"In fact, there is no so-called capital or equity at all. This mystery is just for the sake of making a play. Apart from this recording, there is only one picture of my son's painting family that I left behind, which is the most beautiful and yearning scene in my memory! I don't know if it's possible for this recording to come out. I don't want it to come out, but I have to... "
"But I recorded it. Some things, which have been hidden for a long time, have become secrets. Some things I didn't say before, but when I wanted to say them, I found that I didn't know where to start, I couldn't say them, I couldn't say them clearly. All the secrets, I think I can only leave with me? "
After a few words to himself, the man's erratic voice turned to serious again:
"I don't know who will hear this recording in the future, whether this recording can be preserved in this world, my favorite family and friends, whether you are still well, but I know that at that time, I must have been out of this world. Finally, I want to say, ah Lin, I have wronged you. If there is an afterlife, no matter whether you are my sister or not, I hope I can have a good health in the next life. The first person I fall in love with is you. You have sacrificed too much for the dragon family. Don't cling to the kindness of the dragon family. No matter how much kindness my parents had for you in those years, you have paid it off. Life is just a few decades, live for yourself I let Lao Wei accompany you all the time. Don't you really understand what it means? I know you've meant for each other, and we're all people who have been fooled by fate. Once helpless, but also helpless! Lao Wei is actually a person who can be entrusted. If you have another chance, I hope you will follow your heart. In the last time, I hope you can live for yourself, and no longer be restricted by the dragon family and identity! "
"Qun'er, I know you are a filial child. Your mother is strong and brave. Even if you were close to her since childhood, she never brought negative emotions to you. I know you are sensitive in your heart. You may have your own cognition, but I still hope you will not be influenced by your unyielding father. You can become strong, but you don't have to be a weak one Your wife will set you off. If you can hear today's words, you must have experienced a period of low ebb in your life. What I want to tell you is that the ups and downs of life are the most common things. Even if you just fell from the cloud, as long as you can face yourself and give up your ridiculous arrogant self-esteem, as long as you are willing to "climb", you can definitely go out from the bottom. Climb, understand? It's not walking on your back, it's crawling on your knees! If you can realize and do this, you will still be at the top of your life. Finally, I want to tell you that this is the limit that my father can do for you. Don't resent your father. In fact, my father loves you and your mother very much. This is my duty as a husband. Even if I don't love you at the beginning and get married, I will try to love you. "
"Marriage is different from love. Marriage commitment is not an empty word, it is sacred, solemn and inviolable! I hope that when you grow up, you can respect your marriage and choose a woman you love to spend your life with. Once you get married, whether you love or not, I hope you can be careful, live up to your wife and children, live up to yourself, cherish the present, cherish all the people in front of you! Although your second uncle's temperament is unstable, and sometimes his words and deeds are disturbing and elusive, he is not ungrateful. We are a mother compatriots, temperament is different, but the most understanding, feelings are not the outside world to see that, we have always been brotherhood. No matter how the dragon family develops in the future, your second uncle will always be a relative you can trust. I hope you can sincerely respect and honor your only second uncle. Qun'er, family love and friendship all need to be managed by heart. Your life is only a few decades. When you look back after your real experience, you will find that your family will never abandon you and accompany you at any time. Family is always the most important! Finally, my father wants to say that as a man, you should have your own responsibilities and responsibilities. At any time, any decision, you should think about the people you care about, and then hold up the day you should hold up! No one is easy to live, do not be a coward you hate, where you fall on where to get up! Finally, my father wishes you happiness, I hope you have no regrets in this life! If you can hear this recording early, I hope you can remember my father's advice, never touch the bottom line of feelings, do not make the wrong feelings! Also, when it's time to be ruthless, be ruthless, especially when it comes to feelings! The biggest mistake in my life is that I'm too soft hearted. What I regret most in my life is that I didn't tell your mother my heart at the beginning. Once there is no communication channel between husband and wife, I can't open the possibility of communication any more. Your childhood painting is my father's best hope and expectation in this life. I leave it to you to make a final thought and suggestion. I hope you can keep it well and have time Kongdu took it out to have a look, and realized his father's good intentions! "
