After listening to Mu Lin's words, Lin Yanxi smiled bitterly.

Looking at Mu Lin, he asked, "Mu Lin, what was the first time you killed someone?"

"I'm not as lucky as you." Mu Lin sighed when he mentioned this. "You've been buffered by at least two tasks before, but I don't have this opportunity, and it's even more sudden than this time."

Looking at Lin Yanxi, "there was no lone wolf team at that time. I was just a member of the reconnaissance company. At that time, the reconnaissance company cooperated with the special brigade to carry out peripheral tasks. No one thought that the fugitives would escape their pursuit and run to the periphery and hit us."

"At that time... My reaction was not even as good as you. The gun was fired, but it was far from accurate. Fortunately, he didn't have a gun in his hand, otherwise you really can't see me now."

"Is it close combat?" Lin Yanxi seemed to understand what had happened here, and his face couldn't help changing.

She also knew that the feeling of long-distance shooting was completely different from that of close combat, so she was really surprised to hear him, and looked at him in disbelief.

Mu Lin nodded, "yes, it's close combat. To tell you the truth, I had a nightmare for a few days."

"Then... What happened later?" Lin Yanxi couldn't help asking.

"Nothing. Later, I only rested for one day after that task, and then trained every day. I didn't have time to think about anything else. I slowly forgot." Mu Lin shook his head and said with a smile.

As I just said, if you are strong, your psychological problems will be solved

"But why do I think your current entanglement doesn't seem to have much to do with this?"

Hearing what he said, Lin Yanxi was surprised. She didn't expect to be seen through by him.

Looking at him foolishly, he came back to himself for a long time. He subconsciously shook his head, "I don't know what I'm tangled with."

Seeing her like this, Mu Lin smiled, moved his chair and sat next to her, "come on, tell me, what are you struggling with?"

Lin Yanxi looked at him helplessly, but didn't hurry to say it. Instead, he looked at him and asked, "I've heard about you before. I said you were also a thorn in the recruits company?"

"Why did you talk about me again?" although Mu Lin said so, he still nodded. "When I was in the recruit company, I was more than a thorn in the head. I was about to pierce the sky. The battalion commander, who is now the head, because my business is big every day."

"Really?" Lin Yanxi asked incredulously, but then he saw his head and couldn't help saying, "I can't see it at all now."

"I really can't see it. Now it's not the same as that time." Mu Lin thought for a while and then said, "in fact, something happened at that time

So I suddenly changed and stopped being a prick. "

"Later... I thought it was good to be a soldier. At that time, when we practiced with special forces, our regiment was really beaten by them and had no power to fight back."

"I'm also a soldier. Of course I'm not convinced. At this time, the regiment intends to be a team, so I stood up and began to form the team, and you should know what happened later."

Lin Yanxi nodded, "is that the person you caught the special forces?"

"You know that?" Mu Lin was a little embarrassed. "That time was just a fluke."

"Of course I know. Do you ask someone in the fourth regiment who doesn't know?" Lin Yanxi looked at him helplessly, but when he said this, he suddenly thought of something. "It's also because you're not convinced, so you refused the invitation of the special brigade?"

Seeing Mu Lin nodding, Lin Yanxi sighed in his heart, and couldn't help but start what the head said at that time.

No wonder he said that he was very similar to Mu Lin. at that time, she was hating Mu Lin. she was too anxious to think about it. Now, hearing his experience, she is really similar to herself.

Looking at him, he sighed, "I don't have your experience, and I don't think it's good to be a soldier."

"It's really a mistake to come to the lone wolf team. Most of it is because... Because of a moment's anger, in fact, I regret it now."

"You said that I didn't want to be a soldier since I was a child like song Jiajia, nor did I have a sense of belonging to the lone wolf team like others in the reconnaissance company. In that case, why do I fight?"

"Obviously, it's a thing I don't like, but it's just a hard training to fight for one breath. If you're just tired, it's OK, but now..."

Hearing this, Mu Lin finally understood what she was tangled with, so he answered, "but now my heart is tired, isn't it?"

Lin Yanxi sighed and finally nodded.

"If you think so, I won't advise you." Mu Lin said and looked at her seriously. "After all, it's your own business. How do you choose? Others have no right to interfere. If you want to leave, it's no problem."

Hearing his words, Lin Yanxi was really surprised. He looked at him and asked, "are you serious?"

"Of course, it can't be true anymore. Of course, your own affairs are up to you." Mu Lin said without thinking.

Now Lin Yanxi had nothing to say. Looking at her silent appearance, Mu Lin smiled, "I know that not all people who come to be soldiers like this career, just as not all people do what they like."

"But I always think that soldiers are different from those ordinary jobs. Since you come, you can't choose again, and you're not allowed to mix here. You don't have to think about it if you want to mix for two years."

"Whether you want to or not, since you can't mix here, what's the meaning of your tangles?"

Lin Yanxi stared at him and smiled bitterly, "you mean my tangles are useless?"

"I think so." Mu Lin didn't refute, but nodded. "I don't think you're such a busy person. You haven't been very happy before. How can you be so tangled in this matter?"

Seeing what Lin Yanxi wanted to say, he put his hand first, "we don't say you first, just say me!"

"In fact, I didn't like it at the beginning, so we are still very similar. Even now I'm no longer a thorn head and have built a lone wolf team, but I don't have any life understanding or too big goal."

"I just think that I can only afford to work so hard now. When I take off my military uniform in the future, I won't think that there are no memories in these years, and I think most of what I have experienced now, even those who are also soldiers, haven't experienced it."

"When I have a son, I can also blow with him. Your father and I have been on the battlefield and killed the enemy."

Lin Yanxi looked at him and then reacted. He slapped him, "OK! Mu Lin, you take advantage of me."

As soon as the voice fell, the door was suddenly opened. Xiao Xiaoxiao and song Jiajia stood outside the door and looked at them with a shocked face.

Lin Yanxi listened