Chapter 502

Go back?

The world in the book is like a dream to her.

Wake up, the pain will be gone.

So, she doesn't want to go back, don't want to face song Meilan, face Huang Cheng's death

In this way, the fire in her hand slowly approached the novel.

Ning Meng is stupefied to look at the lighter in her hand. When the flames rush up the novel, she feels relaxed.

Free.

Burn the book, then what happened will not happen again?

But the next moment, she suddenly picked up the side did not drink water, directly spilled on the book.

The bottom of the novel is burned black, which doesn't affect reading much, but the cover is also half burnt. Ning Meng stares at the book and suddenly hugs it.

She is reluctant to

Even if those injuries were true, she would not give up.

In this strange world, she has no family, no friends.

But these defects, there are in that world.

There are Huo Beichen, Ning Ke, Ning Wentao, and an unreliable brother In the high school period in the book, in the period of accompanying Huo Beichen in the college entrance examination, although she was very happy, she missed the world eight years later.

I miss the minister who spoiled her to the bone, the beloved madman who has no bottom line, the brother who is not reliable, and even She was vaguely thinking about her wish after eight years

She looks forward to going back eight years later

Now, she can vaguely feel that if she enters the world of novels again, she should return to the moment when she was hit by song Meilan and fainted.

But when I go back, I have to face song Meilan.

Ning Meng is in a daze holding the novel when the doorbell rings.

She looked up in a little daze.

People outside seem to see that she doesn't open the door. They have already started to smash the door with their hands, knocking at the door and shouting: "Ning Meng, I know you are inside, open the door for me! You should pay the rent! "

Rent?

This seems to come from the distant memory of the voice, let Ning Meng back to God.

She rushed back to the bedroom, changed her clothes, and threw the clothes that were too hot to cover her body into the garbage basket. Then she opened the door.

The landlord is an old aunt in her fifties. When she opened the door, she frowned and scolded: "why do you hide at home every day? Are you in any bad business? "

Ning Meng looks stupefied.

The landlord lived opposite her. There are ten houses in this building, which are all the demolition money of their family. They live by collecting rent, so they meet almost every day.

For landlords, the people in front of them are just tenants they met yesterday.

But for Ning Meng, although she only spent one day in the real world, she seems to have spent one year.

Yes.

After eight years in the book, a few months later, she stayed for half a year again eight years ago.

Together, I haven't seen you in a year?

She only felt that the landlord in front of her was like her dream and her face was in a trance.

When the landlord finished speaking, he saw that she didn't respond, and looked at his eyes, which was a little bit wrong. He was afraid at once, "Hey, what are you talking about? You don't really do bad things, do you? "

"No."

Ning Meng Nuo opened his mouth and looked a little dull. "What are you doing?"

The landlord's aunt hurriedly opened her mouth: "collect the rent!"

"Oh, just a moment."

Ning Meng turns around, enters the room, picks up her wallet and takes out the prepared money. She suddenly thinks that she has prepared the money before she put on the book. Today, she plans to send it to the landlord, but forgets.

It seems that everything in the world is far away.

She handed the rent to the landlord, closed the door and looked into the room again. The wind, which was about to be finished, was gone.

She sat stupefied on the sofa and put the novel aside.

At this time, the editor of the publishing house called, "Mr. lemon, it's like this. When can you finish the comic of that novel? It's more pressing here. "

Comic book

Yes, she was going to draw a cartoon for this novel.

"Well," she said, rubbing her hair impatiently, "I'll do it as soon as possible."

After hanging up the phone, she collapsed on the sofa for a while, then stood up, opened the door and went out.

She wants to go out for a walk to relieve her mood. The things in her dream are not true. She can't be so depressed.

She wandered back and forth in the community.

Downstairs, Mr. Zhang is cooking. His wife is feeding the cat with a smile.

A young couple just came back from work, cuddling up with each other, flirting on the way, and a good friend, two people are eating a spicy hotAll the people around me seem to be smiling happily. Seeing this, a more intense sense of loneliness surged into my heart.

