Chapter 743

Qiao Liang began to talk about the past.

"Our marriage is decided by your grandfather and your grandfather. We are both forced to marry. When we first got married, we respected each other like strangers. Later, with you, our relationship became more relaxed. But it's not love, it's getting along for a long time, and you're involved in it. At most, it's family affection. "

Recalling the past, recalling the death of his wife. Qiao Liang has no regrets on his face. He didn't feel guilty for his dead wife, and he didn't feel sorry for her.

Father's words let Qiao Yu understand that what he is waiting for is not his mother, but the woman who disappeared.

"You are dear to your mother, but she should be in love with you. Otherwise, she would not have jumped out of the building to commit suicide because of your business. She can't accept your betrayal, accept... "

"It's not my reason. I have nothing to do with her choice of suicide."

Qiao Liang is excited and unexpectedly interrupts Qiao Yu to say such a word.

"What do you mean, dad?"

Qiao Yu asks Qiao Liang in shock. She heard her father's words clearly. Everyone thought that her mother jumped from a building to commit suicide because she couldn't accept her father's request.

At that time, my father did not refute, which was tantamount to acquiescing that the cause of my mother's death was related to him. But more than 20 years later, why did dad say it had nothing to do with him.

Qiao Yu shocked tone let Qiao Liang suddenly awake, how he didn't control his mouth to say it.

"Nothing. It's all over. It doesn't matter who's right or wrong."

"Qiao Yu, as long as you know that dad is not a dirty person, not a person who dare not face the responsibility."

Qiao Liang did not give an explanation, but vaguely covered up.

"Dad..."

"Qiao Yu, your mother has passed away. We should respect her. We just know what's going on between me and your mother. Don't talk about it any more. "

Qiao Liang did not let Qiao Yu continue to ask, also regret his impulse.

"Well, I don't say mom. What about that woman? Have you been waiting for that woman? "

Qiao Yu did not continue to press questions, but she guessed that there must be something between her mother and father that they did not know.

Dad is not a dirty man, he is more magnanimous than anyone else. Dad is not the one who dare not face the responsibility. It's not his fault, he can help to bear.

So it depends on the quality of dad. He believes in dad.

But that woman left her father alone for so many years, and made him wait for so many years. This is a knot in her heart.

"Alas..."

Qiao Liang sighed first, then spoke calmly.

"Qiao Yu, you have grown up, experienced love and marriage. Some things, some emotions, you know better than I do. "

"I've lived with your mother for so many years. Although I have no feelings, I don't want to betray you. I've never been attracted to any woman. But Qin LAN is different. For me, she is the real love. "

"Qin LAN and I are very happy together. We are going to divorce your mother and marry your aunt Qin. But I didn't deal with it well. Let your grandfather know. What kind of person is your grandfather? You know, he doesn't allow my marriage to go wrong. Even if the marriage can't last, it must be well matched and profitable. "

In the process of Qiao Liang's narration, he couldn't help sighing. When it comes to Qin LAN, there is too much guilt in her eyes. Look, attitude and tone compared with the mention of his wife, too sad, too nostalgic.

Qiao Yu is listening quietly. Although her attitude when she mentions her mother is quite different from that when she mentions Qin LAN, it makes Qiao Yu feel sad, but she still doesn't interrupt her father.

As my father said, my mother has passed away, and for more than 20 years. No matter who is right and who is wrong, there is no way to make up for it. What they can do is to face the reality.

And the father is still alive, has been living in pain, has been living in remorse and regret, has been alone to the age of no doubt.

This is the first time in more than 20 years that he mentions the past on his own initiative. If her father wants to, she wants to be a listener for the time being, so that her father can pour out his depressed feelings.

Qiao Liang continued.

"Your aunt Qin is a simple doctor, and your brother has a construction company. But this construction company can't get into your grandfather's heart at all. "

"Your grandfather made a big fuss when he stepped in. Qin LAN didn't know that I had a family and two children. Your grandfather took her away by force, told me about my situation and threatened to curse her. "

"It's a big blow to your aunt Qin. She feels cheated by me, even she denies my feelings for her. I lied to her. I owe her. I've been waiting for so many years, waiting for the chance to meet again, apologizing to him and saying sorry to her. "

Qiao Liang didn't hide his feelings for Qin LAN. Only by speaking out his true thoughts can he let the children understand and accept them bit by bit. It spread to Qiao shunchen and Qin Jingwen.

After waiting for more than 20 years, I really didn't wait in vain, and finally I got people back. But what Qiao Liang didn't expect was that he was entangled with the emotion of the next generation.

