Chapter 378

With a heavy heart, he read on word by word with expectation.

My son Jin Shaoqin Qi:

When you see this letter, my mother may not be in the world any more. My body, I know for myself, can support you to be born, is already the limit.

Mother can't see you grow up with her own eyes. It's a pity for her all her life. But it's OK. I'll take the first step when you're not sensible, and you won't be too sad, so that you won't feel sad in the future.

Shao'er, the palace has never been a good place. How many people have been buried here all their lives. Mother can't escape this fate.

I don't know how old you are when you read this letter... When you are a mother for the first time, there are always a lot of things you want to say to you, but it's too late, otherwise you won't be so confused.

Mother hesitated for a long time in this letter. At last, she wanted to say something to let you be careful, though I don't know if it will be too late.

Your father is a very arrogant and selfish person. He has lived in his ambition all his life. He has love and hate for me. I am too outstanding. He will feel inferior. If I am ordinary, he will dislike me. Therefore, he is very contradictory. He married a dancer who will listen to him and coax him, that is, the imperial concubine now.

Mother has no feelings for your father, and it's helpless to marry him, so I don't care who he marries or spoils. However, this imperial concubine is not simple, shao'er, you must be careful of her.

It's not terrible that a woman has means and ambition. What's terrible is that her ambition is based on the destruction of this country!

When your father began to be infatuated with her, I found something wrong. It seems that your father was under the control of drugs, and his body and expression were not right. My mother took care to send someone to check. There are some hidden things in the Royal concubine's room.

Unfortunately, she is too clever. The same trick can only be used once. I never get close to her room again.

However, the previous discovery is enough for me to find her flaws. She is not our Anshun person. She seems to have a lot of connections with Guifeng clan

Mother's time is running out. The imperial concubine can't let me disclose this secret to the public. I'm pregnant with you and dare not be careless. So I gave this letter to the Empress Dowager secretly.

Shao'er, my mother didn't fulfill the responsibility of being a mother for a day. She left you a secret which is hard to predict. It's really dereliction of duty.

If there is an afterlife, we will be mother and son again, I will watch you grow up, get married and have children.

This life, the mother can only say sorry, my child.

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Xiao Jinshao's fingers gently brushed a wrinkled place on the paper, which should be left by air drying after being wet by water.

I want to know that it was the tears that the queen shed when she wrote a letter.

Xiao Jinshao's vision blurred again, "mother..."

He clasped his fingers tightly on the table until his knuckles turned white.

Jun Yu Wan looks at him like this, in the heart strange is not taste, she took a handkerchief from the bosom to come out, lightly pressed in Xiao Jin Shao's at present, "Your Highness, empress, she always hopes you happy. She doesn't know how sad she is to see you like this. "

Xiao Jinshao took a deep breath. His eyes and nose were red. He took the handkerchief and handed the letter to Jun Yuwan.

Jun Yu Wan did not immediately take over, she looked at Xiao Jin Shao, the latter bitter smile: "have a look."