It's all his fault. Otherwise she would not have suffered so much. They should have a child now! But on second thought, she is still there, she is still well, why is it not already a lucky thing?
Knowing that she might never wake up again, he prepared for the worst. Living without her is a painful thing for him. What else? It's nothing like this now, dinks. It's everywhere in the world, isn't it? Before he came back, today's good day was beyond his dreams! Some things, do not compare, never know how happy they have been!
It's hard to be perfect. Maybe it's the will of God!
After all, it's all his sin. He should bear the fruit!
At this moment, about the future, Huo Qingyang has been thinking thoroughly.
His words undoubtedly verified those words from another aspect. Although she had psychological preparation, it was another heavy blow for Feng Jingyi. She raised her eyes and looked at him thoughtfully:
"
Most of what he says now is because he still has guilt for her, right?
Did he have a ligation before?
Seeing that she wanted to talk and stop, she finally bit her red lips. She was afraid of something coming out of her mouth. She felt a little flustered and flustered. When she raised her hand, Huo Qingyang tapped on her forehead:
"what's wrong again?"
After looking at him, Feng Jingyi rubbed her forehead and shook her head: "no, it's just that she suddenly remembered that before Pira told me about you Things outside, and that... "
Pira told her about the ligation. In fact, Feng Jingyi has always been puzzled, but at the same time, she thinks that "heroes don't ask where they come from" and "heroes are humble sometimes". It's not a shame. The people who can stand up can be regarded as the winners of the strong without any sadness. What's more, his efforts can't be denied that he can now climb to such a high level Yes! What's the point of chasing the past? Ask is also only to increase two people's displeasure, so, she subconsciously pursed her lips to swallow back doubts and curiosity!
From her dodgy little eyes, along her way of thinking, Huo Qingyang can probably guess something. It's strange that Pira can say something good about him! Pull pull pull her small ear, Huo Qingyang hand strength also slightly big a few points.
"Whew, what are you doing?"
Remember to wring my hand and rub my ear and let him feel it
With a smile, Huo Qingyang once again brought her to his arms:
"you should firmly remember what you shouldn't listen to, don't listen to it! Can people like Pira and Qi Haiyang listen to what they say?
when people. I don't want to be a duck to sell my body. Although it's simpler and easier to survive, I'm a big man in my heart. I'd rather die standing bleeding than kneeling without dignity. So I rely on my fist! The reason for ligation is just in case, I can have no child all my life, and I can't let the child be born in hell. In that environment, I have to use all my strength to breathe, and even step on other people's bodies. I try my best to climb out every day. How can I be willing to stay in it? I've seen a lot of girls being trampled and killed before they were ten years old, and their bodies were left on the roadside like garbage. Can you imagine that? Let people despair, collapse to doubt life, in addition to the cold, like a zombie frozen all the senses, otherwise there is no way to survive! So, I desperately want to escape, desperately want to go to the light, I'm tired of this dark life, I long for sunshine, I long for beauty, I even become cautious, I don't want my hands dirty again I push you away and want to do everything without telling you. I don't want you to see such a dark side. This is a nightmare. Once touched, you don't even know how long it will haunt you. You're not Pira. You're not honed in the wind and rain. You've been held up by people. You've never been treated inhuman. You can't give up all your dignity and face. One time is enough to completely destroy you. I want to protect you. I don't want you to be infected with these too... "
This process is not beautiful, but also cruel!
From a certain point of view, he really appreciates Pira. She can survive under such conditions, and she is still living well. Therefore, if she doesn't have the bottom line too much, he really doesn't care about money, and will treat her well in this life. After all, she once really pulled him in the boundless darkness.
In fact, he underestimated her. The young lady who grew up in the greenhouse was not as weak as he thought. Her tenacity and endurance were far beyond his expectation.
