Chapter 384

Seeing Mu Lin leave, Lin Yanxi still stood there in a daze. Li Fei saw his already ugly face and became more and more gloomy.

But after looking at Lin Yanxi, he still endured it, walked to her side and gently pushed her, "that... Is it really your comrade in arms?"

Lin Yanxi finally came back to his mind. When he heard his words, he didn't answer, but asked, "why, doesn't it look like?"

Then he said as if he were asking and answering himself, "it's really different. It makes people look like a ruffian. Do you think you can't get in touch with the soldiers?"

When Li Fei saw her mention the man's expression, he couldn't help smiling. He subconsciously frowned, but still shook his head, "ruffian gas is there, but more is... Murderous gas."

Lin Yanxi was stunned and looked at Li Fei in uncontrollable surprise.

"What are you looking at, isn't it?" Li Fei sneered. "The feeling on him is the same as my current fighting coach, but you know what he does. He has really been on the battlefield and killed people."

"You said they had a common feeling. What does that mean?"

"Er..." Lin Yanxi didn't expect that he was waiting here. She couldn't speak for a moment. She couldn't say that she not only knew what Mu Lin did, but also knew that he had killed people, and even... She had done it.

When you join the lone wolf team and go to the battlefield, when you know that if you don't kill, the enemy will kill you, you feel that killing doesn't seem so difficult to accept.

Especially in such an environment, Lin Yanxi was more and more adapted to such a life because of the same people around him.

Even used to training with a gun at any time, and used to all kinds of sudden tasks, even shooting targets unprepared.

When she had felt that this was her life and suddenly returned to the normal society, she found that her cognition seemed to be somewhat different from the normal cognition.

It was only at this time that I thought that in the eyes of ordinary people, it is a time of peace. Even soldiers don't seem to be normal to kill.

Even if Li Fei grew up in the military compound and looked at people in military uniforms every day, it doesn't mean he can accept these. Just like the coach who has been on the battlefield, he still has a look of fear.

At this time, Lin Yanxi suddenly found that the distance between himself and these friends no longer seems to be the distance he hasn't seen each other for several months, but the distance between a real decisive soldier and ordinary people.

Seeing Lin Yanxi's hesitant expression, Li Fei was wrong, obviously when she was surprised at what he said.

After thinking about it, he said, "since you say he is your comrade in arms, I believe he is not a bad man and he will not be bad for you."

"But do you know what army he comes from and what he has done? He is young and murderous. He feels no worse than my fighting coach. You can imagine what he will experience."

"So I really don't suggest you have contact with such a person. Trust me, it's not good for you."

Lin Yanxi could only shake his head helplessly after listening, "it's not so exaggerated. You think too much."

"Why not..." what else does Li Fei want to say.

But before he finished, Lin Yanxi put his hand on him and interrupted his words, "if you say so, there are many people in our courtyard who have been on the battlefield and killed people. Can I hide?"

"My father also participated in the war, and so did your father. Why didn't I see you afraid? You might say that it's too far away. So close, how many of our peers have entered the military camp and become professional soldiers, just like brother Da Zhi."

"Is it difficult for me to hide when I see them? Then I have to move tomorrow."

Li Fei couldn't laugh or cry, "you know that's not what I said."

Lin Yanxi arrived and really deliberately confused the public. He patted him and said, "you don't have to think about it. He's really not as complicated as you think, but an ordinary comrade in arms."

"Besides... We are not an army now. Even if we want more contact, we don't have that chance. Are you always relieved?"

Li Fei was relieved. He admitted that he was really selfish when he said these words, but most of them were really for the sake of Lin Yanxi. At least at that moment, he really felt the murderous spirit in Mu Lin and the feeling that people who have experienced the battlefield will have.

You can say that such a person is capable or how excellent he is. You should know that the person who can be selected in such a peaceful era will not be incompetent.

But in his opinion, such a person is only suitable for looking at it from a distance. Not to mention what impact it will bring to Lin Yanxi, but the possible danger, let him instinctively oppose it.

What's more, the change of Lin Yanxi's return was so great that he was worried. Especially when Mu Lin appeared, he instinctively felt that Lin Yanxi's change seemed to have something to do with this person, so he couldn't help but talk to her.

Although now he doesn't know whether these words are really useful.

Looking at Lin Yanxi, he wanted to say something more, but he didn't wait for him to open his mouth. After completing the formalities, the driver came back, nodded to Li Fei and asked, "Xiao Xi, what's the situation?"

Lin Yan Xiba had to talk about this topic with Li Fei again. He turned to him and said, "I'm still in surgery. I don't know what's going on inside, but my mother is in charge of the knife. There must be no problem."

"Uncle Liu, thanks to you taking care of him today."

Xiao Liu was embarrassed. "Don't say that. It's because I didn't take good care of the head. If I had found out that he was in poor health, I wouldn't have done it today."

"How can I blame you? I didn't even do it as a daughter." Lin Yanxi shook her head and couldn't help sighing.

When they saw that she was still blaming herself, they looked at each other, but they didn't know how to comfort her.

The operation lasted several hours, longer than expected, but it was finally over.

When Lin Wannian was pushed out, Lin Yanxi jumped up and rushed over, "how's the situation?"

"Don't worry, the operation is very successful. It's all right." the nurse on the side also knew her. Seeing that she was worried, she hurriedly said.

Lin Yanxi suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, subconsciously looked at Lin Wannian, but what he saw was a pale face that had not woken up.

But before I could ask any more questions, I suddenly thought of something. I hurriedly pulled the nurse just now, "where's my mother?"

