Chapter 764

Qin Jingwen wanted to start from the beginning, but I'm afraid there are too many things to talk about tomorrow morning.

"My two friends have a reason to cut off contact with me. Even the projects we developed together have to be stopped."

"In fact, I understand and support their helplessness, and I can understand their reasons for doing so, but my heart is gambling and sour."

Qin Jingwen said red eyes, too real feelings she did not say. Among them, she did not say her unjustified grievances. She doesn't want to spread her negative emotions to others, and she doesn't want to expose all her negative emotions.

Speak out a little, let oneself feel better in the heart for a while, relaxed some can.

As the voice fell, Qin Jingwen quietly began to drink again. This time it was not a sip, but a drink. She took a big bite to hide her red eyes.

"This pepper is hot enough."

"Eat less. It's too spicy. It's not good for your stomach."

Chi Chuan reminds him that Qin Jingwen is hiding his emotions with pepper.

"Is Qiao shunchen the friend you're talking about who wants to break up with you?"

Chi Chuan guessed and asked.

"No, I have nothing to do with him for a long time. He has his life circle, and I have my life track, which has long been irrelevant. "

"The only relationship between us is that he is the father and I am the mother."

When it comes to Qiao shunchen, Qin Jingwen's mood is even worse.

Hate oneself still love Qiao shunchen, also more than once determined to forget Qiao shunchen. But even if there is no relationship between the two people, the two days with him is still the happiest thing for Qin Jingwen.

He is a star in the sky, and she is a tiny creature on the earth. He is her distant love, she can only look up.

Since it's not Qiao shunchen, Chi Chuan can't continue to ask. All he could do was comfort.

"Don't worry, don't think too much. It's normal for people to go on and off in their life. Since you can understand and support them, it proves that you understand their difficulties. "

"Please help them. You want to open some. When they leave, there will be new friends. For example, I can be your friend as well as your leader. "

Qin Jing Wen listened to such comfort, a bitter smile.

"Yes, I will have new friends. You are my new friend."

Qin Jingwen knows the truth, but it will be difficult for anyone to accept it, and it will take time to get used to the departure of friends.

Although Chu Yang just said hello to her in advance, it didn't implement immediately. But Qin Jingwen's heart was like a flood, choking her out of breath.

What kind of feelings she had for Chu Yang and Xue Yao was beyond Chi Chuan's understanding. It's like losing three Qiao shunchen, and almost at the same time.

She didn't expect that her existence would disturb the lives of so many people, and that she would become a stumbling block in their lives.

How sad, how annoying to live. What a failure, what a disgusting life.

Thinking of this, Qin Jingwen made another drink by herself. After a moment's silence, she spoke with emotion.

"If I have a chance, if I don't care, I want to leave city B. Since my existence has affected so many people's lives, what's the point of living in city B? "

"Now I'd rather go to poor areas and mountains than live in city B. And I also want to do some meaningful things, want to do some public welfare activities. There is a little significance in proving one's existence, and proving that one is not disgusted by everyone. "

Although before saying these words, Qin Jingwen first stabilized his mood. But after these words, she still didn't control her tears.

"I'm sorry. I might have drunk too much, or I'd have hot pepper in my eyes."

Qin Jingwen quickly explained for himself, quickly took a paper towel to wipe tears.

"Drink, have a drink with me."

Qin Jingwen's tears on her face were wiped away, but what she had in her eyes was still there. So she moistened her eyes and had another drink.

One cup after another, Chi Chuan felt uncomfortable, but he didn't stop him.

He knows that Qin Jingwen is in a bad mood, and knows that she needs to drink to vent.

"If you want to drink, you can drink more. If you want to go, you can leave at any time. If you want to do public welfare activities and help more people, you can implement them at any time. Don't care what other people think and say, just think about yourself and do things according to your own heart. Remember, the most important thing is to make your heart comfortable and make your life full of sunshine. "

Chi Chuan patiently persuades Qin Jingwen. Seeing that Qin Jingwen is unable to extricate himself from the pain, his heart follows the toss and turn.

Originally, he only simply saw her appearance, strong and optimistic, full of hope for life and full of vigor.

But after several times of contact, he found that Qin Jingwen was not so strong on the surface. She had so many things in her heart that the sunshine she showed was barely revealed from the dark clouds.

"I want to live as you say, heartless and nervous. Only in this way can I live. But I have too many things to worry about. I can't be selfish and just think about myself. "

Qin Jingwen's eyes are more and more moist. She is afraid that she can't bear to let the moist flow down, but blinks her eyes to let the moist evaporate.

This feeling of wanting to cry and not being able to cry is actually the most torture.

