They found a stone chair in the shade and sat down.
Mu Lin didn't hurry to ask her what was going on, but looked at her and asked with a smile, "isn't the environment in southern Xinjiang suitable?"
Lin Yanxi nodded. "It's really difficult to adapt to coming here suddenly. It's too hot and humid. It's two extremes with us. I really don't know when I can adapt."
Maybe she didn't even find out that she was saying these words in a complaining tone in the face of Mu Lin.
She didn't notice, but Mu Lin heard it, looked at it and smiled, "but I heard you did well this time."
Lin Yanxi was stunned. Then he reacted and looked at him. "You actually came to persuade me. Did the captain or eagle eye let you come?"
"No one asked me to come." Mu Lin put his hand, "but someone did tell me about your current state."
After listening to his words, Lin Yanxi bowed her head and was silent. After a while, she asked, "am I in a bad state now?"
"How to say, it's not so bad, but it's not so good." Mu Lin told the truth.
Lin Yanxi looked at him helplessly, "I've been slowly adjusting, but just... I couldn't stand it when I attended the memorial service."
Although she didn't say it too carefully, Mu Lin still understood, reached out and patted her, sighed and said, "I can understand this feeling."
His words stunned Lin Yanxi, and then looked at him discontentedly, "you're so powerful. It doesn't mean you've never made mistakes. How can you feel like this?"
Mu Lin burst out laughing, "I'm not Superman. How can I make no mistakes."
Seeing Lin Yanxi's expression of disbelief on his face, he continued to explain with a smile, "in fact, I'm not as good as you. At least you practiced before you entered the barracks. When I entered the new barracks, I was really just a recruit, and I didn't even touch the gun."
"When I joined the reconnaissance company from the recruits company, I only learned everything after I joined the reconnaissance company, whether it was fighting or sports rapid fire. I didn't pay attention at that time, so I was half familiar with it and never beat others."
"How could it?" hearing this, Lin Yanxi looked at him with a shocked face.
Mu Lin laughed. "What's impossible? You see me now, but it took a lot of time to become what I am today."
Speaking of these again, Mu Lin slowly put away his smile and became very serious. "At that time, the reconnaissance company didn't have a lone wolf team, and many special tasks were done by the reconnaissance company."
"Our side is too close to the border. At that time, the task pressure of the border guards was great, and we will also assist them. Once our class went to the border patrol, and the monitor at that time found an anomaly in the woods."
"It's some things and traces that didn't belong to the forest. Those traces are not obvious. If they weren't for the experienced monitor at that time, they couldn't be found."
"At that time, the monitor and the people in the class did not hesitate. After notifying the company, they immediately took us to catch up."
"I didn't expect that the drug dealer was more professional than we thought." when Mu Lin said this, he subconsciously paused, and then said, "although we chased someone, we were found by the other party, but we went into their ambush."
It was nothing at first, but when he heard his last sentence, Lin Yanxi couldn't help but be surprised, and suddenly had a bad feeling.
After looking at Mu Lin's serious expression, some dared not open their mouth and asked, "you..."
"We fell into each other's ambush, and we were not as good as them in number or firepower." Mu Lin said with a deep breath, "so we could only try to hold them down at that time."
"Although I tried my best, one third of the recruits in the whole class, including me, had not experienced actual combat, and almost suffered heavy casualties as soon as they came into contact."
"At that time, I was no different from those recruits. I would worry or even fear. I could not help but lag behind. If I were not the monitor, I might have died at the border in that battle."
Lin Yanxi suddenly changed his face, "are you all right later?"
"How can it be all right?" Mu Lin smiled bitterly. "The monitor sacrificed to save me, and other veterans died there to drag down the enemy."
"My last impression of the battle now is the figure of reinforcements I saw before I was unconscious."
Speaking of this, he looked up at Lin Yanxi, "I was the only one left in the class in that battle, and all the others died before the reinforcements came."
"I just watched them die in front of me, but there was nothing I could do, and even dragged them down."
At this time, Lin Yanxi finally believed his words. It turned out that he really understood this feeling, even better than her.
He opened his mouth, but when the words came to his mouth, he endured it again.
Seeing her appearance of wanting to talk and stopping, Mu Lin shook his head, "it's all in the past. Now it's not so sad to think about it."
"But at that time... I really couldn't accept it. When I came back from the border, I didn't eat or drink for three days and nights. I didn't even close my eyes. As long as I closed my eyes, I would see what they looked like when they died. Let alone sleep, I didn't even dare to close my eyes."
Hearing these bursts of panic, Lin Yanxi changed her position and thought that if she encountered such a thing, maybe, not maybe, she would collapse directly.
In her shock, Mu Lin continued, "but three days later, I came out. I told myself that my life was saved by the monitor. I can't go on like this."
"After such a thing, if I give up, in fact, no one will blame me. I can even take off my military uniform and leave."
"But this escape can't solve any problems, and I'll live my life with this regret and guilt. I don't want to do this. What's more, I'm the only one left in the class. If I leave, the class will be gone."
"At that time, I thought that if this class was completely gone, it must not be what the monitor and veterans wanted to see. Anyway, I would keep this class."
"And... When I woke up, I heard them say that although the reinforcements arrived in time, there were still fish in the net. Would you be willing to change you?"
Lin Yanxi subconsciously shook his head, "of course not."
"Yes, I thought so at that time." Mu Lin nodded hard, "so I not only rebuilt the whole class, but also intercepted the gang of drug traffickers at the border again and left them all."
Lin Yanxi listened and looked at him in disbelief. He could write a novel.