"Not only does it have nothing to do with my father, he even stopped me, and he doesn't want me to be in danger."
"It's just... I'm not obedient this time."
Hearing Lin Yanxi's words and seeing her guilty expression, Zhou Hui sighed helplessly, "what do you think of this child? Obviously, it's not very good in the medical class..."
But when he said it, he sighed again, "forget it, when this man enters the army, his mentality will change. It's normal for you to have such a choice."
"Blame your father. If he hadn't trained you as a soldier since childhood, you wouldn't have been selected into any special army..."
Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi came forward and gently hugged her, "Mom, I'm really fine. The gunshot wound was just an accident. In fact, we don't have such a dangerous and important task."
"Now is a time of peace. Even special forces are not so exaggerated that they go to the battlefield every day."
Zhou Hui opened her hand with a slap. "It's time to cheat me. You think your mother is not in military uniform. Don't you know what's going on in the special forces?"
Lin Yanxi immediately suffocated and didn't dare to say more.
But after all, I love her. Zhou Hui looked at her and could only say reluctantly, "don't say these first. I'll give you medicine and hide here by myself. Can I do it?"
Lin Yanxi didn't dare to refute, lowered her head and immediately followed out.
Lie on the bed and ask Lin's mother to give her medicine. At this time, even if it hurts, she can only bite her teeth and bear it.
But what does Zhou Hui do? How can she not know that she stubbornly endured it and sighed helplessly, "just cry out when it hurts. These injuries should not be just caused by training?"
Seeing Lin Yanxi's silence, he shook his head helplessly, "is it still confidential?"
Lin Yanxi smiled, "it's really confidential..."
When she got her answer, Zhou Hui sighed helplessly, asked no more questions and continued to give her medicine.
Lin Yanxi lay there and couldn't see Lin's mother's expression, but she suddenly felt a cold drop of water on her waist and felt sour in her heart. She knew it wasn't medicine, it was Zhou Hui's tears.
After a moment of silence, he suddenly asked, "Mom, do you think I did something wrong?"
Zhou Hui hurriedly subconsciously wiped away her tears and shook her head, "Xiao Xi, mom just loves you and looks at your injury..."
Lin Yanxi listened, lay on his side, looked back at Zhou Hui, changed the topic and asked, "Mom, you are so skilled in applying medicine. Do you often give it to my father?"
"Your mother, I'm a doctor." Zhou Hui slapped her, but maybe she still loved her and didn't use much force.
"I remember you've been on the operating table since the day you became a doctor. How can you do the work done by these nurses?" Lin Yanxi smiled and exposed her words.
Zhou Hui looked at her helplessly, "do you know what to say?"
And then he couldn't help sighing, "I worried about your father every day a few years ago. Now I don't have to worry about him, but I have to worry about you again. I can't finish my heart in my life!"
Seeing that her medicine was finished, Lin Yanxi sat up directly, "then... Didn't you think about persuading him to change a safer job?"
"I haven't thought about it, but I just think about it. If he listens to other people's advice, it's not him." and I couldn't help pausing here.
After looking at Lin Yanxi, he hesitated and said, "in fact, being a special army has high requirements for body and age. Even if he thinks about it again, it is only a few years. If he misses it, he may have no chance."
"Coupled with the special situation at that time and the war, I advised him to quit, which was tantamount to persuading him to be a deserter. You said how could I do this? Even if I was worried, I had to bear it."
Lin Yanxi seemed to understand, but he was silent before he asked, "why was he so persistent at that time, just to be able to fight and go to the battlefield?"
"Part of it. In fact, everyone has a heroic plot in his heart. He can realize his value on the battlefield, which will give people a different sense of achievement."
"And the other part..." Zhou Huidun said again after a while. "When we were young, we didn't have so many choices, and once we chose, we wouldn't care whether we like it or not. We had to stick to it until the end."
"Just like me and your father, we didn't choose this road ourselves, but we could choose the best one at that time, so we made such a decision, but we didn't expect to do it for half a lifetime."
Lin Yanxi has never sat down with her parents to talk about this issue. Over the years, they have few opportunities to be together, not to mention going to have a deep chat?
So naturally, I didn't know there was such a story. I smiled helplessly, "after watching him so persistent in being a soldier for so many years, and even so persistent in putting on my military uniform, I really thought how much he liked this line and how much he loved this military uniform!"
"If you let him hear this, he must chase you five kilometers and beat you." Zhou Hui smiled helplessly, "but he has been wearing this dress for so many years and has been doing things for half his life. Even if he didn't like it at the beginning, it has become an integral part of his life."
"Just like you let me put down the scalpel now, I will not accept it. Your father is the same. When he came out of the war army, he really seemed to have lost half his life."
While saying, he reached out and rubbed Lin Yanxi's hair, "you're in the reconnaissance company now. He's also worried about your safety, but in fact, he's also happy when he's worried!"
"It's really a contradiction..." Lin Yanxi listened and couldn't help being silent.
And said, suddenly looked up, "in fact, you should have said these words to me earlier..."
"What if I said it earlier?" Zhou Hui asked with a smile.
Lin Yanxi smothered for a while and said, "if I had known this earlier, I might have understood you earlier. If I could understand each other earlier, maybe it would be different now?"
"Are you still blaming us?" Zhou Hui asked bitterly when she heard her words.
Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing and shook his head. "Of course not, we are a family. How can we have such a deep hatred."
"Besides, if I blamed you for forcing me to become a soldier, I wouldn't be in the reconnaissance company now."
"Then I hope you still remember your revenge." Zhou Hui sighed. "If you only think about when to leave the army every day, you won't be hurt."
