Diego's kiss got hotter when he realized that Elena did not reject him at all. Diego began to dissolve in passion and his hands began to touch and gently rub Elena's body. Even now, one hand was squeezing Elena's left chest and one hand was pulling Elena closer to him.

Elena closed her eyes, convincing herself that Diego could touch her because he was her lover and fiancé. Elena had also promised the man to start over and continue their wedding plans.

So, Elena just gave up when Diego slowly began to lie down and lick her white neck.

However, an image of Brian's face appeared in Elena's mind so suddenly. The shadow when that man used to touch her for the first time. And that immediately made Elena stiffen and push Diego's body quickly. Elena's eyes opened wide into Diego's, who looked bewildered with the passion burning in them.

"Elena?" Diego's forehead frowned deeply. The man looked Elena's eyes closely.

"Darling!" Elena's gleam explained everything. The woman didn't want to continue everything. And Diego realized it.

"Sorry darling, I ...." Diego's finger stuck to Elena's lips stopped the woman's words. Diego shook his head.

"No, I should be the one apologizing. I should be able to hold back my desires and not force my wishes on you."

"Darling, I didn't mean ...."

"I understand, you definitely want to do it after we get married and officially become husband and wife isn't it. I should be patient for that. I'm sorry elena."

Diego slowly and gently smoothed the strands of hair on Elena's cheeks and kissed her forehead for a long time, as if to confide in her how much he loved her.

After that he got up from above Elena's body and went to the bathroom to cool off.

Elena, who was still lying on the floor, stared at Diego's back closely. Although Diego tried hard to cover it up, Elena knew that the man was disappointed by her refusal. Elena hated herself who still couldn't erase Brian's image from her mind. She closed her eyes and told herself to love and accept Diego at her side again.

. . . 

Diego stopped in front of the building, actually he knew the reason for Elena's refusal to him at that time. Obviously, Elena didn't reject it because she was waiting for that moment to happen when they were married. It must be because of that guy, Brian. Elena must have thought about the man and made her stop Diego's action. Even though Elena never said her equivalent, Diego knows that Brian already has a place in Elena's heart. Their togetherness made it happen. Maybe even Elena had fallen in love with that man.

Diego sighed slowly. He really wanted to get mad at Elena for that but ... Diego couldn't do anything. It would be Elena's fault if she did all this to save her life. Maybe if he hadn't had that accident, things wouldn't have been like this.

Diego loves Elena very much, and he will do everything he can to make her love him again like before. Diego doesn't want to experience regrets, so he has decided to speed up his wedding plans with Elena. Diego will tie Elena in a marriage bond and keep the woman with him until death. Diego believes that over time Brian's name will disappear from Elena's heart.

Diego took another deep breath and resumed his steps to his rented apartment. Not long after, diego arrived and he could hear the exciting chatter of two women from inside the house. When he entered, Elena and Mira who were busy chatting immediately fell silent. Elena smiled at the diego that had just arrived while Mira immediately lowered her head. The woman tried to avoid looking at diego. She was scared and unable to look the man's sharp eyes. Afraid if diego finds out about what happened three months ago. And Mira also wants to avoid being diego so that she can hide her feelings.

"You're home, darling."

"Yes, and I also bought food on the way home earlier." The diego's right hand went up with a plastic package filled with food.

Elena stood up and immediately took it, "then you immediately take a shower and we eat together."

Diego nodded and was about to go to the bathroom. But he looked at Mira who had been silent and didn't look at him.

"How are you, Mira?" Ask diego small talk. Mira who was asked looked up at diego for an instant and looked away.

"I am good." Mira didn't speak anymore.

"Yes, let's talk later. You better take a shower first, darling," pushed Elena and she immediately went to the corner where the plate rack and began to prepare food that diego brought. Meanwhile the man went to take a shower. Mira clenched her fists, she found it difficult to control her heart rate when near diego or talking to that man. But she had to endure and pretend that Elena didn't get suspicious. Actually Mira really wanted to turn down Elena's offer to stay temporarily at their place. But considering Mira's current state and she had to save on her expenses, she had to survive. Enduring her pent up feelings for diego and enduring to see diego's care, affection and love for Elena. It was very painful for her.

. . . . . 

This morning Elena woke up very cheerful. She was very happy that Mira was staying with them. With Mira, she can relax and don't have to experience what happened a few days ago. The incident when she made diego disappointed by rejecting the act of being intimate with her

. Plus Elena can share stories and have fun chatting with her best friend.

Currently Elena and Mira are busy making breakfast. As usual this morning Elena made special fried rice. Delicious, practical and filling dishes. Mira helps Elena to prepare and chop the onions. And after everything was ready, Elena immediately cooked it. However, while Elena was frying shallots, Mira felt her stomach turn. 

Important Notification

From January 1st to 5th, only update the privileges chapter. so you can read the normal chapter on January 6, 2021.

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