The nurse didn't say much, just pointed to the operating room and pushed Lin Wannian forward.

Lin Yanxi just put down his heart and raised it again. He said something to Li Fei and asked him to take care of him. He turned and rushed into the operating room.

Sure enough, seeing Zhou Hui, who was already weak, sitting on one side of the chair, Lin Yanxi was startled, "Mom, how are you?"

"I'm fine, but I'm a little tired." Zhou Hui put his hand on it, looked at the blood everywhere in the operating room, looked at the feeling of being flustered, and urged, "why did you come in, get out, this is not where you stay."

"Isn't the operation over?" Lin Yanxi asked subconsciously.

But just looking around, she was pulled by Lin's mother, "don't look, let's go out."

Lin Yanxi just reacted and shook his head carelessly. "It's all right. I don't faint. Don't move. Sit and rest for a while. I'll get you water."

Then he held her in a comfortable position and helped her take off her surgical clothes. Then he ran over and poured water and food. It was like he didn't see the blood in the operating room.

Watching Zhou Hui eat, Lin Yanxi sat next to her, "my father was pushed to the ward. I asked Li Fei and uncle Liu to take care of him. You don't have to worry."

"You really did. You threw him to others after his operation?" Zhou Hui couldn't help complaining.

Lin Yanxi smiled. "They told me that the operation was very successful. Now people don't wake up. They just need professional nurses to take care of them. I can't help even in the past. I might as well come and see you."

And then he asked, "but are you in this state after every operation? Is it too hard?"

"Doctors are like this, there's no way." Zhou Hui explained helplessly, but after saying it, she seemed afraid of her worry, and hurriedly said, "and today's situation is different. The object of surgery is your father. Even if I control my emotions again, I will be nervous."

"When people get nervous, they will consume more physical energy. At least I usually insist on a few hours of surgery. It's not such an exaggeration."

Lin Yanxi also knew that she was afraid of worrying about herself, so she didn't say anything more. She sat aside and gently hugged her, "Mom, you're great. You're the most powerful doctor."

Zhou Hui couldn't help laughing, with a relaxed smile on her face.

Lin Wannian's operation is indeed very successful. Lin's mother is nervous, but her professional quality is absolutely first-class. She will never be soft when cutting against her relatives.

Because of her excellent medical skills, it became a false alarm.

But after all, it was also a major operation. She couldn't be careless. Although she trusted the nurse, Lin Yanxi still did what she could do herself.

These days have also become the longest days she has been with her father since she was a child, but they are also the most peaceful time for them to get along.

After a few days of in-depth cultivation, Lin Wannian can finally stop sleeping most of the time and occasionally sit up and chat with Lin Yanxi.

He helped Lin Wannian sit down and put a pillow on his back. Lin Yanxi just sat back.

At this time, Lin Yanxi is a little lucky to train in the lone wolf team. If it weren't for the cruel training in those days, now it seems that she doesn't have the strength to easily take care of Lin Wannian.

Lin Wannian obviously noticed this and looked at her with a smile. "Now how can I feel like I have a son?"

These days, Lin Wannian often jokes with her. Lin Yanxi has been used to it since she was shocked at first.

So he just smiled and asked, "didn't you always take me as your son, and now you regret it?"

But this time Lin Wannian didn't laugh, but he was silent. For a long time, he suddenly said, "I have some regrets."

Lin Yanxi was stunned and looked up at him in a daze.

Seeing her expression, Lin Wannian smiled bitterly, "I saw your application for meritorious service. Your division has approved it."

Although such an endless sentence can be guessed, it is not perfect to go to Liba to perform such a task this time, but the people and materials have been brought back, and the people of the lone wolf team must repay the merit.

So when I heard this, I wasn't surprised at all. "Do you think it's a secret to tell me in advance?"

"What's the secret? I've memorized the confidentiality regulations all my life. Even if I'm old and confused, I can't forget it." Lin Wannian looked at her reluctantly and said again, "do you know how I felt when I saw the meritorious application?"

The smile on Lin Yanxi's face disappeared, and he seemed to understand what he meant. In the eyes of outsiders, those may be shining meritorious deeds, a beautiful resume and even upward capital.

However, people who have really experienced it know that it means pain, injury and even death. After experiencing wars that can almost crush people's nerves, they don't care about these at all.

Since she can understand what Lin Wannian doesn't know, "Dad, actually..."

Before she said anything, Lin Wannian interrupted her, "you don't have to say. I know what you're going to say. I'll tell me that this task is not hard and not as dangerous as I thought, right?"

Being interrupted by him, Lin Yanxi immediately suffocated and couldn't say a word. Yes, that's what she wanted to say.

Seeing her expression, Lin Wannian snorted coldly, "you can cheat others. Your father and I have also been on the battlefield."

"Can a collective first-class merit and an individual second-class merit really be obtained only by traveling and seeing the scenery?"

As he said, he sighed deeply, "I don't know what you've done on this mission, let alone what you've experienced these days, but when looking at that application, I can imagine how hard you will be in these days of loss of contact."

"I sat there, thinking about what kind of pressure you have to bear these days, what kind of ferocious enemies you face, and even bullets flying at any time. I thought that you might be in danger when I was resting and eating. I was distressed once and again."

"I really regret thinking that you don't need to experience them at all. I brought them to you."

"You could not have taken such a road. You could have had another life, but because of me, your life and your future will be changed by one of my decisions. Maybe... I really shouldn't have sent you to the military camp or let you wear military uniform."