She had already thought of what Chi Chuan said, even more than he thought. But in the end, she was bound by some things. Maybe she couldn't find her true self until she died, and she couldn't live for herself.

"Then get out of this circle and change your environment and lifestyle. Forget all the people before, meet new friends and get involved in another field. "

"Some things are not impossible or too many obstacles. The real reason is your own heart, is your heart can not let go, has been entangled in the past

In a word, Chi Chuan talked about Qin Jingwen's deep heart. Indeed, it is her heart that is bound up too much. What can't be put down is her heart. It is her heart that is always entangled with the past.

All the things she has experienced and all the people she cares about may not care about her as much as she thought, but she regards these things and people as indispensable things in her life.

That is to say, she regards others as treasure, while those people just regard her as a grass.

Think of this Qin Jingwen tears how also can't control the flow down, afraid of late Sichuan see, afraid of his heart exposed. She lay down on the table and bowed her head to cry.

Didn't dare to make a sound, but looking at her shaking back, Chi Chuan knew she was crying.

At this moment, chichuan really wants to know what Qin Jingwen has experienced, and really wants to help her release one by one, because looking at her like this, she feels that the whole world is depressed.

"Wen Wen..."

Chi Chuan wanted to persuade, just called her name and stopped. He realized that the more persuasive she was at the moment, the more sad she would be.

So he stretched out his generous hand to caress Qin Jingwen's head, trying to give her strength, but his hand on Qin Jingwen's head did not fall down.

Why didn't they fall behind? It's only because they haven't known each other for a long time, and it's the relationship between leaders and subordinates. The most important thing is that they are single men and women. Such behavior will make others misunderstand and and bring inconvenience to Qin Jingwen.

He took back his hand. Without saying a word, Chi Chuan looked at Qin Jingwen and cried. Although crying can't solve the problem, it can also temporarily relieve the depressed heart.

Qin Jingwen cried for a while before he woke up and realized that he was very impolite in front of Chi Chuan.

He raised his head, wiped away his tears quickly, and then picked up his glass.

"Come on, keep drinking. Have a good trip tomorrow. "

Wine cup after cup of drink up, at this moment of Qin Jingwen just want to make himself drunk, just want to let himself temporarily forget everything.

Qin Jingwen finally got drunk. After drinking, he began to talk incoherently and didn't listen.

"I... I'm today... Thank you... Thank you for drinking with me."

"I'm very... Very... Very happy today. That's the end... I'm going back to school. "

Qin Jingwen then stood up from the chair, afraid that she could not stand steadily, Chi Chuan also quickly got up to help Qin Jingwen.

But at this time, when his hand is about to touch Qin Jingwen, Qiao shunchen suddenly catches Qin Jingwen who is about to fall.

"Mr. Joe..."

Qiao shunchen's sudden appearance surprised chichuan.

"She can't go to school like this. I'll take her."

Qiao shunchen restrains his emotions and talks with Chi Chuan. Thinking about the hand that Chi Chuan has just extended to Qin Jingwen, he wants to make himself impulsive.

However, looking at Qin Jingwen's face, he will not do things without quality.

Qiao shunchen said to help Qin Jingwen to go, but Chi Chuan stopped him.

"Wait, Mr. Joe."

Chi Chuan is worried about Qin Jingwen, but he hesitates after he stops Qiao shunchen.

He thought that he could not let Qiao shunchen take Qin Jingwen. After all, he came out with him. But where can he go with the drunk Qin Jingwen.

Qiao shunchen and Qin Jingwen have no relationship now, but they used to be the closest people.

At this moment, Chi Chuan realizes that Qiao shunchen's identity is more suitable for taking care of Qin Jingwen. So he didn't say what he wanted to say, just a simple admonition.

"Mr. Qiao, she drank a lot of wine and ate a lot of spicy food..."

"I'll take care of my woman. Don't bother you."

Qiao shunchen coldly interrupts Chi Chuan's words, then holds Qin Jingwen in his arms and leaves quickly.

Qiao shunchen's attitude surprised chichuan, and his sentence "my woman" also surprised chichuan. These two points are enough to prove that the relationship between Qin Jing and Qiao shunchen has not been divorced.

Qiao shunchen took Qin Jingwen out of the restaurant and put him on the car. Qin Jing is so drunk that she can't see Qiao shunchen clearly, but she hears his voice.

But she wondered if she had heard it wrong, if she had hallucinated about him as soon as she was drunk.

"Well... You are so annoying. As soon as I drink, you show up. As soon as I drink, you show up. It seems that I should go to the other side of the earth. On the other side of the earth... I won't meet you even if I drink to death. "

Qin Jingwen said confusedly, but the words are helpless to Qiao shunchen.