Xue Yao is sick, has no appetite, can't eat and is weak. Xue's mother feels pain in her heart. So no matter what, she wants Xue Yao to eat a little.
"If you have no appetite, you should eat less. I'll make you some porridge."
"You go to bed and I'll change the sheets for you. I'll find a trash can to put by your bed later, and you can just lie on the bed and vomit. "
Xue's mother told her to take down Xue Yao's mobile phone. Then she went to the door happily.
At the door, Xue's mother stopped, looked back at Xue Yao, put away her smile and made her face serious.
"I'll tell you, I'll only give you one day. Tomorrow you and Chu Yang will make things clear to me."
Mother Xue is giving an order, not a reminder.
After Xue's mother left, Xue Yao had no choice but to whiten her eyes, and then went to bed to rest.
Lying in bed thinking about it, how to tell Chu Yang, how to show his attitude, the key is what his attitude is, she has not clear down.
Hand unconsciously on the flat belly, feel the breath from the child. Is this a continuation of her life? Is this little guy made of her flesh and blood?
Is it her love, is it all she has?
City C.
At noon today, Qin Jingwen took the initiative to make an appointment with Chi Chuan. After all, she should give Chi Chuan an explanation for what happened last night.
It's a cafeteria.
Qin Jing and Chi Chuan went to get the food together and sat at the table after they came back.
"This cafeteria is recommended to me by my classmates. How about you try it."
Qin Jingwen is not familiar with C City and can only listen to the opinions of his classmates.
Chi Chuan is very serious about tasting it.
"Well, not bad. It seems that your classmates still have good taste in food. "
Chi Chuan also urged Qin Jingwen.
He can guess why Qin Jingwen asked him to come out, but he didn't mention what happened last night. After all, it's Qin Jingwen's private business. He can't interfere too much.
"Well, it's delicious."
Qin Jingwen also tasted the taste.
"By the way, Lao Chi, when will you go back?"
Qin Jingwen asked about some unimportant things.
"Tomorrow, I'll leave tomorrow. But I can't go back to the Bureau. I have to go to a city to attend a meeting. "
Chi Chuan's busyness is easy and handy. They are all working except for meal time, but he is full of energy and can deal with it easily.
"It seems that not everyone can be competent for the position of director. If I am so busy and tired, I will cry."
Qin Jingwen jokingly said, but what she said is the fact that the position of director is not only outstanding ability, but also the spirit of hard work.
"Lao Chi, in fact, I asked you to come here today to explain to you what happened yesterday."
Qin Jingwen tentatively shifts the topic. She looks at Chi Chuan and wants to make sure whether he is willing to listen.
"Go ahead, I'll listen."
Chi Chuan gives Qin Jingwen a positive look.
Qin Jingwen took a deep breath and forced herself to keep smiling.
"You know Qiao shunchen, the relationship between me and him is a little complicated. We are not husband and wife, not boyfriend and girlfriend, but we have two children. The two children are twins. They are six years old, and now they are with their grandfather. "
"It's not accurate to say that I have nothing to do with Qiao shunchen. I like him, and he seems to like me. But I don't meet the requirements of their family for sun's daughter-in-law, so I always stay with Qiao shunchen as a humble person. "
In this sentence, Qin Jingwen uses a "as if" because she is really not sure if Qiao shunchen has ever loved her. So when she uses this word, she feels elevated.
Qin Jingwen said about the relationship between herself and Qiao shunchen. She just said something about it, because she didn't have much time to tell Chi Chuan what she had.
The most important thing is that people may not have the patience to listen to her nonsense.
Qin Jingwen sighs. Every time she mentions these things, she feels depressed. Have to take a deep breath to relieve the pressure of their breathless heart.
Qin Jingwen continued.
"But fortunately, we broke up after a misunderstanding. He didn't trust me and didn't give me a chance to explain. As for me, I am also a stubborn person and a person with strong self-esteem. He did not follow him to explain, nor did he take the initiative to clarify the facts. In this way, we broke up, and now there is no relationship except for the relationship between father and mother. "
Qin Jingwen doesn't know what state Qiao shunchen is in and how he thinks about it. But she is single at this moment, and has no other ambiguous relationship with Qiao shunchen at this moment.
"He came to me last night and didn't want me to go to school here. He just knew that I was wearing this uniform, but he didn't know that I was officially employed. "
"When I put on this uniform, only the people in the bureau know about it, and none of my family knows about it. I didn't say anything about my sister, my aunt and my two children, let alone Qiao shunchen. "
"Last night..."
"You interrupted me last night for fear that I might tell you what you're doing now, right?"
Qin Jingwen has made it very clear that Chi Chuan helped her come to the final conclusion.
"Yes, I still don't want anyone to know."
Qin Jingwen thinks that it is meaningless to let others know. It will only affect her work. Every thing she does, good or bad, as long as Qiao shunchen knows, she will think about what she does.
