Maybe it was because she had been chasing him and being rejected by him, and he had other women in the past. She had no sense of security in this relationship, and even more often she felt that her shaving burden was hot and she was paying. Now looking back, it doesn't seem like this.
Although he sometimes has a bad attitude, few words, and doesn't give her a lot of security, which always makes her feel sad. But when you think about it carefully, every time he seems to be doing it, and obviously he does more than he says, and there is no ambiguity in the event! A lot of things, he did not say, should be to protect her; and she, before because of too much love and too self-confidence, clearly have doubts are mostly in the heart, she did not say is more because of fear of losing him; perhaps it is because of this, the two people actually missed a lot, rebellious and gave birth to so many misunderstandings!
All of a sudden, a lot of things that she had been worried about, the bitterness and bitterness that were entangled in her heart, were so slowly dispersed, life was so fragile and so short, she could not waste any more.
Seeing that Huo Qingyang was obviously a little tired, Feng Jingyi just squeezed his skirt tightly, but didn't speak any more. Then she helped him lie down and asked him to make up for his sleep. She stood beside him and called the servant to send breakfast.
Injured and busy all night, plus because of her accident is a series of nervous tension, Huo Qingyang is really tired to collapse, can't support at all, holding her a small hand to sleep in the past, Feng Jingyi phone has not put down, the bedside has come with a slight snoring sound.
"Well, that's all! Don't worry, I'll send you a message later! "
After lowering her voice and saying that, Feng Jingyi hung up the phone and took out her hand several times, but she didn't take it back. Then she sat down by the bed and pulled the quilt for him with one hand. Her eyes fell on the motionless sleeping face on the bed, just like a baby who didn't know the world. Looking at it carefully, Feng Jingyi found that he was not only bad in face, but also really haggard After losing a lot of weight, his facial features, which were originally three-dimensional and outstanding, are now cut like a knife. Because of avoiding the wound, he is lying on his side. At this time, the outline of his side face shows a sharp edge. Coupled with his blue and white face, it is really a clear morbid feeling. If he is thinner, people will take off their shape, right?
Heart a burst of pumping pain, Feng Jingyi also remembered recently from time to time or listen to people nagging that she fell asleep this period of time, he is often sleepless to take care of her, although she did not feel, but he even room to decorate warm, want to let her feel the fragrance of flowers and birds, rather than only the cold disinfectant, although a short time her body atrophy probability is not very good Gao, he still insisted on helping her move her body frequently. At first, he avoided the injured place. Later, he wanted to move her hair to
In the past, every time I heard her, I would feel very annoyed, especially didn't want to hear his kind words to her, and even went back to refute him in my heart. It was not just atonement. She always felt that she didn't take it to her heart. Now, as long as she thought of the little things she had heard, she would feel happy.
Watching him fall asleep, he clenched his hand tightly, and the crystal tears rolled down, but the purplish red lips were almost to the ears.
On this day, Huo Qingyang fell asleep and didn't move for a long time. He didn't even open his eyes when the doctor came to hang the bottle for him. He just hummed, moved his body and went to sleep again. Feng Jingyi didn't ask him to get up for breakfast, so he stayed with him all the time.
At first, she thought he was tired because he was sleeping heavily. Later, she saw that he didn't wake up and was afraid that there was something wrong with him, so she rang the bell to call the doctor.
"Doctor, is his wound all right? Why can't he wake up all the time? " If you don't have breakfast, you'll have lunch. Aren't you hungry?
Looking at it, Feng Jingyi is very worried. Just now her men have tried the temperature of his forehead, but there is no star feeling hot. But they just feel that something is not right. How can they sleep so deeply? People in and out of the room, hanging bottles, and any movement seemed to be out of earshot, and they were not hungry or thirsty. If they went on sleeping, it would be dark!
It's not like her. You can't get up when you fall asleep, can you?
When Feng Jingyi was in a hurry, she saw the doctor on one side look at the gauze on his wound and wrap it back. Then with a click, the thermometer was obviously on the green screen:
"it's OK, there's no fever. The patient may be too tired because of the overload work in front of him, and there are some sleeping ingredients in the injected drugs, so he fell asleep a little. You don't have to worry. These injections contain glucose, amino acids and other ingredients that help him improve his immunity and recovery. He won't feel too hungry. It's good for him to have a good sleep and recover. It's good for him to wake up. There's no need to force him! "
"Yes, thank you, doctor!"
