Chapter 14.5

Vi9-12 minutes 07.02.2021

“Does it hurt?”

“Keep going. I’m good at handling pain.”

It felt like the finger was used to stretch inside. As the muscles stretched, the discomfort got worse.

“I’m not saying it hurts,” Jaeyoung softy said, unlike a person who had put their finger in another person’s anus.

“I know the principle of feeling pleasure through the stimulation of the prostate. Since it’s also used in urology treatment.”

After making sticky sounds for a while, he turned his finger and pressed down somewhere. It felt strange for a moment. Then, Jaeyoung’s finger was removed and a blunt thing touched his ass. Even if it was something that he had anticipated, he still got goosebumps down his spine. In his mind, Sangwoo tried to push Jaeyoung’s chest away from him, but instead, he put his upper body closer to him.

“Wait. Let me check the diameter.”

“… don’t use such words in a situation like this.”

“The rectum isn’t elastic at all. If you make a mistake…”

“I’ll take care not to hurt you.”

Jaeyoung wasn’t smiling one bit. Sangwoo could tell that he was as nervous as he was himself. His hands were sweaty with anxiety. He seriously pondered whether or not it would be better to stop at this point, but a thick object incomparable to a finger opened the entrance. Even if Sangwoo closed his mouth tight and put up with it, he was screaming inside. Jaeyoung, who had slightly entered him, frowned and exited again. He squeezed the lube at random and then pushed back in, making Sangwoo absorb the cold gel within himself.

Sangwoo clenched his teeth in order to prevent making any noise. He really put up with the pain well. However, it naturally wasn’t easy since it was something he was experiencing for the first time.

Jaeyoung grabbed Sangwoo’s hand and interlocked their fingers. He moved slowly while looking at where they connected, and then collapsed forward. He touched Sangwoo’s ear and kissed him much more roughly than he usually did. Sangwoo held his breath with his mouth open and remained still. His mind went blank and his heart was pounding. His nerves were on edge. It seemed to go deeper and deeper, but he couldn’t tell where it would end. Jaeyoung bit Sangwoo’s lips.

“You’re doing this on purpose, aren’t you?”

“Wh….at?”

Jaeyoung took a deep breath and put the words together very slowly.

“Please. Relax. It’s going to tear.”

“…”

“Come on, calm down and… try to think about something you like, in order to relax. Something like a forklift.”

“What kind of bullshit is that?” Sangwoo fiercely replied.

His voice came out hoarse, as if to convey his anxiety. Jang Jaeyoung seemed to be able to joke freely, but Sangwoo couldn’t. It was something that had started with his own permission, but all he felt now was that he’d gone nuts.

Jaeyoung slightly raised his head and made eye-contact with Sangwoo. His face was distorted, so Sangwoo felt frustrated.

“What’s up with that look?”

“It hurts like hell.”

“What? Reasonably speaking, who would hurt more?”

“I don’t know. I’m saying that it hurts.”

“Oh…”

Sangwoo felt like crying.

“Just get over with it quickly.”

“No, fuck… See for yourself. What’s the point of just going a quarter way in, not going all the way?”

Sangwoo shook his head. He really didn’t want to look at it. Theoretically, he’d heard that it hurts to be the one to receive, but he had no idea why it would be the opposite. Something didn’t seem to be quite right.

“I don’t feel any pleasure at all. Take it out,” Sangwoo said as he pushed Jaeyoung’s shoulder.

Jaeyoung frantically shook his head and embraced Sangwoo’s neck. Clinging onto him, he responded, “No. I don’t want to.”

“Take it out while I’m being nice.”

“Then… Do you want to try reciting Pi digits? Yeah, I’ll withdraw as soon as you can recite it to 100 decimal places.”

“… You think I can’t do it?”

“Hurry.”

‘Isn’t he a lunatic?’

Sangwoo feigned a smile, but Jaeyoung’s expression was serious. Sangwoo didn’t know why he had to recite Pi digits because he was in the position of sticking his dick into someone else’s behind, but he opened his mouth because he thought Jang Jaeyoung wouldn’t give up if he didn’t.

“Fine. 3,1415926…”

If it were 100 digits, he’d be able to pass it within two minutes. He felt a bit relieved at the thought that this madness would be over as long as he endured it for a little longer. Sangwoo closed his eyes and recited the numbers that came to his mind.

“535897… Umph, Ahhh!”

However, Jaeyoung, who had been still, suddenly squeezed through a narrow gap.

When Sangwoo stopped talking, he stopped moving as well.

“No, nothing’s wrong. Continue,” Jaeyoung said with an innocent look when Sangwoo glared at him.

“932…38… Ah, ah…”

“Please go on.”

