Chapter 109

An's dreams, the fireworks by the river, the campus of the University, his face... Keep switching in the dream, like expired film.

"Yan Bo, I'm sorry..." she cried out his name sadly.

How could she be so bad and forget so much about them.

Ann grabs the bed sheet with both hands and sits up suddenly. Her eyes twinkle when she sees her clothes.

"Little, you wake up." Huo tingshen came in with hot porridge, "eat something first."

Anxi stares at Huo tingshen and says: "you go, I, don't, want, see, arrive, you."

She bit every word and said it very clearly.

"Little..."

"If you don't go, I'll go!" Ann propped up her bed, put on her shoes, and wiped horting with a cold face.

As he passed by, horting grabbed Ann's wrist and said, "I'll go."

He put the steaming millet porridge on the table in the living room, took the coat on the sofa, got up and left, opened the door, the wind and rain came in, cool and humid in the air.

"Remember to have porridge." Huo tingshen finished, took the door to leave, the rain outside seems to be bigger.

Ann bit her lips and leaned on the door weakly, murmuring: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

It's her fault. She's sorry for Huo tingshen and Yan Bo

It rained heavily all the time. In the evening, Bai Jie came over.

"You." She sighed bitterly and put her coat on ANN.

Ann looked around at Bai Jie and cried out with a cry, "I feel so bad! It's like dying. "

Bai Jie didn't say anything to comfort her. She patted her on the back and accompanied her quietly.

Until Ann breathing gradually stable, she took a paper towel to help her wipe her tears, gentle way: "you first rest, I go to cook."

Ann sniffed: "OK."

The porridge on the tea table was cold. Bai Jie took it to the kitchen and poured it out. She lowered her eyes and showed her sad face.

It's raining outside. It seems that it's getting heavier.

For several days, Bai Jie accompanies her every day. Ann doesn't talk. She never bothers her. She just makes good meat and vegetable dishes on time, which Ann likes to eat.

"I'm fine." Ann finally couldn't help holding Bai Jie's hand, "don't you want your work? Hurry back. "

Having been with Bai Jie for so many years, I know that she has always been "working as big as heaven". Now she has been delayed for many days, and she is not at ease.

"It's rare to have such a beautiful place." Bai Jie laughed, poured a glass of water and handed it to an, "why, now I want to drive people out?"

Ann pinched her eyebrows: "I'm really good. You don't have to worry."

"Since it's good, why don't you go back?" Bai Jie suddenly said, seeing an's face suddenly changed, she couldn't bear it, but she still insisted, "you're so hard for yourself, and Gu Yanbai can't live."

An hand a shiver, the water splashed out of the quilt, instant hot red skin, tears "Bata Bata" fell down.

"Does it hurt?" Bai Jie took away the water cup, grabbed Ann's hand and put it under the tap to flush, "Why are you suffering?"

An said with a bitter smile, "thinking of the lush grass in front of his grave, I don't think I should be happy."

"I think he will blame me."

Bai Jie holds an's hand and says: "Xiao, Gu Yanbai loves you so much. He would rather die than be happy."

"Yes, he would rather die by himself... But how could he die?" Ann hugged Bai Jie and cried, "it's a living person, how can he die..."

"Cry, and then start a new life." Bai Jie whispered, "don't miss it again."

I don't know how long later, Ann's tears stopped, but she still leaned on Bai Jie's shoulder, like a lost beast, motionless.

"Dong Dong"

A quick knock on the door interrupted the silent atmosphere. An's heart "clattered" and said in surprise, "who's here?"

Bai Jie opens the door and cosine comes in anxiously. When she sees an, she goes down on her knees.

"Young lady, please help young master!" The man with iron bone is scarlet now.

An in the heart "clap Deng" a, stagger back a few steps, "he, he how?"

Her heart suddenly shrunk, huge fear overwhelming surge, she stared at the cosine: "what's the matter?"

In the heavy rain, the car went in a hurry, got on the helicopter that had been prepared for a long time, went directly to the hospital, and an Di ran into the inpatient department.

Cosine said that when Huo tingshen went back in the rain, he had a high fever on the same day, but he didn't take medicine or injections. Fortunately, his fever subsided, but he worked twenty hours a day. He lost a lot of weight and could only rely on nutrient solution every day.

The doctor said that if he continued to think like this, he would certainly collapse.

But they used all the methods, no one can change his decision, he seems to be punishing himself.