Ning Meng has been working hard and making money for more than 20 years. She doesn't have time to make friends and hobbies. After graduation, she stays at home and doesn't like to communicate with others. So she has no other friends except the editor occasionally.

She was even more annoyed at this thought.

She found that she had a desire to go back to the book world.

When you go out for a walk, the desire is even stronger.

No.

She won't go back.

She took a deep breath and forced herself to laugh.

In the following days, she lived a full and complete life.

She asked the editor out for dinner, chatted with each other, and met the other people in the cartoon studio. The whole person gradually integrated into the surrounding environment.

She looks very happy and smiles every day. It seems that she will always have a positive attitude, but no one knows that she will cry and wake up every night.

As long as she is asleep, Huang Cheng's death, Huo Beichen's despair, will entangle her whole person in a dream and make her breathless.

Half a month later, the editor couldn't help urging: "Mr. lemon, you have finished the rest of the novels. When will you start painting the one I gave you?"

Ning Meng hears this, Leng Leng.

During this period, she has been rejecting the novel, and the rest of the paintings are almost finished, but the book has never been opened again.

She took a deep breath: "tomorrow."

There are some things that will have to be faced eventually.

That night, she dreamed again.

There is always a voice in the dream calling for her, lemon, lemon

But though she didn't want to wake up from her dream, she didn't want to sink into it again.

She has been trying to keep herself awake and tell herself that it was just a dream, but when she woke up, the pain in her heart told her clearly that those feelings were true.

She stared at the ceiling and couldn't help thinking, is she happy?

During this period of time, I followed the group of people to have a night snack and eat the sea bottom fish in a noisy way. Every day, I broke off and talked with them in the group, but why is the sense of loneliness so strong?

She put her hands behind her head, thought for a while, and got up.

She first had dinner, then washed her hands, which set up the drawing board and picked up the novel whose cover was half burned.

She opened her pen and picked up a pen. She scribbled on the book. She watched Su Tiantian kill four sides. She was vomiting in her heart and recording it at the same time.

Reading this book again, the whole person's feeling is different, because each role in it is alive, even if it is just a passer-by a, has its own life and face.

This kind of novel feeling, let Ning Meng a little stupefied.

She looked back slowly, but more and more surprised.

The author's few, but in front of her presents a living person.

She looked at it and suddenly froze.

Her eyes narrowed sharply and she stared at the book with great effort, which was unbelievable.

In the end, after su Tiantian and Li Yishen deal with all kinds of stumbling blocks in their growth path, Li Yishen's enterprise grows up slowly and becomes the existence that can compete with Huo's group.

Su Tiantian asks Li Yishen, "do we want to kill Huo group? After all, two tigers are not allowed in one mountain. "

Li Yishen frowned and shook his head: "no need."

Su Tiantian is stunned: "why?"

Li Yichen replied: "didn't you find that after Huo Beichen and Ning Meng divorced, his whole life became depressed? I've heard that he doesn't run the company anymore, and just a few days ago, he disappeared. "

Su Tiantian's whole person is confused: "what does it mean to disappear?"

Li Yishen sat on the boss'. I heard that he shared the shares of the company with several people around him a few days ago, including your father. What's your father's relationship with him? "

Su Tiantian is shocked: "Ning Wentao has nothing to do with him but Ning Meng? Is he still missing his ex-wife? "

In the novel, eight years later, Huo Beichen didn't wait for Ning Meng.

Li Yishen waved: "he has no feelings for the ex-wife, and I don't understand the details. I only know that after he divided the shares, people disappeared... "

Suddenly, the TV broadcast a financial news: "according to the reliable news, Mr. Huo Beichen, chairman of Huo group, has died in the villa this morning, which is very sad. According to the employees of Huo group, Mr. Huo is usually cold and ruthless, like a working machine without feelings. He doesn't know what happened. He died in the villa. His funeral is being held. According to the people familiar with the matter, Mr. Huo is trapped by feelings. He died with a letter in his arms. The owner of the letter is unknown. "...