“46… Nggghh… Wait. Stop…”

“Sangwoo, did you forget? You know a thousand digits.”

“1,024 digits… Aaaaah!”

He couldn’t help screaming. When he let his guard down a little, Jaeyoung pushed his length in. This time, he didn’t just slightly push in. Something that exceeded the maximum allowable dimensions came into contact with his tight, stretched skin. Flesh pushed way over the limit into his tightest part. Sangwoo tightly closed his eyes in tears.

“Hurts. It hurts.”

He punched him on the shoulder, but Jaeyoung didn’t care and moved his pelvis to insert his penis.

“It’s fine. It’s fine.”

“It’s not fine. Check if it’s bleeding. Hurry.”

Jaeyoung sighed and looked down when urged to do so because Sangwoo didn’t have any courage to check it himself. Then he shook his head violently and rested his forehead against Sangwoo’s neck.

“This doesn’t feel right. Let’s stop and do something else.”

“Aish.. Wait a second, please.”1

Jaeyoung raised his eyes and squeezed gel onto the place where they were connected. He slipped off-center a little, then reentered lubed up. It was a strong thrust that shook his body.

Sangwoo tightly gripped Jaeyoung’s shoulders and endured the shock. To allow this kind of thing to happen, he was definitely absolutely insane. Something nonsensical was filling his gut. Sangwoo clenched his teeth to avoid letting out a groan.

Jaeyoung raised his upper body by using his palm. He looked down at Sangwoo and slowly began to move his pelvis. He was biting his lips with a distorted expression. It was clear that he wasn’t feeling any pleasure either. As expected, there was no way men could become intimate.

‘I hope it ends soon.’

Now, there was only one thing Sangwoo wanted. If he got him even a little bit aroused, wouldn’t he come quickly? Sangwoo wrapped his palm around Jaeyoung’s cheeks and pulled them towards himself while feeling that he was grasping at straws. When he kissed his lips, he stopped moving and leaned on Sangwoo’s chest. Heavy breaths entered and exited his mouth and his chest showed his heavy panting.

“Why aren’t you doing it? Is it because it hurts?”

Jaeyoung didn’t answer. Instead, he slightly raised his head and looked at Sangwoo with a relaxed gaze. Sangwoo forgot how to breathe for a second. Even if there wasn’t the pleasure that he had anticipated, his heart raced when he faced a naked Jaeyoung.

Sangwoo groped his sweaty thighs as he was catching his breath. Jaeyoung trembled as he moved all the way to the small of his back with his fingertips. Sangwoo put his lips close to his ear, and wrapped around the back of his neck. Then, in a low voice, he whispered, “Hyung, you said you wanted to have sex with me. Hurry up.”

Jaeyoung’s eyebrows furrowed. He suddenly completely leaned against Sangwoo. While Sangwoo blinked without knowing it, he removed himself in a temperamental manner.

“Aish, why are you suddenly doing things you normally don’t?”

“…”

Jaeyoung removed the condom, tied it up by making a knot and threw it somewhere. He had achieved his goal.

However, despite having ejaculated, he was still fully erect. Sangwoo belatedly checked the size of it and felt embarrassed at the fact that that had entered him. As Jaeyoung tried to pick up a new condom, Sangwoo crawled forward on his hands and knees and grabbed his arm.

“Not this, do something similar to last time.”

“Why? I don’t want to. I couldn’t even do it properly.”

“There’s nothing wrong with not being able to do it properly. It’s fine if you do something you’re better at.”

“Who can’t do it properly!” Jaeyoung shouted with an angry face. A small sigh followed.

“You’re too tight… It’s because it’s too erotic.”

“Think about it. There’s no way narrow things can stretch, and there’s also no way that erotic things can turn non-erotic.”

Jaeyoung chuckled and looked at Sangwoo. He seemed to have regained some of his usual composure.

“But since I’ve come once,  I can pay attention to other places.”

Jaeyoung ripped the condom open without any time for Sangwoo to stop him. He grabbed the tip and put it on quickly, then put his face close to Sangwoo.

“Give me just one more chance.”

“…”

“Just five minutes.”

It was time to immediately refuse, but Jaeyoung’s expression was too serious. Sangwoo fell for that desperate gaze.

“…Then just five minutes.”

Anyway, he didn’t think it would be a lot different if he had to endure what had failed for another five minutes. Sangwoo didn’t like it that way, but he lay down again while feeling that he should let him do it again. When he heard the squeeze of the tube, Jaeyoung covered his body again. However, this time, he flipped over Sangwoo’s body. He gently moved under the force of the push and found himself lying on his stomach.

“…Sunbae?”

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