18 Chapter 18 - Carina's P.O.V. 11

{** Warning.. Had matured content!!!For18 years and above **}

Before we went home, we had our dinner in a French restaurant. I kept on checking on my phone and felt disappointed. Everytimes I look at it, there was no message from Regan. Ellie kept glancing at me but she didn't say anything. When we got to their house, Mrs Novell happily greeted us. She was watching a French series at the living room.

"Bonsoir cherie, bonsoir Carina." She greeted before kissing us both in the cheeks. Like Ellie, I feel comfortable around her mom. We greeted her back.

"So how's your day ladies?" She said and motioned us to sit on the sofa with her.

"We had a blast. Carina is really a nice girl." Ellie answered lively.

"That's good then. Regan and I arrived an hour ago." I titled my head and looked around us hoping Regan would be there but I didn't see him. I have missed him so much. It was crazy because I just saw him yesterday. Maybe a person In love is really like this.

"Where is he, Mrs Novell?" I asked shyly. I don't know why but I suddenly felt embarrass infront of his mom.

"He went out again. He has another emergency meeting." She smiled at me and tapped my shoulder.

Her stare was like telling me she already knew about my relationship with his son. I nodded my head and told them that I would just go to my room to freshen up.

After taking a bath, I went to check my phone again hoping for his text but there was nothing. I began to feel anxious. He never text me the entire day. 'Did He even remember me? Miss me like I miss him?'

I decided to send him a message but after I typed the short message, I decided to cancel it. Maybe he was just busy, I told myself. I didn't go down to talk to Ellie and her mother. I was just lying on the bed, staring at my phone until I fell asleep.

*****

"I'm sorry. I need to leave you. I am not the right guy for you." Regan said as he stared at me.

Unshed tears were visible in his eyes. My chest tightened. I could see he was also hurt from what he's saying. I tried to touch his cheek but he stepped backwards, avoiding my touch. I began to cry. My heart hurts. I clutched my chest, as if trying to lessen the pain by touching it but the pain was only increasing.

"Please, don't leave me. I need you. I love you." I said and ran towards him.

I embraced him tightly. My body was trembling of fear. Fear of losing him. I felt him hugged me back, kissed my forehead and whispered something I didn't comprehend. Then his arms loosened around me. I saw him crying before he turned his back away from me.

I screamed for his name but my voice wouldn't come out. I saw his back slowly getting far away from me. I ran after him but every step I took only made him quickly disappear from me. I fell on my knees and screamed for him to come back.

"Regan! Come baaaack!"

*****

I woke up with a wet pillow. I sat up and touched my cheeks and they were also wet from my tears. I looked at the wall clock and it was still 5.30am. Then I remembered my dream and I panicked. I quickly went out of my room to his and starts banging on his door but after a minute of knocking, no one opened, I started to cry. 'Where is he? Did he leave me?

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I went out of the bathroom and went straight to the closet to find something to wear. I was busy choosing what to wear that I didn't hear someone approaching me. I gasped in shock when someone wrapped his arms around my waist.

When I felt his strong arms and muscled chest against my back, I instantly knew it was him. The familiar scent and the possessive but gentle touch. I smiled and faced him. His eyes were full of desire. I bit my bottom lip in anticipation.

"You're so beautiful. I want you now." He whispered seductively and he unwrapped the towel around me then threw it at the corner of the room.

His eyes roamed all over my body, the desire in his eyes were so obviously escalating. Then without a word, he cupped my nape and kissed my lips. The first brush of his on my lips was rough. I gasped at the intensity of his kisses. I automatically clung my arms around his neck, even pulling him closer was possible.

He moaned as I kissed him with equal desire. He scooped me up onto his arms and led us to the bed. He gently put me on the center of it, then quickly undressed himself. His eyes never left my body. Then he kissed me again hungrily. His hands were busy feeling every sensitive spots of my body. I returned the favor by carressing his back gently, up and down.

He kisses went down to my throat, where he softly bit and sucked my flesh. His right hand went down to my belly, gently circling around then went down, cupping its target. I moaned in pleasure as he started to play there, making my breath became ragged. I rubbed his arms, encouraging him to continue. When his lips found my breasts, I cried with so much pleasure thus increasing my desire. I couldn't take it anymore.

I gently tugged my hands through his hair as he kept making me squirm. When I felt my peak nearing, he stopped and I moaned in protest. He chuckled and positioned himself between my legs. Before I could catch my breath, he entered inside me.

His pace was fast and I had the difficulty keeping up with his movements. Our labored breaths and moans of pleasure filled the room as he increased his speed. I almost shouted at the unbelievable pleasure he was giving me. I tightened my arms around him and felt his hands went under my hips and raised my butt as he gave all his strength into pounding me.

I clutched into the sheets as I felt my peak coming. Tears were already falling from my eyes as the pleasure controlled my senses. My body shook uncontrollably as my orgasm washed over me. I hugged him tightly again as he kept grinding his manhood inside me but I didn't feel him finish off. When I finally managed to come down from the bliss, he pulled out of me and rolled off me.

"You didn't....." I tried to talk to him but blushed. I couldn't continue to say what I was supposed to ask but he just chuckled.

"Do you want me to?" He asked teasingly and I nodded my head. He gave me an intense pleasure and I wanted to give him that too.

"Then make me come." He said and put his hands under his head, staring at me. My cheeks became hot from embarrassment of what he wanted me to do.

I glanced at his glistening and still erected manhood. I gulped nervously but I also felt the strong desire of having him inside me again. I reluctantly position myself on top of him and I felt his tip grazed on my core. I bit my bottom lip at the sudden sensation it sent me.

My hand grabbed his hard manhood and guided to my opening. He didn't move, all the while watching my every move. His eyes were amazed as he watched our intimate parts become one.

When he was completely inside me, I heaved a sigh of pleasure. He was so big and hard. I put my hands in his chest as I stayed like that for a while, just feeling him inside me. I saw him clenching his jaw, probably wanting to move but he held himself still. When I couldn't take anymore, I began moving myself up and down his shaft.

I heard him grunted and he brought his hands on my butt, squeezing them like encouraging me to go on. My breath became shorter as my pace increased. I closed my eyes and feel the tinging sensation began to build up at the pit of my stomach, down to the center of my being.

"F**k!" I heard him grunted as he embraced my waist tightly for support and started to pound me.

I cried at the sudden attack of intense pleasure. I screamed his name as I clutched on his shoulders as I met his thrusts. My sense reeled as my climax spread all over my body. I leaned over him and bit his shoulder to stop my screams. I felt him groaned loudly as he emptied himself inside me. Our labored breathe were echoing inside the room as we stayed like that, feeling eternity. I didn't want to let go of him. Then I felt him softened and slid out from me.

I raised my head from his chest and stared at him. He lovingly tucked the strands of hair to the back of my ear and

kissed me tenderly. I smiled at him and sighed contentedly. I rolled over to his side Then I felt him got up and reached some tissue papers on the nightstand. To my surprised, he parted my legs and gently wiped my still tender folds, then threw the tissue papers into the garbage bin.

He pulled the cover over us then guided my head to his chest and embraced me. I smiled at him.

"Thank you honey." I whispered happily. He's really loving and caring at the same time. My love for him grows everyday.

"You're welcome my little kitten." He whispered back and kissed my forehead. We drifted asleep like that, into each other's arms. With him beside me, I felt so secure that I forgot about my dream.