After the phone hung up and the car was silent for a while, Codan spoke again.
"Do you... Know all about me?"
I don't know how to ask this question, but Codan still wants to make sure.
"No, just the family."
In fact, to be exact, it was the family who saw it and then picked it out, not Chi Chuan. But now it's meaningless to explain this. He can only take the responsibility.
"Do you think it's funny about what I told you. Late game,... "
"No, I never find it funny."
Chi Chuan quickly interrupts Kou Dan's words to explain.
"Codan, I'm sorry to read what I said today."
Chi Chuan, who has no way to explain, can only say sorry.
"Nothing. I don't care about the kids."
This sentence was forced by Chi Chuan. When he opens his mouth, he apologizes, which proves that these words are meant by others and have nothing to do with him. In other words, he uses the word "sorry" to clarify their relationship, to show his attitude and to avoid her misunderstanding.
A sorry contains so many ideas, what else can she care about, what can she expect.
"Kordan..."
Chi Chuan also wants to continue to explain, so as not to embarrass Kou Dan. But as soon as he spoke, he was interrupted by Codan.
"Don't you say you have something to say, say it now, or I'll be home."
Chi Chuan wants to minimize the embarrassment of Kou Dan, but he doesn't know that the more he repeats and explains Chi nianyi, the more embarrassed and sad Kou Dan feels.
"Oh, I want to formally explain what you said about me that day."
Chi Chuan always wanted to make things clear that day, and wanted to tell Kou Dan that the relationship between them couldn't reach the lover or even the lover.
But he said this carefully, if kordan taboo this topic, he will immediately stop.
"Go ahead."
KODAN's indifference was disguised, but Chi Chuan didn't find it when he drove.
Kou Dan guessed what Chi Chuan wanted to say, not his explanation, but formally refused her once. You know, to say this is to stab her again with a knife.
But Kou Dan's indifference is that he knows that someone is going to hurt her, but he is willing to accept such hurt. Just because I want to give him a chance to speak clearly, just because after he says it, his heart will be comfortable.
"I still have Wen Wen in my heart, you know. And I've been working with you for so many years. To be honest, I don't have any other ideas except for senior and junior subordinates. "
"So I'm sorry that it was too sudden to respond to you that day. So today... "
"So you formally rejected me today to show that you attach importance to this matter and let me give up completely. Don't pester you, do you?"
Kou Dan really can't listen, this just opened his mouth to interrupt Chi Chuan.
She guessed all the words Chi Chuan wanted to say. If she said these words from Chi Chuan's mouth, she would not be able to bear them, and would let her psychological preparation collapse.
"Kordan..."
Chi Chuan opened his mouth. It was because he respected Kou Dan that he formally explained this matter again. But he didn't mean to be afraid of her pestering.
"Late game..."
Kou Dan didn't finish what he wanted to say, and he didn't want to give Chi Chuan a chance to speak. His words may be a kind reminder, but it sounds like a knife to kill people.
This kind of knife is too sharp to insist on the preparation.
"Late game, I think I've done a good job. I didn't mean to pester you from the beginning to the end. The confession failed. I left without saying a word. Because of what? It's just because you're afraid that you'll be embarrassed to see me, that you'll see that I'm burdened, that you'll think that I have a thick face to rely on you. "
"I'm so obvious, please don't say that again."
"Today, today I didn't know that you would come to the City Council. If I knew that I would rather not come to work, I would rather quit my job than appear in front of you."
"Kordan..."
Chi Chuan also can't listen to it. He really doesn't have these meanings. He listened to the pain in his heart. How could he feel better when he said these words.
"Late Bureau, if you come to the Municipal Bureau to guide the work in the future, let me know in advance, I will avoid you, so as not to bring you inconvenience. If you think we'll meet again on some occasion, I'll apply for transfer to another province. "
"In a word, I'm not right to trouble you with my confession. Now that I've made a mistake, I'll bear the consequences and try my best to reduce the impact on you. "
Kuodan's mood has been out of control. He doesn't give Chi Chuan a chance to speak at all. She thought that Chi Chuan didn't want to see her, because she felt that her confession was a burden to him.
Since Chi Chuan wants to explain the events of that day clearly, Kou Dan has the obligation to correct his attitude. He must tell him that he will not disturb Chi Chuan at any time or in any form. It is better not to communicate with him when he is old and dead.
"You misunderstood me..."
When Chi Chuan heard these words, his heartache had turned into heartache. He didn't mean that, he didn't mean to drive her away, and he didn't say it would cause him any inconvenience. He just wants to express his ideas clearly.
