Qin Jingwen communicates with his children, but he never takes the initiative to say a word to Qiao shunchen from the beginning to the end.
Although she is nothing, although she has nothing to do with Qiao shunchen. But Qiao shunchen must have the minimum respect for her. He can't talk to her when he's happy. If he's not happy, he doesn't even have a punctuation mark.
"Wenwen, I apologized for the money in the studio that day."
Just when Qin Jing and Wen Xin have something to think about, Qiao shunchen makes an apology.
"Nothing."
The reason Qin Jingwen is really angry is not money, but no matter what he apologizes for, she accepts it, only on the surface.
"I was going to talk to you about the business trip that day, but I didn't because I was angry. I'm sorry, it's my attitude. I didn't think about your feelings. "
"I won't fight with you for money in the future."
Qiao shunchen knows that he is too stingy, that he should say hello to Qin Jingwen, and that he should not leave for several days without a phone call.
I know I'm wrong, so I apologize. I just don't know if Qin Jingwen can really forgive me.
"It's nothing. There will be no money problems in a short time, so there will be no quarrels. "
"I've got money. I've made a lot of money in the four months of Chu Yang's game, which can solve all my problems."
The reason why Qin Jingwen can talk about it is that he wants to tell Qiao shunchen that he will not use his money in the future, so there is no need to fight.
"Mom, did you make money?"
Half moon asked curiously.
"Yes, mom made money. When you grow up, your mother will give you a house. You can go to your own house when you are in a bad mood or don't want to go home. "
This is what Qin Jingwen has planned for a long time. These are the only things she can give her children.
"I don't want to. I don't want to live alone."
Qiao Zixuan raised his objection.
"Now you don't want to live alone. When you grow up and have your own worries, you don't want to be with mom and dad. At that time, you need a private space. "
Qin Jingwen understands children's feelings when they grow up, and now he begins to prepare for them.
"If I really need to, I will make money to buy a house myself. Mom, don't work too hard for us."
"But I don't think I need to. I never want to be separated from my parents. I want to live with you forever."
Qiao Zixuan's idea is so simple, and Qin Jingwen after listening to the heart.
She knew that Qiao Zixuan's words were a hope for her family.
He didn't have a complete home since he was a child. He didn't feel the warmth of home. Instead, he was abused by song Yien. Therefore, he longed for family more than half a month, so that every fierce reaction was initiated here.
"Well, I'll see if you can still say that in adolescence. At that time, those who are willful and cranky are the ones who hate their parents the most. You may want to get out of the control of your parents more than anyone else. "
Qin Jingwen when he did not hear the meaning of Qiao Zixuan words, jokingly continue to say.
"Up to now, there is no normal home. Who can tolerate my temper when I am in adolescence. I don't have the capital to hate when my parents are not around. "
Qiao Zixuan felt that he couldn't control his emotions for a moment and said a few more words.
His words let the private room silent down, Qiao Zixuan just know that he said the wrong thing.
"I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad, I shouldn't have said that."
After apologizing, Qiao Zixuan continues to eat, but it can be seen that he is in a bad mood.
A child of only six or seven years old, to bear such a psychological burden, Qin Jing Wen not to mention more distressed.
Childhood, ah, should be the happiest age, but her child lost such rights from birth.
"No, it's mom and dad who should say sorry. It's mom and dad. I'm sorry. "
Qin Jingwen has to apologize because she really can't give what the child wants.
"Mom, I have another word to say, no matter where you go, you can't leave me and my sister, I'll go with you."
The reason why I mentioned this topic again is that I didn't see my mother when I got up in the morning. I knew that after my mother left the suburbs, I was worried that my mother would never come back and that my mother would leave them forever.
However, the unswerving choice to leave with his mother rather than stay with his father is still because he is afraid of being abused by his father and meeting his stepmother like song Yi'en.
There was silence again in the private room, which was like the merciless sea devouring Qin Jingwen's life. She hurt her, and she was helpless but full of guilt.
"Brother, don't worry. Mom won't leave us. Keep eating. How delicious the barbecue is. "
Half a month is not a good time to eat. I just want to ease the atmosphere.
She could see the embarrassment on the face of her parents and the fear that her brother didn't completely hide.
She was also afraid that mom and dad would leave, but she didn't suffer the same thing as her brother, so she didn't panic.
"Mom, Dad, I'm sorry."
Once again said sorry after Qiao Zixuan obediently eat, but the mood is not before the excitement.
Qin Jingwen is speechless and speechless. In the face of her child, she has only two words of guilt, and even no place to make compensation.