Seeing off the doctor, Feng Jingyi also put down her heart. This time, he didn't wait long. Huo Qingyang opened his eyes. He was so happy that Feng Jingyi almost didn't cry with joy. He got up. Feng Jingyi poured water and hot porridge, so busy.
"Hungry? Have some! After a day's sleep, I'm almost scared to death by you ~ "
with a smile, Huo Qingyang just raised his hand, and suddenly a force of tearing came from his back. It seemed that something was pulling his arm and it was painful. Unconsciously, he frowned"Eh ~"
surprised, Feng Jingyi quickly held his arm, and then slowly put his hand down: "don't move, don't pull the wound! I'll feed you
Just want to say nothing, suddenly heard her words, Huo Qingyang automatically closed his mouth again, and then, holding a pair of bright eyes after full sleep, looked at her eagerly, watching her carefully pick up the bowl, scoop up, blow cool, spoon to his lips.
Open mouth swallow, the bottom of the heart layers of happiness ripple open, Huo Qingyang looked at the front of the gentle water like woman, such as his dream once fantasy outline the picture of countless times in general, eyes are blinking.
In the quiet room, all that was left was the crashing sound of the dishes and the shallow breathing sound. In the twilight of the setting sun, the years were quiet.
The porridge in the bowl soon came to the bottom, and Feng Jingyi also felt the burning eyes projected on her body. Her face was burning, and her eyes suddenly didn't know where to put them:
"what are you looking at me for?"
Don't stare at her like a thief. I don't know how to move my hand!
The porridge in the spoon was scooped several times, and the edge of the bowl was scraped and scraped. Her hand didn't go out. Her heart was like a restless rabbit panting. She was pounding and shaking with her hands. Naturally, the porridge in the spoon always seemed to overflow unsteadily.
The chagrin in Feng Jingyi's heart: it's almost finished feeding a bowl. How come it's getting more and more pretentious in the end!
Calm down, calm down!
I didn't do anything wrong. What are you panicking about!
But I ignored the whole heat in my heart.
"Good looking!"
"Eh?"
I didn't expect to hear such two numb words from his mouth. He suddenly raised her eyes. Feng Jingyi didn't dare to believe her ears: he didn't look like a person who would talk about such words!
Her eyes are still fixed and burning. If her eyes are cannibal, Feng Jingyi feels that her bones must be scorched now. As soon as she wants to say something, Huo Qingyang's hand suddenly touches her cheek and touches her eyelashes and brows. It slides across her nose and falls to her lip.
The body unconsciously a light quiver, the eye bead son of Feng Jing Yi also follows one to turn disorderly.
"Good looking, how to see all see not enough, want to see you like this for a lifetime!"
Slightly dry voice, low is hoarse, once again, Feng Jingyi was lifted, a small heart and puff up: so, he just really feel her?
At the intersection of eyes, Feng Jingyi seems to be able to understand his meaning suddenly, and suddenly realizes that his hand has moved again. Feng Jingyi has not put down the bowl in her hand, but is suddenly held in her arms:
"Jingyi, would you like to give me another chance? It's all my fault. I used to think that you were too young to be a daughter. You must be very delicate. Subconsciously, I think we are people of different times. We have generation gap and we don't have the same language. In any way, we don't deserve it, so I just refuse you! I didn't wake up until you came down the stairs and threatened my life! I now understand that no matter how to match without love is not worthy, on the contrary, as long as there is love, how can be inclusive, do what I am happy, I am willing to! Jingyi, I want to be your hero, your knight, I want to protect you all my life! Although I may not be as perfect as the protagonist you expect in your cartoon, I will work hard in that direction until I become the person you recognize in your heart. I can use my whole life to realize your dream
Smelling the familiar fragrance between her neck and feeling her real softness and warmth, Huo Qingyang rubbed her hard, hoping to rub her into her blood:
"don't leave me, don't be angry with me, give me another chance, OK? This time, I won't make trouble again. I won't make you angry again. I won't make other women angry again. I won't go my own way again. I will report everything to you, OK? Jingyi, you believe me. I never wanted to hurt you. I just wanted to solve all the problems and didn't want them to disturb you. But I didn't expect that things would go against my wishes in the end. I almost didn't even have a chance to explain to you? "