversed.

It is precisely because of this fate that "no matter how hard human effort can change", when she left, she chose the most determined way to bear all the pain and suffering by herself.

Although she accepted the status quo, it was like a lively heart was dug out by life. She was more than suffering? So the day after she arrived at the temple, she was ill. In the hospital bed of the small town, she had been lying for more than a week. She was weak, like withered flowers, and withered at the speed visible to the naked eye.

Her symptoms are similar to that of a cold. If it's serious or not, it's still serious. In the final analysis, the reason is depression. To this end, the doctor also brought her some enlightening and philosophical books. Of course, there are also some peace blessings from nearby temples and the so-called authentic Buddhist scriptures.

Every day, looking at the sunshine outside the window and smelling the smell of disinfectant in the air, it seemed that they had gone back to the time when their legs would be broken and they were lying in darkness every day. They had experienced many things together, and he had seen her worst. He also pulled her from the dark prison back to the bright world, and let her withered heart blossom, bit by bit The good and the bad have become a part of her memory. The more unforgettable it is, the more heavy and painful Ji Qianyu's mind is. She has spent countless days and nights in a muddle. She still doesn't understand why heaven is so cruel?

Entangled in the heart has been unable to understand, Ji Qianyu sick for less than half a month, can't eat, can't sleep at night, almost no whole depression.

When she could get out of bed, the first thought in her mind was that it was boring to live!

Once again, she had the idea of suicide. I still remember that the first time she had this idea was the night after he forcibly snatched the first time. At that time, a phone call from her mother stopped the fruit knife she put on her wrist:

Yes, at that time, she was still concerned. She loved her parents, and she was responsible for supporting them. She could not be so irresponsible I want to leave!

I didn't expect that the idea of rebirth is still because of him! But now, even her parents are no longer her parents. Even though they may still love her, as soon as they think of their possible reaction after they know the truth, Ji Qianyu is heartbroken. Since she was born, she has always felt that she is the luckiest and happiest person in the world. She has talent, beauty, family background and thousands of favors. She is impeccable with all the beautiful things, Everything was overturned, like slapping her in the face from beginning to end.

The life is gloomy, the future is gloomy, all treasures no longer belong to her, all want to leave, in this world suddenly even one has the relations with oneself as if all did not exist, the existence still lets her most painful, she really does not know oneself to live also to have what meaning?

Even if she left, Ding Ruoxue really does not expose all this, Feng Yiting is really happy. In the future, will her parents really stay in her life for a lifetime? In the future, will the truth really go to sleep?

If one day it opens again, will she experience it again!

remembered her mother as like as two peas born in the city. She thought of two identical DNA reports from the two hospitals. She wanted to deceive herself.

If I confess to my mother, do my parents have to experience such a painful change and bear it?

To tell you the truth, she can't accept it at all!

If they will never be exposed, if their children will not have such abnormal accidents She really would rather not know anything, just go through this life!

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Open the door in a trance, the sun is shining outside, but Ji Qianyu really feels cold all over, like being abandoned by the whole world.

Why is she so miserable?

As soon as the thought in my mind flashed, a hasty sound of footsteps came, and then followed by a woman's wailing that could be heard from a long distance:

"wow ~ Wuwu ~"

almost immediately, Ji Qianyu was pulled back to his mind: what's the matter?

Following the trail of the dust on the ground, her eyes also looked in the past. She saw a group of people walking in a mighty way. It seemed that they were carrying something or someone. But the heartbreaking cry was like the blood of a cuckoo, miserable and fierce.

Just at this time, an old woman with red eyes and tears came in. Then she took some medicine in the dispensary and left with tears. Because she lived in a village and the clinic was limited. It was said that the only one who could be hospitalized was this one.As soon as her eyes fell, the little nurse had automatically answered:

"Oh, what a pity, white hair people give black hair people away! Poor aunt Cui. She's two old people. She's a girl all her life. She's just going to university. How can they live? "

"Today's young people can't bear it! It's a waste of the old man's whole life to live and die in a trifle! Even if it's not my own, I've been raising it for more than ten years. I still know how to repay my kindness by keeping a dog! It's good for her to walk smartly. What can the living do? "

"It's a waste of money!"

It's not from the village, and Ji Qianyu didn't ask much. But in the end, she learned all the details from the conversation in the neighborhood. It was a girl in the village who was lovelorn and had a few words with her parents. As a result, she threatened to drink the pesticide with death. Unexpectedly, organ failure was imminent, and her parents broke up and packed a plane to go to the best hospital in the big city, This time, I sent the corpse home for cremation!

When I saw the woman and the middle-aged man who had been crying on the road for several times, they were both in their early 40s and in their prime, but they stumbled to the ground and fell on the ground several times to cry bitterly. They were so sad that their fists were bleeding. A thread in Ji Qianyu's heart was suddenly touched.