"Finally, Yue, if you are here, I want to say 'I'm sorry' to you. I lied to you. Put it down. You shouldn't put hatred in the whole dragon family. I don't know how important love is to you, but I want to tell you that there are many things in the world that can't be measured by light and heavy, and many things can't be changed by ability! It's like the money we're trying to chase. It's actually worthless in front of life! Maybe in your eyes, the future of the dragon family and all of them are not as good as your love, but for me, their weight is as important as you! Yue, at first I was just as upset as you, but after so many years, don't you understand? Not every relationship can blossom and bear fruit, I have been saying this sentence to you, but you can't listen to it every time, and you will only lose your temper. Now, I still want to say this sentence to you! In fact, have you ever thought that even without the crisis of that year, we would certainly come together? Even if we really get together, can we really have a smooth life without waves? Why can't you just accept the reality? We could have been safe and happy. Your calculation destroyed my family. There is no impermeable wall in the world. What about your family? Is it possible to maintain what it used to be? Do you think you can control my life by holding my hand? You look down on men! From the day you calculated me, why am I not calculating you? My compromise, to put it bluntly, is just because I will die soon. I have a wife and children to protect. I'm tired. I don't want to kill you any more! I'm afraid it will take you at least ten years to succeed? Catch up with half a life in order to have a relationship, is it really worth it? In fact, if we didn't take the medicine that time, if we all got out early, it would have been a different situation, but in the end, I had to even count you in. We, our related people all paid different prices. Once a little bit of beauty in my life disappeared with the production of this tape. If there is an afterlife, I don't want to meet you again! ""I don't know how long I can live. This recording should be the last thing in my life. I will hide it in a place where I should, but I hope it will never come out
"Ha ha, it's such a contradiction. In fact, I hope my wife and children can hear it, right? How else could I record it? After hearing this, maybe they will have less resentment towards me and more recognition towards my father and husband. But if I have to choose between reality and being misunderstood, I think I'd rather choose the latter and not come out! May the people I love learn from me, cherish the present and live up to my life
The nagging voice with slightly confused thoughts fell the last note. Mother long's eyes were red with a smile. Like long Yukun, he was shocked and surging, unbelievable but unexpected. His thoughts were complex. Finally, his eyes fell on Murong's cloud clothes. Their eyes met, and their drooping hand unconsciously clenched:
everything he had worried about It's just a smoke bomb left by father to protect their mother and son!
It's his worry!
My father has such a mind!
In fact, he has questioned the decision of the previous generation more than once. Why did he choose his father to be the head of the family all the time? Just because he was an orderly person, he ignored the reality, praised an incompetent person, and pushed his mother out to be the only one. When the second uncle had to support the weak and dilapidated days, he could only be a temporary generation?
Although he is the final successor and beneficiary, he did have such a query.
Although there is no lack of chicken feathers in each family of the long family, one thing is very good, that is, it's related to the family. Everyone's strength is twisted into a rope to work hard in one place. Usually, there are trivial things, and sometimes there are discontent disputes. But before the event, it's really a blood related family!
It turned out that my father had such mental ability!
No wonder, no wonder the second uncle is in better health, but he always listens to me. They are twins and grow up together. He must have a clear idea of his father's mind. In recent years, the second uncle has gradually changed his mind. In fact, apart from some private affairs, the second uncle is a good second uncle and brother who is dutiful? Otherwise, how can father entrust the most important key to him?
At this moment, the haze shrouded in my heart for many years seemed to dissipate in an instant, and long Yuqun's mood became more and more heavy:
my father had made such a false appearance in those years, and he had to bear it all the time, which was also a painful price! He is right. People should not dwell on the past, but cherish the present and the people in front of them!