Three years, can change a lot of things!
It's hard to look back on the past. If she didn't lose her memory at that time, he would never give up on her, let alone waste three years of time. If he had known that she didn't have so much money or didn't have the wealth code he wanted, he would not have risked a lifetime to calculate her, so he would not have a car After three years of co-existence, she may not be cheated to lose her family and money. But after all, the world will make trouble for others, and who will be spared by heaven?
After three years of hesitation, helplessness and suffering, he repressed his nature and played with her for three years. They made do with each other for three years, and wasted three years. All she could lose was lost, and she remembered everything in the past. So she spent more than a year to cure depression and recover the pain. Until now, what is he doing in these two years She didn't know where she was and how she was doing, but she could still think of some, which should not be as unrestrained as he imagined!
After all, what he took away was all her money. Even if his heart was as cold as ice, he could feel at ease. When he dreamt back in the middle of the night, didn't he really worry about being punished? His days must not be so peaceful, OK? Just like when they were ready to elope five years ago, no matter what their real purpose was or what their blueprint was! But in fact, what happened in the end? An unexpected car accident easily rewrites everything. It took three more years, and he didn't get the money he wanted. She once got the emotional sustenance she wanted, but in the end, it was a dream. Seriously speaking, neither of them had won!
The reality of the slap is really hit, two people's faces are now crackling, she vowed not to care about money, but finally had to be humble as a dog for money, now nothing in her eyes is more important than money!
She really knew that she was wrong, and she really regretted, but everything couldn't go back. This lesson cost her too much. She didn't have the face to face the past and had to create a new face.
She regrets, the most regret is that she gave up Chi he, a man of such high quality. Now she really can't find a second one with a lantern on!
If she hadn't gone through all these things, she didn't know how rare it was for Chi he to be such a man who was provocative and alienated. Now looking back, his conduct really stood the test. He was positive and progressive, though slow, but didn't profane his feelings, and didn't take the initiative to provoke a group of women, so he could keep the bottom line!
At that time, he was a little busy and not so delicate. In fact, he didn't understand romance. For example, his joint account, his preparations for the festival and the scene of his marriage proposal at that time all seem beautiful. It's a pity that she was blinded by lard at that time. She felt that he only had career in his eyes, and chatting with her was inseparable from that circle. She just felt bored With irritability, even feel that he is a man of gold and jade, do not know how to get rid of the secular, so when two people together, often in the end are partial to the cold end of the unhappy, she is not willing to speak, his words even less! In fact, if she had no cold face to him, no inner disgust, no rigorous and micro contrast, or even just tried to communicate with him, they might not have come to today.
The fact is so ridiculous, once those qualities that she did not even despise, this moment in her eyes is so valuable! She has seen too many rich and powerful men, who are really the first and the second. The most obvious thing is that they treat their dirty wife coldly and seriously, enjoying the gentleness of their wives. Different women would rather empty their bodies and anger their wives than go home to pay the public food. In fact, men's bodies are limited, and they are happy when they are free at home I can't get up!
Chi he didn't have no desire for her, but at that time she thought highly of herself and didn't want to agree. This is what she regrets very much today. There is an essential difference between a man's real getting a woman and simple emotional giving. Just like her at this moment, she hates preciseness in her heart, but she always does I can't forget him. Sometimes I wonder if he will think of her when he has no money? Will you come back to her again? If she comes back, will she forgive him and give him another chance?
This idea came to her more than once. She even thought that if they had children at that time, would they be different today? Can she continue to be happy?
At this moment, her mind was deflected and could not be determined, because she was not the state when he left her two years ago. No matter from the outside or the inside, it was no longer the beginning.
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In a trance, I don't know how long I've been standing. When Guan Guan came back to herself, her body was already a little sore, and the picture of her mobile phone stayed on the page of the address book with Chi he's phone.
Five years, he still used that number, did not change the number!
Should I look for him?
Do you want to pierce this layer of paper?
He should know nothing about what happened in those years. If she died and came back, would he still remember the old love? Her face has changed, and she is not the same. How can she explain the past events? Can he accept Guan Guan now?With his current contacts, if he really wants to know something about her, she can't hide it! If she asks for him, will he give her a hand and pull her? The key point is that if the events in the past five years are just accidents and amnesia, it's OK. If the inside story of the past five years is revealed together with the events of that year
This consequence, she dare not think!
It's too hard to be Guan Sihui. It's hard to say the price!
The key is that she drove away his luxury car at that time. She knows nothing about his state and situation after the accident. Now he can't be compared with him at that time. Even his attitude is not clear. How can she touch this knot easily? Who knows what will happen in the end?
However, the brilliant period of the actress's career is only two years. She has a late start, and the only way to win is to be willing to open up. She has no advantage in age. If she stagnates at this time, what will she do to make money? Without money, where did she get the dividends from her previous investments and promises to investors?