Chapter 246

Qin Jingwen weeps, and the low voice will disperse with the wind, but Qiao shunchen still hears the pain in such a low voice.

"No, what you said is not good. I'm not torturing you. I'm torturing myself. "

How can Qiao shunchen torture her? How can he have the heart to torture her? She is his favorite woman.

"Then I'll leave, I'll take my children far away, you live your happy life, we'll never meet in this life, you won't torture yourself."

Qin Jingwen doesn't understand Qiao shunchen's meaning. He only knows that his actions to her are like a rusty blunt knife, which can't kill her at once, but the knife makes her shiver with pain.

"No, you can't go. You can never leave my world. When you go, my soul is gone. "

If she goes away, he will become a walking corpse. If she goes away, his world will be no more glorious. If she goes away, his life will be meaningless.

"What do you want to do? You want to see my pain to make you happy, right? Seeing my pain is the joy of your life, right?"

Qin Jingwen tried her best to suppress all her emotions for fear of waking up the two children.

"I'm not happy. I haven't been happy since you left me. I have to talk to you..."

"Qiao shunchen, please don't say any more and don't shake my heart. Now I don't know which of your words is true or which is false. "

Qin Jingwen then took a deep breath, because even the breath was trembling when he was crying.

At the moment, she is in addition to sad is angry, want to scold Qiao shunchen once, want to end this kind of ambiguous with him, want to live like a person in front of him.

Qin Jingwen thought so and did so. She reached out and pulled Qiao shunchen's sleeve to the more hidden cloakroom. After the door of the cloakroom is closed, the sound insulation here is very good. No matter how loud she talks, she can't disturb the children.

"Say what you want. What do you want me to do to make you happy

Qin Jingwen finally magnified the volume and finally got angry with him.

But when she looked at his painful eyes, her heart lost its way again.

There was no disgust or hatred for her in his eyes. Although I'm not sure it's care, it's heartache, but at least it's not so hurtful.

"Be my woman, just like before. Wen Wen... "

"No, I can't. Let me be your woman. Kill me. "

Qin Jingwen gave a direct answer.

She is not afraid of death, but she can not be selfish just to be with him without considering the form of being together, regardless of the feelings of children and family.

"You hate me so much?"

Qiao shunchen said more painfully, he knew that his request was too selfish, knew that it was unfair to Qin Jingwen, but he just wanted to be with her.

"I don't hate you, I like you, I love you. Listen to me, Qiao shunchen. I love you. "

Qin Jingwen cried out loudly. After all, she didn't control herself and said the love hidden in her heart. Although this kind of love will be ridiculed, although this kind of love will be ignored, she really hopes that Qiao shunchen will let her go in this love, as long as her plain life is nothing more.

Qiao shunchen was shocked. He didn't expect that Qin Jingwen would love her. She said she didn't love her. It must be false, otherwise Qin Jingwen would not be so miserable.

"But you know, just because I love you and like you, I want to live with dignity and elegance in front of you. I don't want you to look down upon me."

"Qiao shunchen, I don't know when I fell in love with you, but I've decided to forget you because it's impossible between us. So I beg you this time, don't do this to me any more, and let my world be calm. "

Qin Jingwen cried bitterly and miserably. This time she in Qiao shunchen in front of more no dignity, he will not ignore her love, will trample on her love.

Can't manage so much, she's already very bad, even if Qiao shunchen is trampling, there's nothing to be afraid of.

Qin Jingwen has been crying, but has not heard Qiao shunchen respond, maybe her love caused trouble to him.

Qin Jingwen stubbornly wipe away tears, pretending to be a strong mouth.

"I love you, but it won't affect you, it won't disturb you, you can ignore what I said. In terms of the love we used to get along with, in terms of the love of two children, don't treat me as a doll any more. "

Qin Jingwen then turned to leave, but Qiao shunchen held him tightly behind.

"I didn't, I never thought of you as a doll. I've never been afraid that you will affect my life. I don't despise you or hate you. "

On the contrary, he also loves her, unable to extricate himself from love, unable to give up.

"Wenwen, no matter what I said before, don't take it to heart. It's not my truth. It's because I'm not rational enough. It's because I'm jealous that I said so much to hurt you. Never again, never again. "

"Thank you for loving me. I will always cherish your love."

Qiao shunchen's heartache is also warm, because Qin Jingwen loves him, which is enough.

In the end, he failed to express his love like Qin Jingwen. In the end, he let Qin Jingwen down.

Qiao shunchen's words are not what Qin Jingwen wants to hear most. The only thing she wants to hear is that he also loves her. However, Qiao shunchen only said some words that didn't hurt or itch. She didn't feel anything except disappointment.

