He is in this world, and he can't feel any simple happiness.
After Yu Yi fell asleep at night, he left the hospital. He drove to the downstairs of Feng Jian's house alone. Seeing that the building was already dark, Lu Zexiao suddenly felt very sad.
He didn't stay long and then left.
Apart from looking for Feng Jian, he just stayed with Yu Yi in the ward.
When he was standing still at the door of the ward, a nurse passed in front of him and dropped things all over the floor.
Lu Zexiao turned to look at it, and the nurse immediately crouched down nervously and began to pick it up, picking it up in a hurry.
"Sorry Mr. Lu, I didn't mean to."
The nurse looked scared at him, and he didn't show any anger or dissatisfaction. Why would others be scared.
It was the status of the Lu family that gave him a coat since he was a child. He was born to be feared by others.
In the corridor of the hospital, Lu Zexiao sat on a bench at the end and called Li Yixiang.
"What was it like when you first met me?"
After this incident happened in Yu Yi, Lu Zexiao became suspicious of himself. Among the women he had close contact with, Li Yixiang was the first one.
Li Yixiang was caught off guard when he suddenly received a call from Lu Zexiao, "What's wrong with you, why are you asking me so suddenly?"
Li Yixiang paid attention to what happened recently, she could hear the loss and exhaustion in Lu Zexiao's voice.
She has had relatively little contact with Beichuan recently. In fact, she just couldn't let go of the first man she met, so she was unwilling to be tied to Beichuan's side.
She never gave Beichuan an answer, which is why Beichuan couldn't let go of targeting Lu Zexiao.
"It's okay not to answer."
When Li Yixiang heard that it was Lu Zexiao who wanted to hang up the phone, she immediately stopped him, "Wait, I'll answer you."
Li Yixiang on the other end of the phone thought for a few seconds and gave an answer.
"It's just a kind... I can feel your liking, but seeing you as unfathomable, I don't think you will give me a solid and reliable future."
It may be that Li Yixiang was too insecure at that time. Although he met a man who pursued him wholeheartedly, he was afraid that it would be a flash in the pan. He wanted to escape the control of his adoptive father, but he was afraid that he would eventually fall into the hands of his adoptive father.
"Anyway, I have feelings for you, but I'm not someone who dares to touch casually."
This is what the Lu family brought him, a sense of distance.
They used money to create a superior image, which also made Lu Zexiao not feel the emotion he should have at this stage of his life.
Lu Zexiao's past was like Jianjian's now, but at least Feng Jian had insisted on Jianjian's happiness, but no one insisted on such a kind of happiness for him.
"Thanks."
After Lu Zexiao said this, he hung up the phone. He thought about it for a long time that night.
In fact, he was not directly responsible for Yu Yi being injured in a car accident, but indirectly speaking, she was unlucky and he was responsible.
Lu Zexiao decided not to make any further progress until he recovered.
If he is really unselfish and can really treat others well, he can follow the wind and see for a long time in the future. He wants to turn himself into an ordinary person and not let himself be linked to any interests.
Lu Zexiao followed the wind and met for a while, and when he woke up, at least he met the old man's request at that time.
He deliberately arranged Kazami at the place where they met for the first time, hoping that everything could start again.