Feng Jingyi felt his silent love again. Unconsciously, she blushed for her childish ideas. She raised her hand and touched his thin cheek to comfort him"I shouldn't have! Who makes me a cartoonist? The ninth master won't see eye to eye with me if he has an occupational disease? "
Don't want to continue this heavy topic, smilingly back sentence, Feng Jingyi even on the expression of neglect and then convergence some: "or eat first! The porridge is cold ~ "
when she reaches out her hand, she wants to grab the wrist on the table, but Huo Qingyang grabs it back:
" don't run away from the problem! It's OK to let it be. It's OK not to get married. But tell me the truth, don't you plan to have a future with me at all? Or do you just want to be perfunctory for a while, and when my wound is almost healed, give me another escape? "
His injury is not serious. He doesn't want to waste his time in hospital!
If she had such a plan, wouldn't she have forced him to stay in the hospital?
The look in the eyes is fierce, but it's bad to look at her. Feng Jingyi is a little cautious. Although she's not stingy, she's not optimistic about the future.
The close relationship between the two people is really a double-edged sword. It really makes her close to the water, but it is also horizontal between the two people, making many decisions can not be so arbitrary.
Huo Qingyang knew that she was right when she caught her little action of pursing her lips. When she felt guilty or wanted to lie, she would have this little action. Without waiting for Feng Jingyi to open her mouth, Huo Qingyang said in advance:
"so, you still don't believe me, do you? Don't believe that I'm sincere to you, that I love you more than anything else, and that I'm willing to be a couple of dinks with you, right? "
As soon as he saw that his face was not good, she seemed to be a little angry. Feng Jingyi's neck was straight, and her head was shaking like a rattle drum. When she saw his medical suit, her heart became softer, and her voice lost a little momentum:
"no! I didn't think On the other hand, I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed. I don't want to drag you down. It's not only the problem of fertility, but also my body - "
before Feng Jingyi finished her words, a crazy kiss blocked all her words. Her lips pressed tightly. Huo Qingyang didn't make a big move, but it seemed that it took him a century to reluctantly let go:
" one day, I love you Accompany you for a day; a year, I accompany you for a year! This life time is not enough, we will continue next life! Now that I've chosen you, I've thought about all these. You shouldn't worry about them! Jingyi, if yesterday's accident is not today's result, we don't even know if there is now. Can I still look at you like this? Are you worried that these are a little redundant? Maybe tomorrow I'll be driven out by a car - "
before his words are out, his lips have been covered with a small hand, and at the same time, there is a fierce look:" don't talk nonsense! "
Instantly, Huo Qingyang's eyes narrowed into a line.
Finally, Feng Jingyi was convinced by him:
"let's have a try! Let it be! Although the past can be let bygones be bygones, but who knows you can be qualified from time to time in the future? So, let's talk about it for a year? "
Thinking that he is not young, he has been urged to get married for the past two years, and one year is not short. If he can't stick to it for a year, there should be no future.
Considering, Feng Jingyi gave a deadline, but also gave himself a time limit to repent, for the future, she is not so optimistic as him. Perhaps this is the innate difference between women and men. In some aspects, women will inevitably have a natural sense of weakness. Besides, when they marry, it is women who marry men. Relatively, women should integrate more into the man's family. Naturally, she thinks more.
Unexpectedly, Huo Qingyang not only didn't bargain, but also didn't think about it, so he agreed directly: "OK! That's settled. One year later, if you don't break up with me today, you'll get the license with me! "
"Eh?"
Is that what she meant? That's not what she meant!
It's a pity that Feng Jingyi hasn't come back yet. Someone has already hooked her little finger to give her a child's hook pulling ceremony: "it's hard to recall a word, and you can't go back!"
Feng Jingyi is still in a muddled state, so she is labeled dead.
Originally, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't bear to have a doctor come in for an examination. Then Li Nuo's family, Feng Yiting and several other brothers came to visit one after another. They directly interrupted the conversation. Finally, Feng Jingyi couldn't find the door because Huo Qingyang didn't allow her to be alone and stay with her in the hospital. In the end, she came to the hospital strongly Let Feng Yiting along the way directly to carry her away, so, unwilling and confused, Feng Jingyi can only accept this don't know how to give down the contract.