Looking at Li ruobai's expression, Jiang Yan Haydn said for a moment, and then spoke again.
"And you see, this time we go out, not at home, but abroad. In the face of hundreds of bandits, there are bullets around me at any time. Even many times, the bullets may be only a few centimeters away from my body."
"They tried to kill us, and we also wanted to kill them, not just one, not just ten. At the end of the battle, there may be dozens or hundreds of bodies lying around."
"There are grenades and even rocket propelled grenades around you at any time. When you move forward in the forest, you may step on mines at any time. The mines now are not like those in the film. You may have a chance to dismantle them."
"Now, when I step on the mine, you even have to wait in the urn. Maybe there are only a few fragments of my military clothes. In addition, there may be nothing else."
Some words may be illegal, but Jiang Yanhai knows that Li ruobai is not a person who talks nonsense like that. She is a tight lipped person. For example, Jiang Yanhai has probably guessed why she changed her mobile phone and broke her memory card before.
In fact, he didn't say anything. He was just saying something.
The expression on Jiang Yanhai's face was very plain, but the topic he said in his mouth made Li ruobai feel a little stunned.
Her hands trembled, and even her hands were cold. She grabbed Jiang Yanhai's hand, and Jiang Yanhai also held her hand in the palm with his backhand.
"You... Are 19 this year, not yet 20 years old... You are carrying out... Such a task?" Li ruobai's voice trembled.
Jiang Yanhai always said to perform tasks. She had seen Jiang Yanhai fight with those people before. She thought Jiang Yanhai was a policeman. Later, Jiang Yanhai said he was a soldier. She thought he was a soldier like the armed police. She could not distinguish the armed police from the field troops.
In her opinion, they are almost the same. She believes that Jiang Yanhai is the most important thing, that is, to catch some criminals in the city, or to catch them in other cities.
Although it is dangerous, the probability is not so high, but she never thought that Jiang Yanhai is involved in another battlefield, another battlefield she may have never heard of and never heard of.
But if she remembers correctly, he's only 19.
"Yes, I'm performing such a task now. In the future, my tasks may be more dangerous, and even more times. It's no exaggeration to say that every time I go out to perform a task, I may live and die 50 to 50."
"So, do you understand why I dare not accept your love? It's not that I don't like it, nor that I don't understand, but that I can't." Jiang Yanhai said seriously, holding her hands in both hands.
"As I said, you deserve a better man. Maybe I'm good, but I'm not suitable for you. You deserve someone who loves and accompanies you all your life." Jiang Yanhai smiled, then let go of her hand and stood up.
Instead of going on, he stood up and prepared to walk out the door.
Looking at Jiang Yanhai's back, Li ruobai's big eyes were finally filled with tears. Li ruobai didn't stand up until Jiang Yanhai's back came to the door. His lips trembled and said in a loud voice: "wait."
Jiang Yanhai stopped his steps.
"You promised me that you would stay with me today." Li ruobai said loudly, "and don't forget that even if you don't count today's meal, you still owe me 9 meals. Even if you don't accept me, as you said, maybe I'll find a man who loves me, but your meal must be finished."
Standing there with his back to Li ruobai, Jiang Yanhai smiled bitterly. Is the meal so good?
"Don't talk about the meal first. You promised me to live here today. Men are what they say." Li ruobai said loudly again.
"OK." Jiang Yanhai took a deep breath, didn't leave, but turned and walked back.
Looking around, the sofa and the whole living room were covered with thick and clean carpets. Jiang Yanhai pointed to the ground and said, "then I live here today."
"OK. Wait, I'll find a cover for you." Li ruobai reached out and wiped away his tears, turned and ran to her bedroom.
Soon Li ruobai took out a winter quilt and a summer quilt.
It's neither cold nor hot in the house, even if it's not covered.
Put Xia Liang's quilt on the sofa, and then she unfolded the winter quilt and spread it there just opened by Jiang Yanhai. After spreading the winter quilt, she took Xia Liang's quilt and put it on it.
Then she stood up and ran back to her bedroom barefoot. Soon she took out another pillow and put it here.
"Thank you." Jiang Yanhai took a deep breath.
"There's a bathroom over there. I've prepared a full set of things for you. You can wash." Li ruobai said calmly.
"HMM." Jiang Yanhai nodded, and then walked along the direction of her fingers to the public bathroom on the other side.
Jiang Yanhai opened his toothbrush and began to wash. The man washed quickly. After he finished washing, there was no one in the living room outside.
The light also became dim. Jiang Yanhai stood in place for a while. He sat down in the position paved by Li ruobai on the ground and lay on the quilt.
There was also the pleasant faint smell of her on it.
The living room is quiet.
At the moment, Li ruobai is also sitting on her bed. She doesn't know what she's thinking. Jiang Yanhai's words just turned around in her mind.
For a long time, she seemed to think of something. She quickly stood up from her bed, then went to the next wardrobe, reached out and clicked a mirror on the wardrobe, which lit up directly.
She put her palm on it, and the pattern of scanning the whole palmprint lit up. Soon, when the palmprint scanning was finished, there was a "buzzing" sound of the motor, and the seemingly weak wardrobe door issued a low motor sound and opened slowly.
Inside the thick anti-theft door is a special vault with the size of only seven or eight square meters. Li ruobai walked to a safe inside, which also needs double verification of fingerprints and pupils.
Once again, I opened the safe. It was empty. Only on the top was a ten inch photo.
Li ruobai took it out and ignored the safe. Instead, he went out directly, sat on the bed and looked at the picture in his hand. A girl and a resolute boy on it smiled and smiled happily.
This is the photo left by Li ruobai holding Jiang Yanhai last time. Although she took many photos, there are dozens of them, this is the only one she left after careful selection. She destroyed all the remaining negatives and electronic versions.
Because she thinks Jiang Yanhai's work may be very dangerous, these photos can't be revealed. This is the only one she keeps