Chapter 390

Looking at Lin Wannian admitting his failure with guilt, Lin Yanxi increasingly felt that he had really made a big mistake in recent years.

Looking at him with guilt in his heart, "Dad, you didn't fail. It's not you, it's me. I've been too ignorant over the years."

Lin Wannian shook his head, "how could it be? In fact, you have always been a good child."

"But children of your age are different from us. They all have their own ideas and have their own plans for their own life. Don't say I'm not your biological father. Even if I am, I shouldn't interfere in your life."

Lin Yanxi didn't hurry to explain this time. He shook his head for a while. "Dad, to tell you the truth, I did blame you at first, but after so many things, I didn't blame you long ago, and I can understand you."

"I was really not sensible at the beginning. In fact, going to the military camp is really the best choice. If I didn't go to the military camp, I wouldn't figure it out so soon."

"In fact, now I want to understand that I like painting and want to go my own way, but since I went to the military camp and put on my military uniform, I always have to do it well, at least I won't regret it, and I don't want to disappoint you."

Speaking of this, Lin Yanxi paused and suddenly smiled, "maybe you won't think that when I come back this time, I want to have a good talk with you."

Lin Wannian was stunned. Then he asked, "what do you want to talk to me about?"

"Of course it's about me." Lin Yanxi finally relaxed at this time. "My business can be kept secret to others, but it's not a secret to you."

"As you know, several comrades in the lone wolf team are professional soldiers. It can be said that they are a special team composed of professional soldiers, and I am the only one special."

"At first, when I entered the lone wolf team, I was even perfunctory. Even if I wanted to stay, it was just to fight for breath, but later, slowly, I found that I liked the lone wolf team and the feeling of fighting side by side with them."

"When I really handed over my back to them and went to the battlefield with them, I suddenly found that all the previous contradictions and discontent disappeared in an instant. People who had been difficult for me can rush out at the risk of their lives in order to create opportunities for me, and even have no complaints about injuries."

"I thought at that time that maybe there would be no such feeling anywhere in the world, but in the military camp."

Lin Wannian nodded after listening to it for a while. "Yes, the military camp is really a different place from any other place. It can really change a person's values and completely change a person."

Lin Yanxi smiled, "maybe I'm one of them!"

"The team went to Nanjiang for training this time and experienced some things. When watching... My comrades in arms who smiled at me the moment ago fell in front of me, I would feel guilty and feel useless."

"Although I've figured it out these days, I occasionally dream of them and think that if I were stronger, maybe they wouldn't have an accident."

At this point, Lin Yanxi couldn't help looking up at Lin Wannian, "I suddenly don't want to mix so easily, otherwise when I think about this period of time in the future, I will regret it."

Of course, Lin Wannian could understand her feelings and patted her on the shoulder. "I can understand you. I think people who have experienced life and death may have such feelings."

Lin Yanxi nodded lightly, "Dad, maybe I'm not a professional soldier, but I want to try and see what I can do."

"Are you serious?" Lin's mother suddenly interrupted before Lin Wannian could say anything.

Lin Yanxi nodded seriously, "I'm serious."

The two looked at each other. Finally, Lin's mother lost and sighed helplessly, "since you want to, do it. This time we... Don't interfere with you."

"But it's good. At least it's fulfilling your mother's wish. After seeing your refusal to be a soldier for so many years, we thought there was no hope. Unexpectedly, you would change your mind."

Hearing that Lin's mother mentioned her again, Lin Yanxi was dejected for a while, but after some hesitation, he asked, "she... Has always wanted me to be a soldier?"

Lin mother nodded, "I'll always look after you before she leaves."

"I remember at that time, you didn't like to play with other children. Instead, you liked to sit in the corner and hide in the corner with a paintbrush. I was still saying that the child was really like her father. Maybe he would complete his unfinished dream when he grew up."

"But I didn't expect it, but she shook her head. Seriously, she didn't want you to be like your father. If she could, she hoped you could live a simpler life and see you put on your military uniform one day."

"Maybe you can't be a good soldier, maybe you can't be a professional soldier for a lifetime, but a military career can make you stronger. She hopes you have such a memory in your life."

Speaking of this, Mrs. Lin paused and continued, "although she said so, based on my understanding of her, I think she wants you to make up for your biological father's regret in this life!"

"In fact, his life is... Very tragic. He gave up his ideal for this military uniform and going to the battlefield, but that happened and his future was ruined. I think he must be full of reluctance when he left."

"But even if she is unwilling, once she takes off her military uniform, there will be no chance to put it on again, so she not only wants you to fulfill their wishes one day, but also she herself has been working so hard, and she won't insist on returning to the front line in that case."

