"I can't look back!"
It's also half true and half false. With that, Guan Guan's tears are still pouring down. Naturally, her emotions are not all false. I have to say that she is the same kind of person as rigorous and micro. Her ideas are almost the same. Especially today, after five years of intermittence, her ways of doing things are almost the same!
As long as it's a lie, there will be loopholes, especially for Chi he, who is so smart that he is likely to see through any irrationality. Only true experience can bring out true feelings and touch people's hearts.
Therefore, when I think of the past, I always say that Guan Guan has been crying, and that kind of tragic feeling can not be expressed simply by the emotional outburst of acting:
"I don't want to come back, I don't want to be Guan Guan, I can't help it. When I remember that I was Guan Sihui, I was not Guan Sihui. What can I do? I don't want everything to happen! "
Thumping his head, Guan Guan's voice was hoarse and out of control: "why should I lose my memory? Why don't you let me forget all of them and remind me of some? Why did this happen? I hate it ~ "
at this moment, Guan Guan's mood is not acting, but a natural leakage. She came from a very good family, at least in material terms, she had no worries about food and clothing. Even in the first two years after the accident, she didn't feel decadent, even though she was full of passion, she thought about how to live a good life. Until she thought of everything forgotten, until she was cheated out of money, the man suddenly disappeared completely, at that moment, she was completely defeated.
All the good fortune of her life seemed to have been used up at that moment.
From childhood to adulthood, she is smooth, all the way through, she is not the kind of brainless woman, so never thought such a thing would happen to her, but also a cheat for many years!
Think about it, from the accident five years ago, her whole life began to overturn. Before, she seemed to have everything at hand, but after that, a simple wish always backfired.
For the first time in recent years, she learned what it means to "regret trying to hit the wall". However, this lesson is too cruel and painful, and her back road is blocked. She has no face to come back, and she also knows that she can't go back to the past after she comes back. She used to live a very delicate life, but she is picky about all kinds of dislikes. I don't know if God deliberately punished her, so she took back all her kindness After that, he has changed, and even her once most powerful Guan family has gone downhill. Now she is living a sloppy and miserable life, but she still thinks that "it's better to live than die" and has to work hard.
For the first time, Guan Guan burst into tears in front of people.
She has been repressed for so long that she has no chance to find someone to cry.
Claiming to be cold hearted, Chi he is still moved by her cry. No, maybe it's not the strange cry that really moves him, but the past that is full of too much true feelings and provoked:
it turns out that so many things have happened to her!
You can imagine what kind of life she has been living these years! No wonder, no wonder she became what she is today. No wonder she didn't come back and became another person!
They all say that "human nature is good", but "without suffering from her people", really "don't persuade people to be kind"!
But when I think about it, what does she have to do with Jiang Nianhua? Silence for a long time, the last, heartache, but also only endless sigh.
He tried to lift his body several times, but Chi he didn't move at last. He didn't even lift his hand again. After Guan Guan's vent was almost over, and his voice dropped, he said:
"the past is over! You didn't come to let me hear you cry, did you
If it wasn't for once, he would have softened his voice!
But, it's a pity that she hurt her brain. It's been a little long.
He didn't remember many details of that year. At this moment, he seemed to know the reason why she had done everything. It was really reasonable. At least Chi he didn't hear anything wrong. Naturally, he wouldn't hear it either, because Guan Guan's seven eight Chengdu story was true, and she didn't even lie on her micro expression Signs, even not afraid of him to check, her amnesia is the best excuse not to say, the only hiding is her real past with rigorous micro.
But in the past between them, apart from the two of them, who will know? I'm an orphan. I don't have a friend!
Before, when he was sweet to her, this identity actually made her give him a lot of sympathy points, otherwise women are stupid? Sometimes it's just because you feel sorry for someone. Maybe it was because of his weak identity that she lost Jingzhou carelessly and was cheated so miserably. Who would have thought that an orphan who didn't have half a cent to rely on would dare to cheat her?
