Chapter 2409

Does it have anything to do with her unexpected parting?

Thinking of the uneasiness under the appearance of heaven star, Feng Jingyi suddenly feels that every time he changes his attitude towards her, something seems to happen!

There is a cause, there is a result!

So abrupt and abnormal, certainly not overnight!

So think about it, tangled in the heart that has not untied the knot suddenly become not so no clue. Looking back and forth in the mirror with his own body, but also did not find the answer from the virtual shadow and reality, finally, Feng Jingyi gave up and went out, climbed into bed, and began to stay in front of the ceiling.

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For several days in succession, she was entangled with this kind of confusion. She couldn't get rid of it and couldn't let it go. Feng Jingyi was also in agony. That day, in the office room, she took a pen to paint for a long time, but she still couldn't get into the state. She rubbed off the manuscript paper and spread it again. When she came back to herself, she found that there were all kinds of lines on the huge paper, except for the messy dots.

Looking up at the sky, she couldn't help but howl: "Hoo ~"

it's so boring!

Aunt Feng ER came in with fruit coffee and saw this scene. On one side of the computer screen, the landscape screen saver was shaking. It was obvious that no one had moved it for a long time. Around the desk, the ground was in a mess, and the paper basket was full of paper. However, someone's hair was all kinds of hair, and it was just a chicken nest. "What's the matter? No inspiration? "

All of a sudden, Feng Jingyi got up and stood up: "Mom ~"

she didn't have inspiration, but she was not satisfied with the inspiration. In a word, she felt very bad, very bad.

At a glance, we can see that she is in a very wrong situation. After all, she is her daughter. Aunt Feng knows that she has something on her mind. However, when her child is older, she is reluctant to say a lot of things, and she doesn't ask many questions:

when it's time to let go, she has to let go!

Some things, can avoid the first day of junior high school, also can't avoid 15! You can't stop eating for choking!

He brought the coffee to her and sealed the second aunt's note:

"if you're bored, go out for a walk! Nothing can be solved just by holding on to it.... "

Just picked up the coffee cup, after a meal, Feng Jingyi raised her eyes: "Mom? Don't you restrict me from going out? "

What's going on?

How can mom change?

Is it true or not?

Staring directly at her mother, Feng Jingyi began to feel magical. Recently, she was really scared. This kind of "change as soon as you say it" caught people off guard. It was too scary!

"No more confinement?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? I didn't let you go out, but I was scared by you? Can I really let you rest at home for the rest of your life? Why don't you have to rest and get sick? "

In fact, when she went to a party with her old friends that day, she began to slip away. She vaguely felt that her daughter's year was very different. In addition, her friend accidentally mentioned that a friend's child was not worried, and only knew to play games at home. As a result, she was depressed and she only wanted to commit suicide when she was young. She was also worried all the time for fear of confining her In the end, it was self defeating at home. In addition, although she came back with a lot of worries, nothing unusual happened. Feng ER Auntie decided to let it be. In the end, enclosure protection is not a way, and she can't protect her all her life.

Although selfishness will hurt her daughter more and want to protect her more, she will have to go her own way in the future!

Holding Feng Jingyi's hand, aunt Feng sighed: "Xiaojing, you are also an adult. You young people have your own life and things. Mom is out of date now. She has nothing else to ask for and believes in you. But there is one thing, no matter what happens, you should take good care of yourself. The door of your home will always be open for you. When you have something to do, you can't help it Don't worry about it. From childhood to adulthood, Dad, mom and Fengjia will always be your last support. They won't change at any time. They won't change because of anyone or anything! "

I still remember the most impressive time when my mother said this sentence because of a fierce conflict between her and Ding Ruoxue when she was a child. Leaning on her mother's shoulder, Feng Jingyi covered her eyes:

"Mom, I know! Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'll never do anything that makes you and dad sad, and I won't lose my face! "

Absolutely not!

But this time, not only Huo Qingyang but also part of the situation she didn't understand. After all, it's not a simple matter to deal with the law. An carelessness may bring him a crisis. For the time being, she can't say!

But in Feng Jingyi's heart, she always has the bottom line!

"Well, good, that's good ~"

with her promise, they knew each other by heart, and Feng ER Auntie didn't ask more. She ate with her, and mother and daughter whispered. They were in a good mood.

In the afternoon, they also went to a beauty salon and went shopping together.

In the evening, her mother was called away, but Feng Jingyi didn't go home. Instead, she wandered on the road alone, watching the starry sky drive away the last afterglow of the setting sun.No matter how cold the night in the city is, it is still noisy and brilliant. When Feng Jingyi comes back to herself again, people have already stood at the familiar street entrance. In the night, the huge sign of "Heaven star" twinkles in the bottom of their eyes and instantly fills the whole field of vision:

still here!

Those nerve tingling words in her mind floated out again. The sharp nails pierced into her palm. Feng Jingyi's face changed a few times. She turned around and ran back to the car. When she started the car, her hands stopped again when they caught the special purple pupil in the mirror:

unwilling or unwilling!

She suffered so much before she came to this day, so she gave up. Didn't she accept all the cold words and all kinds of ridicule in vain? If you want to die, you have to be clear!

She rubbed her eyes, and when she thought of where, she picked up all the bags on the back seat, found out the disposable contact eyes she had just bought, and put them on in the mirror. In an instant, those charming purple pupils turned into normal black Brown:

since he mentioned them, there must be a reason!

At that time, she was not used to walking around the gate of heaven, but she didn't get used to it Crouched on the edge of the flower bed under the street light:

it's still too humiliating!

No face!

No face, no skin, no dignity, in fact, it's not beautiful at all!