She doesn't want to be suspected by Qiao shunchen, and doesn't want to become an uncertain factor in Qiao shunchen's eyes.
"Well, I'll pay attention later. You're doing the right thing. If you have another career, you'd better keep it a little secret. "
"Looking at you usually very cheerful, I didn't expect to be a girl with a story. But one thing is similar to me. We all have children and are single. Whether we are in the same boat or not. "
Chi Chuan said with a smile, he said so to ease the already dull atmosphere, don't want Qin Jingwen into his own story and can't extricate himself.
"Yes, we are in the same boat."
Qin Jingwen also reluctantly smile, smile hanging on the face, the heart is crying, what's the meaning of it. But she thanks Chi Chuan for listening and for not laughing at her.
After Qin Jingwen and Chi Chuan had lunch, Chi Chuan sent Qin Jingwen back to school.
At the gate of the school, after a few words of conversation, Chi Chuan left.
Qin Jingwen walked to the campus. When she passed the guard room, the guard on duty stopped her.
"Are you Qin Jingwen?"
The guard called Qin Jingwen uncertainly. Just now, he only looked at Qin Jingwen's photo in a hurry, so he was not sure that the person he called was the one in the photo.
"Yes, I am Qin Jingwen. Can I help you? "
Qin Jingwen stopped and talked with the guard gently.
Then the guard came out and came to Qin Jingwen with one thing in his hand.
"Here is the key to the car. A gentleman named Qiao shunchen asked me to give it to you. He said the car was parked in the parking lot outside the school and kept for you
After the guard finished, he put the car key into Qin Jingwen's hand, and then went back to the guard room.
Qin Jingwen looked at the car key in his hand. He didn't know what to say or how he felt at the moment.
He may remember that she couldn't take a taxi, and he may be afraid that it would be inconvenient for her to get in and out. It's also possible to simply look at the children's feelings.
But does she take the car? Where do you want to send it if you don't accept it?
In the evening, Qin Jingwen received a message from Qiao shunchen.
"Don't have to bear the burden when you use the car. It's not given to you. It's lent to you for the time being. I'm a little busy at work. I flew back without saying hello to you. I hope you understand.
If you insist on studying in this university, you can understand me. But I hope you take good care of yourself. I hope you focus on safety.
My child and I are waiting for you to come back. "
Qin Jingwen felt even more sad after reading this sentence.
She did not return information, as if he did not see anything, also do not have to continue to speculate Qiao shunchen is what intention.
Qin Jingwen locked his cell phone and just wanted to put it aside to concentrate on his study when the bell rang.
Qin Jingwen glances at Luo Zhenghao. She sighs again. To know that Luo Zhenghao would like her so persistently, she would rather not know Luo Zhenghao.
Qin Jingwen helplessly answers the phone.
"Wenwen, where have you been?"
Without waiting for Qin Jingwen to speak, Luo Zhenghao's eager voice came.
"I'm outside. I'm out to study."
Qin Jingwen didn't say where she was. She was afraid that Luo Zhenghao would find her. Once this is done, it will be meaningless for her to come out to study.
"Out? No more city B? "
Luo Zhenghao continued to ask, but also felt Qin Jingwen deliberately avoid.
"No more B city. What can I do for you? "
Qin Jingwen directly asked, if nothing, she would hang up.
Luo Zhenghao's love for her is a heavy burden on her. She didn't want to lose this friend, but she couldn't get too close. This scale is not easy to grasp. She even wants to break off friendship with Luo Zhenghao.
Her idea is not unfeeling, not heartless. She is really afraid that Luo Zhenghao will be hurt and encounter unnecessary trouble.
"It's nothing. I went to your home and didn't find you. Your company said you asked for leave. I'm a little worried. Wenwen, are you hiding from me when you go out? Have I brought you trouble? "
Luo Zhenghao has to think so, otherwise Qin Jingwen can't help saying where she is.
However, if Qin Jingwen gives a positive answer, it really makes him sad.
"Yes, there's your reason. This period of time is too chaotic, whether it is life or work are in a state of confusion reluctantly adhere to. I feel tired. I think I should adjust myself, so I come out to relax. "
What Qin Jingwen said is direct enough. It's true that Luo Zhenghao has caused trouble to her, and she doesn't want to give Luo Zhenghao hope. That's why she said it so frankly.
"I'm sorry, but I didn't think carefully enough and didn't stand in your position to think for you. Now that you've gone out, let's relax. I hope you'll be a new self when you come back, and I hope you can think about me from another angle when you come back. "
Luo Zhenghao said dejectedly. Qin Jingwen's affirmative answer seriously frustrated his enthusiasm and made his full and rich heart feel cool.
"If you let me think about you, I'll put off going back indefinitely. Luo Zhenghao, we are not suitable. I have never liked you. You know, if you don't like each other, it's impossible to be together. Why are you clinging to me.