Ning Meng sees here and holds it tightly.

Tears just burst out.

She tightly covered her mouth and stared at the passage unbelievably.

In his novel, Huo Beichen only appears once when he is divorced, which has never attracted the readers' attention. This dialogue is undoubtedly telling us that Li Yishen's company will be invincible from now on.

So Ning Meng didn't pay attention to this detail.

But now we can see

She told Huo Beichen that she would go back after eight years.

Also useful for eight years, let him slowly forget the meaning of pain.

I didn't expect eight years He didn't even forget her. He was born again.

Why is he so stupid!!

Ning Meng is very sad to cry. She suppresses her tears and furiously reads back to see the details of Huo Beichen's funeral

But the author didn't have any description, just the next day, it was su Tiantian who said something to Li Yishen: "do you know a famous cartoonist named lemon? She sold millions of copies of "riding the wind" published abroad, and she also spent a cartoon "Huo Shao's wild girl", which is said to tell her love story in high school. "

Li Yishen asked, "how?"

Su Tiantian said: "she was found to have committed suicide in the villa this morning. After the news of death was released, it was said that she had severe depression and had been taking medicine. In recent years, she had several thoughts of suicide. And the most interesting thing is that her cartoon "the wild girl of Huo Shao" tells the story of Huo Beichen and her first love. At the end of the cartoon, one of their classmates named Huang Cheng died, so they broke up, one went abroad, one stayed, two died one before and one after the other. Everyone said that they were martyred. "

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Martyrdom Depression

Ning Meng tightly covers his heart.

That's Ning Ke!!

I didn't expect that it wasn't just Huo Beichen's suicide, even Ning Kedu

Ning Meng stands up abruptly, pointing to the novel and swearing: "what a shit story! The author, you have been kicked in the head by the donkey! "

Her voice choked, and she continued to scold: "as far as the author's IQ is concerned, you should be sent to the research institute to let the experts see how you have lowered the intelligence of the earth people!"

"What nonsense, what logic? How could Huo Beichen and Ning Ke die? They can't have died! "

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she cried and scolded. At the end of the scolding, her voice was dry. She scolded that she had no strength. She knew that she fell on the ground. Her hoarse voice shouted:" why, why don't I put it in the book? "

She's going back. She won't run away any more!

However, there is no way.

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five years passed.

In the past five years, neighbors and landlords all said that lemon, a famous cartoonist living in that family, was actually a madman.

She scolds a novel every day for hours until her throat is dry.

But with it, her fame is growing. Her comics have sold more than 10000, more than 100000 Her comics were changed by famous companies

She got a huge reward, but she gave all the money to charity, and inexplicably, she paid singer king of heaven star Lin Qiaobai (Lin QB) a fee, and said that she expropriated the copyright fee of his "wrong love" song.

But! She never used it!

But in view of her eccentric temper and lack of communication, this matter has become an unsolved mystery.

That day, Ning Meng finished drawing the manuscript and looked at the novel which was turned to rot by her as usual.

Five years.

She is 26 years old.

In their small place, she is about to become an old leftover girl.

Over the years, she has gained both fame and wealth.

Every day someone introduced her boyfriend. Even Lin Qiaobai wanted to pursue her, but she refused.

Every day and night in the room to draw, she has been unable to distinguish what is true, what is false, even once wearing books, seems to have become a dream.

But she knew that without him, the world would be different for her.

She stayed up all night and finished a cartoon.

This cartoon will be a masterpiece again.

But she was not happy at all. It seemed that those things had nothing to do with her.

The moment she stood up, there was a sudden gloom in front of her eyes.

Before fainting, she saw the novel, which had been scolded for five years, and finally released a ray of white light again.

She widened her eyes and the pupils slowly spread.

She's going back?

She's going back!

She was ecstatic!At this moment, an idea flashed into her mind.

He waited for her for eight years.

And she, in another time and space, also waited for him for five years.

She finally waited for her way home.