"But such a peaceful life only lasted for a short time! All said well scar forget pain, my injury is good, his pain is also forgotten, so, the suffering of life began, more intensified! This time, he was also smart, but his words were more insulting, and his means were more hidden, such as shameless, little bitches, money losers, and so on. All the vicious words, useful words, and inappropriate words to that woman appeared on me. As a child, the deepest memory in my mind was that there was a bad woman in my bones Blood, because of my mother, I will suffer all this, he let me remember that I was born cheap
"Don't scold your mother like that! She is a good mother
Chi Sisi was excited, and Jiang Lu's voice rose a bit:
"that's your fantasy mother! not mine! In my heart, she is a selfish and cold-blooded bitch who can abandon her husband and son for the sake of wealth
The voice was drowned, Chi Sisi's face was red with anger, and Jiang Lu's eyes were full of hatred:
"unconvinced? Am I wrong? Do you know what kind of life I had with Janie when she was rich and wealthy? At least for more than a year, I was not only hungry, but also beaten every day! Sometimes it's a stick, sometimes it's a cigarette end! You know what it's like to be scalp removed like a chicken? Every time my adoptive father hit me, it was her who scolded me! I have loved her like you, and I have refuted like you, but I didn't say a word, even cry, and was beaten harder! Qin Fei, this cheap woman! Because of her, I suffer from this kind of torture every day, even when I sleep, I will be woken up by people! "
Asked to be speechless, Chi Sisi's momentum is weaker: "why don't you call the police?"
The next second, her response was a burst of laughter, laughing, laughing, Jiang Lu's tears also came out:
"ha ha, call the police? You are really a young lady growing up in the boudoir. You are so full that you don't know how hungry you are. You are so naive and ridiculous! A helpless teenager, do you want her to go to the police? so what? Let her adoptive father be caught or let her be driven out of the house by her adoptive father, and then flow through the streets to survive? "
"You know what my only hope was when I was a kid? Eat more, eat more, don't get sick, don't make your adoptive father angry, and don't get beaten. Then you can spend more time. It's better to grow up quickly. Then my mother will come back to me and pick me up! How ridiculous, pick me up, I dream of mother, more than 20 years, she did not even look at me! If it wasn't for the news that you were going to get married, if it wasn't for a picture of your family, I still don't know that my mother had become the wife of Chi family, the richest man in Yuncheng! "
"Hahaha, how ridiculous! For more than 20 years, her own daughter has been tortured in hell, but she is still in the mood to try her best to raise a daughter for others, and even won a good reputation?"
What a great irony!
Sharp eyes a jilt, Jiang Lu's eyes straight hit in the past: "how silent? Do you think your perfect image has suddenly collapsed? So there's nothing to say? "
"I don't believe that Ma would be so cruel. At that time, perhaps, she must have had some difficulties --"
at the end of the day, Chi Sisi's voice was much lower. Before I didn't know Jiang Lu, I just thought she was very bad and ruthless. Now, when I think of the peace and happiness of my life and the smooth progress along the way, she suddenly sympathizes with her.
"Ha ha, why are you so sad that you have already begun to waver? That's not the subject at all! "
Jiang Lu's words make Chi Sisi's eyes look incredible.
"At this time, do you think I'm still in the mood to make up stories to cheat you?"
Coldly pulling the corner of her lower lip, Jiang Lu also confided in a rare voice:
"sometimes people are so strange, easy to share weal and woe, but can't share weal and woe! An rutian's life, but I didn't want to die, I still insist on it! Maybe God is looking at us pitifully! One day, my adoptive father even won the lottery, the first prize, there may be millions of it! At that time, millions were already huge. That is, from that day on, we are completely free. It's said that there are craftsmen in the remote areas. Sometimes I think that poverty is really the source of all evils. With money, my adoptive father seems to have changed from a vicious craftsmen to a well-dressed beast! He bought a new house and set up a company. All of a sudden, he became a model. Naturally, it was not a matter for him to raise two more oil bottles. On the contrary, because he raised me, an adopted daughter who betrayed his ex-wife and had no blood relationship, he gained a good reputation for love and righteousness. No one remembers the domestic violence before he became rich With malice, Jiang Jianshe has developed step by step, rich and famous, and married a young wife! "
"Life seems so wonderful, right?"