"It's my business. You don't have to thank me. Since you've said that, let me go."

Qin Jing's warm heart is shaking, just because of the disappointment of Qiao shunchen.

She seems to listen to him say I love you, his words will give her strength support for a lifetime, memories for a lifetime. But how could he have said that without that heart.

Qiao shunchen reluctantly let go of Qin Jingwen. Although he heard that she said she loved him, he had a feeling that they would be farther and farther away.

Qin Jingwen always feels that if he makes his heart clear, it will be easier to forget him. However, he was selfish and didn't want her to forget himself. He wanted to be in her heart all his life.

Qin Jingwen at the moment finally saw the fact that Qiao shunchen really did not love her. He said that what he said before was not true, but Qin Jingwen thought that he didn't love her.

Give up, Qin Jingwen. Forget it, Qin Jingwen. You and this man are doomed to be separated.

Qin Jingwen made his heart strong and put on his armor. He would never be hurt again.

Qin Jingwen turns around and faces Qiao shunchen. There is no pain in his eyes, and there is no secret love for him. There is only reason.

"We all know that with children, it's impossible to break the connection with each other. Since we can't stay away from each other in our life, let's get along as friends. I don't have to hide from you in the future. I won't be embarrassed when I see you. It's good for us and our children. "

This time, Qin Jingwen turns to leave, and Qiao shunchen doesn't hold her. He has no identity, no reason to hold her.

His premonition has just come true, the identity of a friend is the furthest distance between love and love.

When Qin Jingwen got up the next morning, he played with his children and communicated with Qiao shunchen as if nothing had happened.

But only she knew that her heart had been sealed off by herself, and there was no gap left when she wrapped it with adhesive tape layer by layer, so that her heart could never see Qiao shunchen.

Only in this way can she live happily and freely.

A family of four went out to play, went to Disney in the morning, went to the seaside in the afternoon, and took two children to sea the next day.

These two days are happy for Qin Jingwen. That kind of happiness is a kind of amnesia happiness, but it can only be indirect, because people always have to face the reality and wake up from the wonderful dream.

On the third day, Qiao Zixuan's competition officially began.

Qiao shunchen and Qin Jing are in the audience with half a month, while Xuan Xuan is serious in the competition.

Looking at Qiao Zixuan's flexibility in controlling the computer and the seriousness in Qiao Zixuan's eyes, Qin Jingwen knows that Xuanxuan has devoted herself to it.

Or that sentence, ranking is not important, what is important is his spirit of bravery in the face of challenges. Qin Jingwen hoped that Qiao Zixuan would grow up like Qiao shunchen and be an excellent person, a steady and introverted person, and a tactful person.

The competition is going on in an orderly way. Suddenly, a judge comes to Qiao Zixuan and stops.

He looked at Qiao Zixuan's proficiency in controlling the computer and his program generated so fast that he couldn't help looking at the basic information beside him.

He was only five years old. He was the champion of B city. At such a young age, with such skills, either the teacher is powerful, or the talent is super high, or both.

The game lasted five hours and finally ended, waiting for the results to be announced.

The result will be announced at 3pm, and Qiao shunchen asked Chen to book a return ticket for 6pm. Then the family went out for lunch.

"Xuanxuan, you are very good. Mommy likes you."

Qin Jingwen praises Xuanxuan. Although she doesn't know the result of the competition, she knows that the child needs encouragement.

"Mommy, I'm a little nervous. I don't know if I'll win this competition."

Qiao Zixuan is not in the mood to eat with chopsticks.

"Why are you nervous?"

Qin Jingwen put a vegetable in Qiao Zixuan's bowl.

"The judge stood by me for a long time. He may have found that I didn't do well. Mommy, you know, he seems to be the judge chairman of the competition. If he says my work is not good, then I must have no hope. "

Xuanxuan is in a low mood, thinking about the judge all the time.

"Xuanxuan Mommy asked you, when the judge stood beside you, did you do the procedure seriously?"

Qin Jingwen asked, not in a hurry to comfort the child.

"I was serious. I didn't think about him at that time. I was all in the game."

Qiao Zixuan can be sure of this. It's after the competition that the judges affect his mood.

"No problem. Xuanxuan, you don't have to worry. Everything has two sides. You are thinking that the chairman of the jury is not good at your work, but Mommy doesn't think so. Mommy thinks that he is very appreciative of your work, so he doesn't want to move his feet and watch it for a while more. "

Qin Jingwen found the cause of the child's worry before he began to comfort him, so the effect will be better.

"Really?"

Qiao Zixuan seems to have mentioned some of them.