Bai Jie fell behind and grabbed cosine's arm: "wait a minute."

Ann staggers to the inpatient department and sees the doctor and nurse pushing Huo tingshen into the operating room. She nearly falls to the ground in the dark.

"Small!" Bai Jie holds an and sits on the bench in the corridor, "are you ok?"

Ann shook her head and cried in her voice: "no, not at all."

She suddenly remembered that the day when Huo tingshen left, it was raining heavily. She didn't even think about whether he would be ill.

She was completely immersed in the guilt and sadness of Gu Yanbai, and didn't realize that he was also very sad.

"Creak"

The door of the operating room opened, the doctor came out, took off the mask and looked at the people: "who are the family members?"

"I, I am his wife!" "How's he doing?" Ann said anxiously

"Sorry, we tried our best."

In the dark, Ann saw the nurse pushing Huo tingshen out, rushed to hold him, and screamed: "no!"

Isn't it just malnutrition? Why do you die?

Is God punishing her? Take away Gu Yanbai, and now take away Huo tingshen?

may not!

"I love you, I love you!" Ann cried out of breath, "I just haven't figured out how to face you... But I love you."

Heartache as if unable to breathe, life is meaningless.

Cosine secretly pulled Bai Jie's arm and said in a low voice, "is it too much?"

Just now, the calm woman held him to fight with poison.

But looking at the young lady crying so miserably, he was worried about whether the young master would crush him when he woke up.

"Do you have a better way?" Bai Jie looked at him lightly and continued to calm down to see an's sincere confession.

Cosine's eyes flashed and his mouth closed.

"Don't cry, little boy."

Ann cried selflessly: "I love you, please don't die... You die, how can I?"

Her broad fingers caressed her hair gently: "I will not die."

Ann hugs Huo tingshen's arm and wipes her eyes. The blurred world becomes clear again. Although Huo tingshen's eyes are deep, they explode in her mind.

"You lied to me!" She growled, "Huo tingshen, do you think it's interesting to see me sad? "It's fun?"

She turned and ran, tears falling to pieces.

"Small!" Bai Jie stopped her in time, "I arranged it."

An's eyes widened in disbelief: "Bai Jie, how can you..."

"You, how can you..."

"If hortensen really died, you would be in agony." Bai Jie said slowly, "why did you leave when he came alive? If he's dead, what's the use of your tears? "

Ann's body and soul were shocked at the same time. She turned around slowly, ran back quickly, rushed into Huo Ting's deep arms, and murmured: "sorry, sorry..."

Huo Ting holds Ann deeply and feels her return heart.

Bai Jie and cosine look at each other. They leave one after another, leaving the rest of their time for Huo tingshen and an.

"A cup of coffee, Miss Bai."

"No time."

Cosine: --

The rain is still falling, but the ward is full of warmth.

"Open your mouth." Huo tingshen took a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge and carefully blew it into Ann's mouth. He was dissatisfied and said, "it's so easy to raise two liang of meat. Now it's gone."

The corner of an's mouth smoked, stretched out his hand to take over the bowl, "you are the patient, don't make trouble."

After entering the ward, Huo tingshen, like a stimulant, directly hugged ANN on the bed, asked someone to give her a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge, and began to feed her.

"You are my life-saving medicine. When you come, my illness will be cured naturally." Huo tingshen gave her another bite and saw that there were some preserved eggs in the corner of her mouth. He put out the tip of his tongue and licked them gently and swallowed them.

When settling down, his face flushed and he glared at him angrily: "do you think I'm a pig?"

Rain light knock on the window, Huo Ting deep embrace an, whispered: "sorry."

That day, he lost control and hurt her.

"I forgive you." Ann buried her face in his chest and murmured, "please forgive me, too."

Huo Ting deeply kisses her forehead, gently, gently, full of love.

"I will still leave a place in my heart for him." An lie on his chest stuffy way, "he is my past, and you, is my present and future."

Huo Ting was shocked by her words, and the uncertainty in her heart was scattered by her words.

In her past, he had no chance to participate, but now and in the future, there is only him, only him.

"I miss you." Horting put a deep palm on her head and gave it a kiss.

He kisses very carefully, as if worried about hurting her. He rubs his palm across the clothes, but never breaks through the last layer.

Ann's face flushed, eyes blurred, staring at him with watery eyes, hoarse voice: "what's the matter with you?"

Huo tingshen's mood is a little different. She has already felt the change of his body, as well as his tension and forbearance