" Are you awake?" When Su Wan woke up, the first thing she saw was Lin Yu's extremely handsome languid profile, her youngest husband was indeed the prettiest when compared to his brothers but right now he didn't look like a frail little beauty but rather than that he looked like a cunning wolf who finally ate his fill. Su Wan didn't even realize when she got so engrossed in the pleasure that Lin Yu was giving her that she completely forgot about all the gloomy feelings that were roaring in her heart after that nightmare.
Last night, Lin Yu didn't just make love with her instead he completely crowded her space until she could do nothing but feel and breathe him and him alone.
She tugged on the bedsheet that was covering her and glared at Lin Yu " what do you think?"
" I think that you are awake and feeling great," said Lin Yu with a devilish smile as he tugged the bedsheet away from her body, Su Wan didn't want to let go but after last night. She didn't even have the strength to lift a finger much less fight against Lin Yu whose strength was definitely something that he had hidden very well like his ability to speak coherently. Thus, with a single tug, the smooth bedsheet was yanked away from her body.
Lin Yu's eyes raked every inch of her skin, especially the places where he left his marks which meant every freaking inch of her skin. Su Wan was sure if she were to look in the mirror right now, she would look like she had a battle with a vampire last night and lost. She narrowed her eyes dangerously and sat up straight " were you hiding your strength from me too?"
Lin Yu shrugged and took her in his lap, the head of his member poking her opening which made Su Wan gasp out loud " I didn't.. I never hid anything from you," kissing the curve of her shoulder he fed her an inch of his member, the friction caused Su Wan to groan. She was sensitive and really, really tired to continue her struggle against him. Last night, she had a new understanding of Lin Yu unlike her husbands, he was really too dominating. He didn't listen to a thing she had to say and if she tried to go against him, he would only try to suppress her even more. " You just assumed everything on your own and I just let you think it like that, you can't blame me"
" you are such an a**hole" cursed Su Wan as he began to thrust in and out of her, his pace slow and languid. She tried to get up but Lin Yu's arm around her waist was like an iron grip. He didn't budge for a second, and slowly started to increase his pace " Ne, Wan Wan.. why don't you make me a father?"
Su Wan, who was slowly beginning to enjoy what they were doing, immediately jumped up high in the air like her tail has been stepped on " what? What Father? Have you seen yourself? You are like a kid yourself! What do you want a baby for...Hey!"
She gasped when he gave her hard punishing stroke that sent shivers down her spine, and then a dangerous chuckle resonated next to her ear " If I didn't know better I would have gotten angry but now that I know you a little I know why you put up that stupid conditions"
She stiffened slightly, but then Lin Yu rolled her around so that she was looking at him, his gaze wasn't judging or blaming like her ex-husband but she could feel a sort of loneliness wafting off his body " you are scared of having a child aren't you?"
" I am not" she bristled but her retort lacked the anger she normally would have shown in case she really got angry " I am just not ready"
Lin Yu looked at her eyes but Su Wan seemed to be adamant about avoiding his gaze, he sighed and kissed her forehead " as you wish but" kissing the heel of her hand he softly whispered " I would have loved to have a daughter like you"
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" Wan Wan !" Shen Junxi who saw Su Wan coming out of Lin Yu's room rushed up to her at once, he looked at her overly pallid complexion and glared at Lin Yu. The latter simply shrugged, in a ' what can you do' sort of gesture that made Shen Junxi so furious that he wished he could let Shen Zizhen loose on him. He wanted to say a lot to things to Lin Yu from scolding him for tiring Su Wan to warning him to keep his evil claws to himself but then he remembered the warning of his wife and immediately shut his mouth up as he put his hands on Su Wan's shoulder and dragged her away from Lin Yu, who waved her goodbye with a smile.
Once they were out of Lin Yu's hearing range, Shen Junxi opened his mouth " Wan Wan, you... I know I cannot stop you, after all, you all are still young but I think you should pay attention to your health. Your physique is similar to that of your mother and I am afraid that you will harm your body if you rush a few things, so why not take it easy? You are still young after all."
" I know, Eldest uncle" Su Wan didn't want to talk about this matter anymore. She knew that her husbands wanted a child, especially Lin Yan and Lin Jing, the two of them were the oldest and their urge to have a child was fiercer than everyone else. She still remembered the look of disappointment on Lin Jing's face when he found out that she got her period though they never forced her and even went along with her, Su Wan was certain that they all hoped for a miracle.. Something that she couldn't say for herself.