Seeing that she mentioned these injuries again, Lin Yanxi hurriedly stopped the topic and put his hand around her, "OK, OK, this is all in the past. Let's not mention it again, OK?"
"By the way, I'll cook tonight. I'll prepare what you want and let you try my craft."
Zhou Hui looked at her in surprise, "just you, can you eat what you make?"
Lin Yanxi looked at her discontentedly, and said coquettishly, "there are many things people can do. What's cooking?"
Zhou Hui was really amused by her, but then she thought of something, "forget it, although your injury is not heavy, you still don't move. Now that you're home, have a good rest."
Lin Yanxi sighed helplessly and stopped arguing with her.
But at dinner time, they still went into the kitchen to help, so the mother and daughter rarely had such a warm night.
They cooked meals together, chatted while eating together, talked about Lin Yanxi's interesting stories in the army, and talked about the stories that her parents had never mentioned to her when they were young.
I slept in a bed all night.
In fact, Lin Yanxi is not a family lover, nor does she like to rely on her mother like other girls. It seems that she has slept alone since she has memory. Think about it, she hasn't slept in the same bed with her mother for many years.
But today, sleeping by my mother's side, I felt a sense of security. Those who occasionally broke into their dreams, even the fierce battle, did not come.
But even so, I still woke up when it was time in the morning.
The time of morning exercises of the lone wolf team is always earlier than others. Even in Nanjiang and Liba, they have such living habits. The biological clock has already adapted and can't adapt anymore. Even if she wants to sleep, she can't sleep.
She got up quietly and went out to make breakfast. Mother Lin woke up.
When she got up and saw a table where she loved to eat, her eyes turned red.
In fact, when a mother is not like this, she will always look forward to the child growing up, but when the child really grows up, sensible and no longer depends on you, she will be disappointed and sad.
Especially like Lin Yanxi, after leaving for a few months, she suddenly changed her appearance. Lin's mother is really happy, but she is also a little lost, and she will feel a little distressed.
Lin Yanxi, who was putting the last small dish on the table, couldn't help laughing when she saw that Lin's mother had got up, "how about I said I would do it!"
Lin's mother nodded hard, but tears fell before she said anything.
"Mom, what's the matter with you?" Lin Yanxi was startled and hurriedly ran over with a paper towel.
As he handed her a paper towel, he asked, "what's wrong with me?"
Zhou Hui shook her head. "No, you've been doing well. Now you're better. It's always been my mother's failure. I'm really a failure as a mother."
"If you hadn't been working all these years, didn't care enough about you, and didn't have to be sent to the army by your father to eat so much hardship, maybe now you can prepare your own college entrance examination, test your favorite school and do what you like, just like xiao'an."
After listening to her words, Lin Yanxi finally understood why she was crying.
He sighed in his heart and smiled, "Mom, if you think so, you're wrong."
"As you said, being a soldier is a special profession. What you can really do is just a few years. If you miss it, it's impossible to do it again."
"If I still blame you before, I should thank you now. It is your persistence that makes me have such a different experience. Anyone can take the exam in the University and at any time."
"But being a soldier is different, especially for special arms like me who have been on the battlefield. How many people have experienced it in this era?"
"So anyway, these experiences are a special wealth for me, and these wealth are given to me by you. For me, you are also the best parents in the world."
Hearing this, Zhou Hui immediately cried and smiled. She looked at Lin Yanxi, "Why have you been a soldier for several months? You are not only sensible, but also able to speak?"
Lin Yanxi ignored her jokes and took her to the table. "Since it's good for me, don't cry anymore. I'll always take the exam in college. I can do what I like to do even if I want to do it at the age of 80, but now I can do something that other people can't do in the years I have the ability, isn't it very powerful?"
Zhou Hui nodded helplessly, but when she said so, she forgot all those bad feelings just now.
"Well, let's not say these words again in the future, OK?" Lin Yanxi said and filled her with porridge and put it in front of her. "How about my food and see if it suits your appetite?"
Zhou Hui was finally amused by her and smiled. She bowed her head, took a bite and looked up at her. "I always remember that you were still the little Xi who would fall and cry for her mother after walking a few steps, but how could you be so big in the blink of an eye and know how to take care of me?"
Lin Yanxi was sad, but she was afraid that she would cry again, so she didn't dare to say more. She bowed her head and ate with her.
A warm dinner was enough, but a breakfast was full of mixed feelings, which really surprised Lin Yanxi.
After breakfast, Lin Yanxi deliberately changed the topic, "didn't my father say he would come back today? Did he say what time? Do you want to save him some breakfast?"
"Don't worry about him. He said it's not certain what time today." Zhou Hui said angrily.
Lin Yanxi chuckled, "I really forgot. He said he would come back today. Maybe he could come back before midnight."
Zhou Hui couldn't help laughing, but she could only reluctantly shake her head.
But they were talking, but suddenly the phone rang.
Both of them were stunned. They didn't have much time at home, so they didn't ring much at home, especially when there was no one at home for so long. Most familiar people would call their mobile phones even if they were looking for them.
When the mobile phone is turned off and the army can't find anyone, there is only one possibility, that is, the work needs to be kept secret again.
But Zhou Hui's cell phone didn't ring today, but the phone rang first, which surprised both of them.
However, the accident was an accident. Lin Yanxi still put down the things in her hand, walked over and directly picked them up.
No matter who she was, the other party directly shouted, "sister-in-law, chief of staff Lin has an accident, and now she has been sent to the hospital!"
"What?" Lin Yanxi was surprised, and the phone in his hand fell directly to the ground.