She was also too conceited, underestimated the greed and courage of human nature, because she was too fearless, so even though she thought that the reason for being strict and subtle might be to figure out her family background and to be suspected of eating soft food, she still accepted his ardent and focused love, because there were no boys in their family, and his father always wanted to find a man to take over their family, at least that was the idea at that time Therefore, compared with those who are powerful and have a good family background, his better control of the orphan's identity does not reduce his many advantages. On the contrary, he is excellent, affectionate, understanding women, gentle and considerate, hissing and asking for warmth, which meets her spiritual needs to the greatest extent.To be more precise, except for not having a good background and family background, he fully conforms to her ideal imagination of a man. But family background, she does not lack, what she wants is a man's romantic love and company, which he has given her!
However, she never thought that his understanding, his everything may be targeted.
Sure enough, there is no perfect man in the world, nor should there be perfect love. Although she claims to be smart, she is still a stupid woman deeply poisoned by brainless idol drama. She thinks that as long as she is sincere and works hand in hand, she will not be worse off than anyone in the future. Even she thinks that he may not be so perfect after marriage, and there are also pre marital pursuits during this period But what does it matter? She can get along with her day and night without the trouble of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship. She is confident that she can handle all other relationships well, even if his love for her is weakened or even he doesn't care about her old love. Can she lift him up with her family background and contacts, but can't she trample him down? How to think, he can't make this kind of decision, the gain is not worth the loss!
So at that time, she was very confident, but she didn't think that the snake catcher might be bitten by a snake! It's really a good card to catch wangchan, but she beat it herself in the end!
For a time, Guan Guan didn't speak for a long time, and Chi he didn't make a sound. For a time, the air seemed to condense completely.
Until Guan Guan raised her head again, she found that the man opposite seemed even colder than she expected: the man who almost walked into the auditorium with her and spent his life with her often thought of the man who could still make her feel human feelings and warmth in the past two years. Unexpectedly,
all the men were cold and thin!
After pulling the corners of her lips bitterly, Guan Guan's heart cooled in an instant:
is it really hard for her to pass this time? She has already thought about it. She gambles on the truth but doesn't ask for emotion. She only wants money - the chance to make money. Can't she exchange it for a chance?
So she said the bloody past, except for the real situation of the swindler, she hardly concealed it! He is her only hope. This is the man who once promised her too much. How can he treat her like this? What's more, she is also an indirect helper!
At the intersection of eyes, unconsciously, Guan Guan's eyes still showed a trace of emotional hatred. Although it was only a flash, Chi he caught it. On the contrary, it was this trace of too real emotion that made him feel sorry and compensate. This time, without waiting for her to speak again, he took the lead in saying:
"you know, I always feel sorry I hate this circle, so I never get involved! I can give you money, or if I can, I will give you a hand, but it doesn't involve specific resources, just this time! No matter whether you are Guan Guan or Guan Sihui - "
after glancing at the contract on the table, Chi he said," it's just a deal! Only this time! You should know how much this contract is not worth. I want it, but I don't have to! "
Chi he's meaning is very clear. He can help her solve her immediate difficulties, but he won't help her get capital and resources. Moreover, if she acts in his name in the future, he won't admit it!
This is a little compensation for her!
At this time, Chi he's brain is not clear about the past gratitude and resentment. She is in business and business, plus the past feelings. He can't do nothing. Although he has a better choice and result now, even if she wasn't tired by him, she blocked the disaster for him. In the end, she can't get rid of him, so it should be compensation!
It has to be said that Guan Sihui or Guan Sihui really knows the advantages and disadvantages and the utilization of resources. In this point, a woman seems to be much more stupid than her. If he doesn't do it, she doesn't know how to open up!
With a bright eye, Guan Guan finally laughed: "thank you! I just want to be able to continue to mix in the circle and make money on my own
She shouldn't have fantasies. Chi he is not a fool. How can Guan Guan win him so easily with a little understanding in the past?