"When you were young, you all put the blame on Qin LAN. Your attack, combined with your grandfather's coercion, inducement and emotional pressure, made her lose her job and forced her to leave. "

"It's all my fault. It's all my selfishness. It's my deliberate concealment that hurt Qin LAN."

Qiao Liang talked about the past memories, some can be said, some can not be said. But it's easier to say something.

Qiao Yu, who has been listening quietly, hears the guilt and admiration for Qin LAN in her father's words, but does not mention the harm to her mother. This makes Qiao Yu a little unbearable.

"Dad, it's not only Qin LAN who conceals the harm, but also his mother."

Qiao Yu appeals for her mother and finds a sense of existence for her mother.

"I didn't hide your mother. Your mother was the first to know about Qin LAN and me."

"Forget it, not your mother. Said she would not be happy underground

Qiao Liang penetrated a little more, and then closed the topic.

Qiao Yu respects her father again. Although she finds some doubts, she doesn't ask.

Qiao Liang sighed again.

"I don't know if you can believe what Dad said, but I have a clear conscience. I can guarantee that every word I said is true."

Qiao Liang guarantees everything he says. He hopes Qiao Yu can understand him and start from Qin Lan's difficulty to let go and tolerate.

"Dad, I believe everything you say. I want to ask you if Qin LAN comes back, do you still want to be with her? "

Qiao Yu unconditionally believes what her father said, but she suddenly asks such a question.

Qiao Yu understood his father's waiting for so many years. But from her mother's point of view, she still can't accept it.

But when father mentioned Qin LAN, the loneliness and loneliness in his eyes made Qiao Yu feel sad. A person can be alone for a day or a year, but what is the concept of being alone for more than 20 years.

At the moment, Qiao Yu feels that it's Qin Lan's existence, and it's this unswerving waiting that makes his father go through so many years.

"If she comes back, if she wants to, if you can open the heart knot with Shun Chen and agree to be with us. I still want to be with her. "

"After all, I'm old. No one can tell how long it will be. I want to spend the rest of my time to make up for my debt to her, and I also want to feel happy in the rest of my time. "

Qiao Liang didn't hide his sincerity and didn't deliberately avoid his love for Qin LAN. At this time, if he wants to be silent and retreat, Qiao shunchen and Qin Jingwen's life will be destroyed.

Qiao Yu looks at his father and listens to his heart, and suddenly feels that his father is the most pitiful person in the world. He said that when he was with his mother, he didn't know what love was. Finally, he met love and understood love. His grandfather's mistake destroyed his father's yearning for love.

In this way, the father's life can be said to pass with love, never found love. It's not just pitiful, it's sad.

"Dad, haven't you heard from her for so many years?"

Qiao Yu tentatively asked, don't know whether he will forgive Qin LAN, but she really want to make her father happy at the moment, really want to see his smile from the heart.

"Ah... Qiao Yu, Dad, let me ask you a question. If aunt Qin LAN finds her, do you agree with her father? "

Qiao Liang did not answer, but asked a question. He doesn't want to cheat the child, but he can't say that Qin LAN has come back. There is only one problem to cover up Qiao Yu's problem.

"I..."

Want to return to think, but at this moment she did not know how to answer.

"I can't take it, can I? You still hate me, don't you? Alas... In fact, dad has been a failure in his life. Everyone hates me. Your mother understands me. It's a pity that she's gone. "

Qiao Liang knew this would be the case, and knew that the child would not forgive him so easily. If their mother didn't choose to commit suicide in those years, things might not be like this. It won't be so bad that everyone will be choked, and he won't become the object of hatred.

When she died, she put all the responsibilities on him and let him bear all the consequences. He is a man, it doesn't matter how much he bears, but who can replace the harm and pain brought to the children.

Sometimes I think about the changes of the two children after their mother's death, the depressed mood of the children for so many years, and all the sunshine they refused. Qiao Liang also hates his wife.

But hatred doesn't solve the problem.

On her way home, Qiao Yu was depressed by the conversation with her father. While loving his father, while wronged for his mother.

Father said he didn't owe his mother, but who should pay for her death.

Qiao Yu thought of what her father said, especially when it comes to her mother. He said that his mother was the first to know that he was cheating, which is well documented now.

At that time, she and Qiao shunchen knew that when their father was cheating, they couldn't control their emotions, but their mother was calm as if nothing had happened. Now I think about it. If I didn't know in advance, how could I be so calm.

However, the mother first knew why she didn't expose her father. If she didn't expose her father, she would be tolerant. But why did she choose to commit suicide. What is there between parents that they don't know.