Once bitten by a snake for ten years, he was afraid of the well rope. Since he woke up, Yin Zhengqi was not believed by anyone!
However, his body is already in his twilight years, and now he is a commander in chief. He has no money, nothing, even his family. With his broken body over 50 years old, who can he expect?
To put it bluntly, at this moment, the two people with a trace of blood are just making do with each other when they have no choice and no choice.
Back in the ward, Yin Lanxi and Yin Zhengqi filled some soup.
The spoon was stirred several times, and the hot gas was burning his fingertips. Yin Zhengqi just tasted it, and his brain was still wandering:
although this was not the first time Yin Lanxi came here, every time the soup was delicious, his first reaction was that he was afraid of the poison in the soup.
Once again, I don't know whether I saw his mind or was really idle and bored. Yin Lanxi also filled a small bowl and drank it slowly. The father and daughter seem to be kind and filial, but in fact, they are separated.
……
Until they both put down the soup bowl, Chi's father couldn't help saying:
"Lanxi, it's said in the news recently that the richest man of Yuncheng came to Qingcheng to marry his daughter, but later the daughter disappeared or was kidnapped. Do you know that?"
Lifting his eyes, Yin Lanxi looked at his father in surprise: it's hard for him to protect himself. Does he still care about others?
"Well ~"
in response, Yin Lanxi said: "yes! The wedding was quite a sensation. Many famous people in Qingcheng went to the wedding. It was reported on the Internet that according to the people who attended the wedding that day, the wedding was a bit strange. They said that the bride might be afraid of marriage and ran away from home. They also said that she was actually kidnapped! "
I don't know the details!
All of a sudden, the sound of a broken porcelain bowl came, and Yin Lanxi's thoughts were interrupted. When he raised his eyes, he saw that Yin Zhengqi's face turned blue and white:
"Dad? Are you okay? Do you know the family? "
How did he react?
Swallowing saliva, the lip flap trembled, Yin Zhengqi shook his head very hard: "no, I don't know!"
But his faltering voice seems to have revealed his true thoughts. Picking up the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, Yin Lanxi inadvertently found a fetal membrane and found that his hand was nervously clenching the quilt corner. His eyes unconsciously stopped:
is he nervous? Or worry?
Sitting down, Yin Lanxi's face suddenly regained calm: "Dad, there's something I want to ask you --"
"eh?"
Obviously slowly, turning back, Yin Zhengqi's body was obviously nervous. The vigilance and fear in his eyes were obvious: "what's the matter?"
Bitterly, Yin Lanxi said, "Dad, there's something I haven't told you all the time."
During the conversation, she had taken off her wig. Under the wig, she had a bald head with no grass. In an instant, Yin's father was stunned and didn't say anything for a long time.
As if nothing had happened or been seen, Yin Lanxi calmly put on his wig again:
"I found out liver cancer, and it was very late. Originally, he said he could not live for half a year! I didn't expect that the treatment effect was ok, but it has been delayed until today. Because of long-term chemotherapy, my hair has already fallen out! The doctor said that maybe I was lucky, or maybe my will played a role, so the effect was good. I could live for one or two more years, but I could only control it, I could not operate, and I could not be cured! Now every day, I pick it up! Dad, my only wish is that you can wake up before you go to Earth - "
" Lanxi? "
Shocked, at this moment, Yin Zhengqi's eyes clearly flashed a trace of pain. However, Yin Lanxi hoped that he would wake up not because of filial piety, but because of his greatest regret in this life:
she has been tragic all her life, and she wanted to die before she died!
How ridiculous is her life that she is waiting to die every day? But heaven is so cruel, deprived her of all that should have been beautiful, left her a silly son and a nearly half paralyzed father, and gave her a disease waiting to die!
In the past six months, God knows what kind of life she is living.
She's a patient, but she has to take care of a child and an old man who used to speak ill and drool! Sometimes, she really wants to solve him, but she also knows that everything may be fate, God let him wake up, maybe is to solve their own doubts!
But after this small half year's recovery, he really has been normal many!