When I came to dinner, I was happy. Qiao Zixuan's words pierced everyone's heart. The first topic is money, in order to avoid this topic, but did not expect to affect the atmosphere of the meal.
Until the barbecue finished, it didn't get better.
The two children offered to go home with their mother. Qin Jingwen didn't refuse because of her guilt.
Qiao shunchen couldn't trust a few people, so he insisted on going back to Qin Jingwen's home together.
The two children went back to their room to sleep. Qiao shunchen felt it necessary to have a deep talk with Qin Jingwen.
So he came to Qin Jingwen's room on his own.
"Can we talk about it?"
Inquired Qin Jingwen's opinion, by this simultaneously sat in Qin Jingwen's bedside.
"I'm sorry for my children. I don't want to talk about it anymore."
Qin Jing knows what Qiao shunchen wants to talk about. She resists this topic because it is meaningless.
"Some things have to be solved in order to be comfortable psychologically. We can't get by without talking about them."
"Wenwen, you have heard all the children's words. In fact, they are eager to have a warm and down-to-earth home."
"I used to be a jerk. I ignored you too much. Know you hate me, know you can't accept me to do those things
"But can you look at the face of the child, give me another chance, and give the child a complete home."
Qiao shunchen said a lot at a time, afraid that Qin Jingwen would not give him a chance to speak. But this time it was absolutely an exception. Qin Jingwen listened to him and finished.
Qin Jingwen doesn't listen carefully and knows what Qiao shunchen wants to say. Silence doesn't interrupt him. He just wants to know how to answer this question.
"How many times do you want me to say that you can understand that it is impossible for us to be together, just for the sake of our children, and we will be separated one day."
"Do you think it's better not to give your children hope at all, or to give them hope and disappoint them?"
Qin Jingwen is not impatient. This time, she wants to have a good chat with Qiao shunchen, hoping that they will work together to give the child the best living environment.
"Why do we say that? Why do we separate. I've tried my best to solve all the things before. Once everything is handled well, there will be no obstacles between us. "
Qiao shunchen and Qin Jingwen have different ideas. He thinks they will get better and better instead of breaking up.
"There are always obstacles between us. If we solve one problem, there will be another one. Like weeds, they sprout every year and add new leaves every year. When do you think we can finish it
"Besides, even if there is no objection between you and me, the gap between us is too big. Too big a gap between the two people after marriage can not adapt to each other, one day will not stick to the end of all this
Qin Jingwen said one reason after another. At this time, she found that there were so many reasons. She didn't know if she had a chance to finish today.
"I don't think so. I don't think the material gap is the reason why we can't get married. As long as two people in love are together, all difficulties can be overcome. "
"And it's only about money. You're not inferior to me or even better than me."
Qiao shunchen is expounding the fact, not because he wants to be with Qin Jingwen and please her. Qin Jingwen's excellence and her enrichment are not seen by him alone, but by everyone's eyes.
"Don't be kidding. I don't have confidence in money."
"Let's think of another way. There is not only love in life. You can respect me, appreciate me, and treat me as your best friend. I think this is the most suitable relationship for us to get along for a long time. "
Qin Jingwen can't explain too many inappropriate reasons, maybe it's not Qiao shunchen's problem, maybe it's her own problem. In a word, she dare not and can't walk into a step with Qiao shunchen, marriage is more impossible to become a reality.
A few days ago, she wavered and even put aside all the obstacles to accept Qiao shunchen. She thought Qiao shunchen was serious to her and believed it.
But he still thought about ye Wen and went abroad to find the woman. Qin Jingwen is now sober. It turns out that he has not changed at all. The woman who is important to him still occupies the most important position in his heart.
So she was shaken, but she was frustrated again.
"Wenwen, you are just one of many excuses. No matter how many excuses I give, you will give corresponding countermeasures. I don't want to be friends, I want to be with the people I love. "
"You can tell me all the obstacles you think and write them down. I will solve them one by one and never let you have any reason to refuse me again."
Qiao shunchen is sure that she still can't convince Qin Jingwen. She's hurt too much, and she's not completely transparent until now. It's just that he's trying and she's shrinking.
"One reason to refuse is enough."
"I can't marry you if I don't love you."
Talking about it, this reason is the last and most direct reason to refuse Qiao shunchen.
No love, who can force her to marry him? No love, two people can give up completely.
Although know Qin Jingwen said is angry words, but Qiao shunchen that full of expectation eyes or hurt.
He sad looking at Qin Jingwen, don't know how to let her just words to take back.
"Are you sure you don't love me?"
Qiao shunchen asked, looking directly at Qin Jingwen.