15 Zinu was nervous

Zinu and Buli left the hospital. As a they reached their room, Buli made dinner for them. After dinner they went to bed. Zinu could not sleep properly at night.She had a lot of things in her mind. She didn't want to bring the child in this world.How would she raise the kid? No, tomorrow she would abort the kid. After taking the decision,she felt a sharp pain on her chest. She felt her little bump and slept. In her dream she saw a little girl running towards her and kissed on her cheek. Zinu woke up abruptly.How would she kill her child?She again got confused.

In the morning,after breakfast,Zinu and Buli, both went to the small balcony, to talk. Zinu knew she need to talk to someone to clear her thoughts. She had to decide quickly. "Buli, now tell me, what should I do? " Zinu asked. Buli knew Zinu was nervous. So she doesn't want to make her more nervous. She knew she had to answer her very carefully. But she could not advice her friend to keep the baby, as it would be very hard for her friends."See Zinu, I know you are very strong girl. So, it will not be very hard for you, whatever decision you take. You will cope with any situation. But, one thing I know if you would decide to give birth to the baby, then your life would totally changed. You would be different Zinu, after becoming a mother. A big responsibility would be upon you. How would you raise the baby as a single mother? What will you tell your child when he or she would ask about his or her father?You don't know who is the child's father. You neither saw his face nor have any clue. The people here know you. They would slander you.What will you do when the people around you would call him a bastard child? "

"What if I leave the city for good? If I would shift to a new place then these types of problems would not creat. right? " Zinu asked.

Buli stared at her friend with wide eyes and opened mouth.What her friend is speaking? Is it easy to do as spoken? Are she mad? "Zinu, what are you saying? What do you mean by go to a new place? How will you survive there?Where will you get a job? Do you have any money? Do you know how much money would be needed to raise a child? What will you tell your mother? Zinu,don't think emotionally. Truly speaking, I would support whatever decision you take. But think properly. "

"Buli, see I know it is not a wise decision. But,now I am feeling a tie with child after hearing the doctor's advice.How, could I kill my baby, before it's birth? I will tell my mother everything. I believe, she will support me too. I will take her to new place. Then she would be able to live with me. We both can support each other. Our examination results will be declared by this week. I hope I will get good marks. I will apply for a job.Hopefully with my experience certificate I can get a job easily. Let me fight for my unborn child. I thought I am not ready to be a mother, but what doctor had told is right. Many people is trying to get a child but, don't able to get one. God has gifted me the child, may be it was unplanned but l can't deny it" Zinu replied with a sad smile.

" And what about it's father? Would you search him? "Buli asked.

" Yes! I will. I thought at first that I will not search him. I didn't want to tie him to my misfortune.I didn't want to take chance for a deed, which we both done unknowningly.But,now I am thinking that, may be this is destiny. May be this child has come to my life to change me and my life. For the sake of my child I have to search him.I have to tell him about his child.Would he accept or not that is not matters.But it is my duty to give my child a chance to know it's father as well."Zinu replied with determination.

After that both friends planned their strategies to find a new place, job and also find the child's father. They decided to find a place within one month and then shift. Otherwise, people would started to talk about her pregnancy, when it will be visible.

Next day, she visited her mother. She told her everything. Her mother shocked. She didn't want her daughter to follow same path as her.

"Zinu, you should abort the child. I don't want your life too be waste like mine. "Her mother said Worriedly. " Mother, don't worry. I would be able to rise my child alone as like you. Moreover you are also with me. "Her mother sighed.

Zinu hugged her mother and smiled. " Mother pack all your things and get ready to go there. I hope I would get a suitable job for me and a place to live.But don't tell anyone about our shifting.If Jullie and Camilla would come to know this,they would creat havoc"

"Ok dear! And how is my grandchild? Are you craving for something? I will cook for you. "

"Mom, Cook anything. I am not craving anything now. " That night she slept with her mother.

Next day, her results declared. Buli and she both got good marks. They were very happy. They went to a restaurant to celebrate their success.

As per their plan, they went to the hotel where the party was held. Zinu have to find out the person, who was Unknowingly tied to her life . She again remembered everything when the reached the hotel. She remembered what she wrote on the note and left it for the men. She wanted to slap herself. 'Why did I write him that he should not search me?If I didn't write that note, It would be easy for me to find him , if he himself searched me. But now I closed that way, myself.But , that time I thought that I would not need him .How could I know that I would be pregnant for that one night and need him again.What if he thought that I am a whore and hate me?What if he is already married? What if he is an old man? Oh no! What will I do? I think I should not search him. '

"What can I do for you,Miss? " Without realising, they were in front of the reception of the hotel. Zinu came to reality, "May I have a favor? "

"Yes mam? " said the receptionist.

"I want to know about a guest of your hotel, who stayed here three months ago. Will you help us? "

The receptionist stared at them like a allien.

"Sorry madam, I can't help you. It is against our business rule."

Zinu pleaded, "Please, brother. It is very important for me to know. I also spent there one night. I want to know in whose name, the room was booked. I also ordered a dress from your reception. The room number was 4007"

The receptionist said with hesitation, "Sorry madam. I could not help you. That room is the best room of our hotel. It is presidential suite for our VVIP customer. No, general person allowed to enter that floor. And the information of that floor is also the top secret. You are lucky that you could spent your night there. "

Both friends realized that it is no use to keep him asking. So They left the place.

"Now what? We cannot find him easily. May be he is very influential person. " Buli said with frustration.

"Don't give up. There may be something we could get if the fate is that" Zinu said with a sigh and left the hotel.