The strength of his subordinates increased a little, and Huo Qingyang was obviously infatuated:
"I I try to change the status quo, just want to give myself a reason to pursue you, to be worthy of you and to be with you
She is young and beautiful. No matter from her knowledge, experience, family background, he feels inferior. Yes, in his heart, he feels inferior. Even if he is praised by others, he is inferior in front of her!
It happened that he had a good feeling and love for her. The more he realized it, the more inferiority he felt.
Perhaps, when he didn't realize it, he had already started to prepare for today, but unexpectedly, she broke in early. Staring at her, Huo Qingyang knows that she is the dream and the persistent beauty she wants.
People sometimes really strange, some things, never into the eye, all of a sudden can also become a sharp heart! His whole life, most of his life, is like a joke. It's sad to turn around!
In the past, his parents wanted him to behave and follow the right path. There were lots of good girls running after him, but he never caught his eye. What he disliked most was the young lady who was born in a famous family and had good manners. In his eyes, she was so charming and tasteless. Except for his sister, not to mention the rich family, he didn't like any girl from a normal family No, he thinks they are spoiled. He can't stand it.
But now, the girl who used to be willing to provoke and look straight at, who is crazy and full of "bad" labels, he can't see any more of them. He thinks that she is such a clever, pure and beautiful girl. He doesn't have to have a rich family background, but he thinks that he likes such a pure girl and his eyes are pure Like Tang Shifei, even though she has the same appearance as Tang Shifei, she has a purpose in every word and everything. As long as you come to him, you can either ask for money or get into trouble. At the beginning, he still thinks that the money and goods are well paid. As time goes by, even if it doesn't take much effort, his heart will be upset.
And just simply like her, it seems more and more sincere and valuable, whether it is close to or leave, Huo Qingyang know her every step is very sincere.
"What did you say?"
Vaguely also heard the meaning of some of his words, Feng Jingyi and some are not sure.
"You make me feel inferior! In my heart is some male chauvinism, in fact, I do not have confidence worthy of you! So on the one hand, I can't help but feel excited for you. On the other hand, I try my best to control my emotions. At the same time, I want to try my best to change my current situation. I think I can have more choices when I encounter this situation in the future! Jingyi, I'm a man. I'm much older than you. I have no culture. How dirty my experience is. You don't know. Before, I didn't even understand why you like me. I doubt you and myself. At the same time, what you said, your identity is the reason why I have to escape from you! I seem to have nothing except a little money, but money is all external things. Today I may still have a lot of money, and tomorrow I may have nothing. Like before our Jane family, I never thought that one day when I came back, my home would be gone, not even a piece of bricks and tiles left -- "
Huo Qingyang never had such complicated thoughts I have told anyone that at this moment, he seems to be in the deepest part of his heart and spread out in the sun without reservation.
Men and women's thinking is not the same, love makes people blind inferiority, at this moment, Feng Jingyi first realized the meaning of this sentence!
Does Huo Qingyang feel that he doesn't deserve her? In fact, she had the same idea in her heart? Why didn't she feel that she was not good enough to get his appreciation and attention?
Therefore, she has been working hard for her career which has not improved. Although she has been lazy and seems to have no ambition, in fact, she is eager for the success of her career, because her happy friends and sister-in-law have a common characteristic besides being beautiful, that is, they all have done their career well.
There was some confusion in her mind. Feng Jingyi's mind was shaken, but instinctively she was afraid. Therefore, she didn't draw back her hand, but she didn't speak.
"Jingyi, I know I'm wrong. There are some things I didn't know before that hurt you. I shouldn't keep it from you. I've learned to change. I shouldn't be afraid of my hands and feet. I can't vaguely give you a sense of security and give others an opportunity. I know you blame me and hate me. I'll accept any punishment you want. Don't hide from me and deny my sincerity A chance, huh? No matter how long, I will wait for you
Holding her little hand, Huo Qingyang's voice could not hide his grief: "we really wasted too much time ~"
now he really regrets it!
At the beginning, he shouldn't have thought so much. As a result, he not only took many detours, but also killed her. This year, with the pain she experienced and the scenes she almost died, he just thought of the suffocation feeling, and it would come up clearly:
he can't lose her any more, and he doesn't want to waste any more minutes and seconds! She may not forgive him, but he wants to see her every day and know that she is well!A feeling, inadvertently pulled the string of Feng Jingyi's heart, heart seems to jump twice, Feng Jingyi's mind more confused, subconsciously raised her hand to press the heart.
In an instant, Huo Qingyang was flustered again. He took a step forward and held her waist directly: "what's the matter with you? Are you not feeling well? "
Hot strong male breath suddenly hit, suddenly, Feng Jingyi was stunned again, then thought of where, quickly pressed his hand: "you don't hold me, I'm ok!"
This is a cocktail party!
She can be invisible to others, but all the family are here! She can't afford to lose this man!
Looking at his fidgety and nervous little eyes, his heart softened a little, and Feng Jingyi's tone relaxed a lot: "I want to be quiet and think about it, you ~ you don't follow me any more! I want to be alone. Give me some time and I'll think it over carefully! "
"How long?"
Originally, it was a flustered word of evasion. Unexpectedly, he took it seriously. Feng Jingyi wanted to kick his feet: should his intestines be so straight?
"One day? One hour, no, ten minutes. Is that enough? "
Lift Mou, labial petal close tightly, seal Jing Yi didn't give face ground to turn a white eye directly: "you very rush to reincarnate?"