Fortunately, when he woke up, she knew that he still had a house and a little family to support them till now! Now there is only one last wish left:
"Dad, who is my biological mother? Is she still alive? Where is she? I want to see her before I die! This is my only wish in life! "
She really wanted to ask the woman how she felt when she had a stillbirth? Has she ever regretted being a father all her life? She wanted to tell her how they calculated and hurt her for a lifetime because of the evil she had done with her father, how they calculated and hurt their own daughter, how they used her, tortured her and destroyed her for a lifetime! She also told her that if she had a next life, if she could be reincarnated, she would be her mother and give her back all the things that hurt her 100000 times in this life!For the sake of the Yin family, for her so-called parents, for a piece of filial piety, she sacrificed everything and became their good daughter. She gave up fengyimo, but what did she get in the end? Karma!
Now she doesn't hate Feng Yimo's unkindness to her, his empathy, Jianli Nuo, and her adoptive mother. What she hates most is Xiao San and the cheap man. Therefore, what she hates most is her biological parents. She doesn't want to be Xiao San any more. If she has a next life, she would rather be a nun than a Xiao San and Xiao Si who meddle in other people's marriage. She is Xiao San A living end.
The one who is not loved in love is called "Xiao San". A person who has no responsibility and doesn't understand responsibility doesn't deserve "love" and "marriage". Why do you want to get married if you don't love?
So at this moment, if there is a knife, what she most wants to plunge into is the heart of Yin Zhengqi and her biological mother!
She hates them!
Hate their selfishness gave birth to her!
Hate their ruthless calculation of a good woman, so that all the consequences of retribution to her body!
Hate Yin Zhengqi's ruthlessness, is also blood relatives, but because the mother's different and biased! He's a man who doesn't deserve to have children and should die alone! So, she, Yin Lanxi, is really damned!
“……”
In a word, Yin Zhengqi asked, looking at her eyes full of desire, but he did not know how to answer.
"Dad, I don't have many days to live. Can you tell me who she is and where she is? I know you must know! If I don't want to disturb her, or disturb her life, I can assure you! Even if you look at her secretly I just want to know who my own mother is before I die. I don't want to die, or I want to be a ghost ~ "
I clench my fist tightly. I don't know why, Yin Lanxi feels that her own mother may have a good life. Otherwise, how can she not disturb her father's life quietly for so many years?
Otherwise, she couldn't have known anything! Until the incident, she never thought that her own mother was not her own. Her life was calculated by her own father and adoptive mother! Even before she came here, she didn't know that the gentle and virtuous adoptive mother was hypocritical to her father. The two people's marriage of more than 20 years was just a superficial scene, not the love she had for her husband and wife.
She always thought that although her family is not perfect, it is also complete and harmonious!
However, the reality is not just a slap in the face, but a real skin off her!
"Dad?" Can he fulfill his last wish?
The fingernails are constantly pricking the tender flesh in the palm of his hand. Time and time again, Yin Lanxi knows that he can. He looks at him silently with his eyes begging, and his heart is not willing to move with the passage of time.
As if after a century, Yin Zhengqi coughed up softly: "cough, I'll try my best to arrange it! Give me some time - "
" thank you, Dad ~ "
in a flash, Yin Zhengqi didn't know that Yin Lanxi hated him very much. It was obvious that he was in a dilemma. What's more, he didn't expect that his daughter, who was more on the verge of dying than he was, was already waiting for death. In his hesitation, his heart was full of hatred again:
ha ha ~ this is her Biological father! Even the wishes of her dying man have to be considered, considered and weighed!
The corners of his lips are always smiling, but Yin Lanxi has deepened his understanding from Yin Zhengqi's reaction:
in his eyes, there is only the woman he loves! Anyone else, including his rightful wife and children, is not worth mentioning in front of that woman! Even if she is the child of his beloved woman, it is the same!
He will think so long, it must be for that woman! Is he going to ask for her consent or is there a secret between them? Or does she have any special identity limitations?
In a word, there must be something strange!
I don't know who she is? What's the magic?
In the final analysis, it's just a sentence: two bastards and scum who are also selfish and have only their own eyes and no one else!
At this moment, Yin Lanxi's lifelong resentment has exploded in her mind. When she walked out of the hospital ward, she had only one thought in her mind:
the two scum who should be cut to pieces most were because their cold blood, selfishness and irresponsibility destroyed her adoptive mother's life, which made her an irreparable tragedy in this life. Even if she died, she would die They will be punished and dragged to hell together!