Jiang Lu whispered, but Chi Sisi heard endless sadness from her words. This time, she was silent and didn't answer.
It seems that it took a century for Jiang Lu to say:"I always think so, because I haven't done housework for a long time. He doesn't beat me any more. I can go to school. It's still a good noble school. When I grow up, I have a good boyfriend. I have fun every day, but I'm only 16 years old I think that as long as I am an adult and graduate from University, I can marry my beloved man and have a good home. I can get rid of all this and start my own good life. I really think so. I forget the pain I have experienced, what kind of person my adoptive father used to be, and what kind of mother I have. I stayed up until I was 16 years old and I was waiting in bud The age of release - "
Why did she mention it all the time but not say it? What did Chi Sisi feel vaguely: "sixteen years old? What happened? "
"Men are all disgusting animals! Whether it's old, young or small! The same damn thing
Suddenly, Chi Sisi was startled. She shrunk her neck. She thought Jiang Lu would not continue, but heard her voice coldly:
"on my 16th birthday, I was given a strong j by my first love, my adoration, my love, and even my long-term hope to have a good coming boyfriend with him. Under my cry, rejection, and begging for mercy, I always trusted him That man ignored my wishes and gave me the most painful blow! Do you know what it's like? Pain, heartrending pain, life is not like death! It's like you are looking forward to the gorgeous moment of flowers blooming. Suddenly, the flowers are all in bloom, but they are all black! I can't see my fingers. I have a clear feeling. It hurts like I'm going to die! "
As if in memory, as if really feel the pain in general, Jiang Lu shrinking body, constantly shaking.
"Jianglu? Jianglu! You, are you ok? "
As if he had heard Chi Sisi's words, he tilted his head, and Jiang Lu continued:
"I should be ok? You know what? My first love, once was my idol, my mind God like man! He said he would protect me for a lifetime, but he also hurt me! Like me, he has a very hard life. No one loves him. We are pitying each other. His father died, and his mother ran away with others. Although there is only one grandmother, he is very powerful and strong! He's really powerful. I didn't cheat you. I didn't exaggerate. He knows a lot about everything. He can repair cars and fight. Although he can't win, he will stand in front of me. He can make medicine and buy anything. He can make all kinds of medicine, even better than those teachers, doctors and experts! If he can't beat others, he can use drugs to enchant them. Then he can pick up a stick and hit them at will like a dead pig, where he wants to fight, how hard he wants to fight, how long he wants to fight! He's really good and smart, isn't he? "
"But just because of this talent I trusted him so much that he killed me with drugs? I'm only 16 years old. He even drugged me. For his own interest, he made me feel conscious and clearly saw his ugliness and evil deeds? He knelt down and begged me. He was weeping and weeping, so obscene, like a ball of mud and a cockroach kneeling at my feet and begging me! He's afraid I'll call the police! He knelt down and begged me? The hero in my mind, such a tall man, turned out to be so mean and ugly, and so timid. I just casually said to call the police, and he was scared out of his courage? Crying, kneeling and begging me? "
"So ugly, so ugly, so disgusting! Also said that life will love me, listen to me, also said that what love me, do not want to hurt me? But when I was only sixteen years old, I didn't even know what was going on, he ruined all my dreams and didn't ask for my consent! I will never forget the dazzling red on the dark sheet! My first time, my dream as a woman, was ruined? So dirty, so hateful, so painful, there's nothing good about it! "
"All my dreams are ruined in a shabby, cheap rental house! The tall and handsome hero in my mind, the man I want to rely on, the happiness I want to struggle and dream, the wonderful life of loving father and son and loving husband and wife all my life, has not started yet, so all of a sudden, without warning, all collapsed and destroyed, nothing will happen again! How could he do this to me? He just has to bear it for a few more years, or even shorter, or two years, when I grow up, when I grow up, when I marry him How could he be so cruel and destroy my dream and everything I have? I hate him! I want to kill him! But in the end, I didn't. I watched him cry like a bear, looked at his obscene and disgusting appearance, and endured his pressure on me again... "
"I've put up with it all, and I'm still laughing! Since we can't go back to the past, isn't it too cheap to kill him? "