However, when he was eager to explain, Codan interrupted him strongly.
"Late, I'm home. It's time for you to stop."
Kou Dan reminds, is she dare not listen to Chi Chuan to say a word. To refuse is to refuse. Why do you want to show his attitude again and again.
It hurts people and self-esteem. Doesn't he know it's embarrassing.
Chi Chuan first stopped the car smoothly, then spoke again.
"Codan, give me some time to explain. What you said... "
"Sorry for the delay, I don't have time. And we don't need time anymore. You make it clear, I promise. You can rest assured that I will do what I say and I will not embarrass you. "
"But give me some time. After Qiao shunchen, Wen Wen and Tao Chen's condition is stable, I'm transferring my work to other provinces."
Kou Dan didn't know how many times she interrupted Chi Chuan. All she knew was that when Chi Chuan spoke, she was afraid and afraid to hear the merciless explanation.
While speaking, Codan had opened the door and got off.
Before closing the door again and leaving, Codan sent out another word.
"If you like Wenwen, go after it. Don't worry too much and don't let yourself regret it."
"Goodbye, late game... No, never again."
The sound falls, followed by the sound of closing the car door, and then is the figure left by Kou Dan for Chi Chuan to leave quickly.
Chi Chuan came home in a bad mood when his mother was still in the living room. The bad things in his heart are all written on his face. His mother must care about it.
"What's the matter with my son? Isn't he with Codan, coming back so soon? "
"Send her home and come back."
Chi Chuan gave a feeble answer, and then he left himself on the sofa.
"I didn't invite people to have a snack or anything, so I sent them home directly?"
Late mother some anxious, anxious for the son. After waiting for so many days, how can we send Koudian home directly.
"I came back from dinner at the police station. What else do I have for supper. We are all tired after a busy day, and we are not in the mood for supper. "
Chi Chuan's tone was obviously a little irritable.
In the past, no matter what his mother nagged, he never got upset or unhappy, but today he was in a bad mood, so he didn't control his mood.
But he knew that his impatience was not due to his mother's problems, but because Codan misunderstood his words. At this moment, he was thinking, what if kordan was really transferred to other provinces? Does it really mean never to see again?
Chi's mother heard that her son was upset, so she didn't continue to ask, but she changed a question about Codan.
"You hang up in a hurry and say you have something to say to Codan. What did you say? Did you ease the relationship?"
"It doesn't matter what you say, it's just that the relationship is worse."
“……”
Chi Chuan wants to talk about this topic and let his mother help him analyze it. So I narrated the conversation they had just had.
"My silly son, don't you hurt people again? You, you, you are suitable to be a director. You can't give full play to Eq. you don't even know how to grasp the opportunity. "
After listening to her son's words, Chi's mother was so annoyed that she didn't know that her son could do such a stupid thing.
Chi's mother's words confused Chi Chuan.
"My answer that day was too sloppy and insincere. I felt that I didn't respect her and didn't pay enough attention to her confession. So I want to seriously say what I think. There's nothing wrong with that. "
"If you refuse, you refuse. If you add 100 times, the result is the same. Do you think it is meaningful? You are hurting people twice, even three or four times with one thing. "
"What do you want to do? People have gone out of work. Do you really want to force her to other provinces?"
Chi's mother's heart is full of tears. He didn't educate her son to be so stupid.
"Son, if you don't like it, you just don't like it. Just put your attitude right. Why do you want to hurt others. Codan is not a muddle headed child. No matter how sloppy your answer is, she knows what you mean
Chi's mother continued to preach, and she had to force her son's face to speak clearly.
"People don't even know your intentions before they even confess, otherwise they won't even get the job transferred in advance."
Chi's mother helps Chi Chuan to analyze Kou Dan's idea, otherwise his son's face will accompany him all his life.
"If you know, why do you want to say it? She should have thought of the embarrassment we would get along with
Chi Chuan also feels that his head has not turned in the same place. His mother's words are not clear, but more confused. He didn't feel that he was wrong. If he said that his explanation was tantamount to rejecting it again, he could barely understand it, but he didn't understand the result that Codan knew when he came to visit him.
"People like you for many years. Can't they give themselves an end? So many years of secret love is just secret love, can't express it
"Codan may be tired of secret love, that is to say, give yourself a reason to give up. Otherwise, how can she transfer her job and cut off all the contact with you? That's abandoning you
"People have given up, you are saying these words, I would think like her."