Lin Yanxi was stunned. After a while, he asked, "is this one of the reasons why you sent me?"

Lin Wannian hesitated and nodded, "your biological mother died. Lin Jianwen left again for so many years. Although I believe he must still be alive, I have never heard from him."

"They are not here, but the more so, the more they want to achieve their wishes. Although they know it's unfair to you, but..."

Seeing what he had to say, Lin Yanxi shook his head and interrupted him. He took a deep breath and said with a smile, "Dad, don't say any more, I understand."

While saying, one hand took Lin's mother's hand, while the other hand took Lin Wannian's hand, "parents, you don't have to say any more. I understand. I really understand your pains."

Mother Lin's eyes turned red and her tears almost fell down.

When Lin Yanxi saw her, he stretched out his hand and hugged her. "In fact, no matter what my life experience is, and whether you are my biological parents or not, in my heart, you are my parents, now and forever!"

After hearing this, Lin's mother couldn't help but hide from her eyes and quietly wipe away her tears.

Lin Wannian also sighed with emotion, took a deep look at her, but didn't say anything.

After talking to them, not only Lin Yanxi finally wanted to open up, but also Lin Wannian's heart was relieved.

I really didn't sleep much all night. Now we can have a rest at ease.

After arranging Lin Wannian's rest, he advised Lin's mother to go to the lounge and watched them relax and sleep, which was a relief.

Staring at them for a while, he laughed.

Although he didn't sleep all night, Lin Yanxi didn't want to sleep at all at this time.

This day and night really had a different meaning for her. Maybe she really figured it out now, but she still had some confusion in her heart.

However, no wonder she thought about who had experienced such a situation. There was a good family of three. Although her father was a little strict, Lin Yanxi didn't have any other dissatisfaction or even other ideas except occasional complaints.

But she never thought that suddenly, her parents became adoptive parents. Her biological mother died and there was no news after her father left. Whoever was in her position must not accept it.

So the situation of Lin Yanxi is really good.

But at this time, sitting alone in the hall of the hospital, looking at the people coming and going in front of me, with a happy or sad look on my face, I couldn't help being in a trance.

"Why are you sitting here foolishly?" but at this time, suddenly someone came over, asked and slapped.

Lin Yanxi subconsciously dodged and looked up again to see him drop his crutch and sit down.

After looking at him, Lin Yanxi finally recovered, "the doctor didn't tell you to have more rest. Why are you running around?"

"I'm too boring to be alone in the ward." Bai Liqing shook his head, but then looked at Lin Yanxi with dissatisfaction. "And some people said they wanted to see me again, but there was no personal film."

Hearing his words and the dissatisfied expression on his face, Lin Yanxi burst out with a laugh, "I just haven't been there all day. Are you so exaggerated?"

Baili hummed coldly, "you think I don't want you to go, but you think some people don't mean what they say. It's necessary to remind her."

But as he said, he glanced at her again, "but for the sake of your bad mood, let you go once!"

Lin Yanxi looked at him helplessly, "which eye of yours sees that I'm in a bad mood?"

"Which eye can see? Look at you sitting here. There is a word in your expression and eyes, silly!" Bai Liqing said impolitely.

Then he couldn't help slapping him again, and finally made up for the one that Lin Yanxi had just avoided.

Then he asked with satisfaction, "if you don't dislike it, tell me. I'll see if there's anything worse than my disabled mood?"

Hearing what he said about himself, Lin Yanxi said hurriedly, "what are you talking about? You just got a gunshot wound. Who hasn't been hurt."

Bai Liqing laughed and said, "you don't have to hide it from me. I'm not injured for the first time. How can I not know what's going on now?"

"Although it's only a shot this time, it's really not a place, and the injury is too serious. Even if you hide it from me, in fact, I already knew the result."

It really surprised Lin Yanxi to hear him say these words so easily.

Bai Liqing knew about her leg injury when she met Mu Lin in the hospital. After Lin Wannian's operation, she not only went to see Bai Liqing, but also asked his attending doctor about him.

From the doctor, we can say that we have learned more details and determined bailiqing's injury. Even the most optimistic situation is that normal walking is not affected.

As for going back to the lone wolf team to be his commando, there is no need to think about it.

Just in order not to affect his recovery, everyone kept it from him all the time. But Lin Yanxi didn't expect that bailiqing knew it long ago.

After listening to his words, Lin Yanxi couldn't react for a moment and looked at him stunned.

But then he reacted, looked at him and said, "Baili, you..."

"Well, well." before Lin Yanxi finished, Bai Liqing interrupted her, "I'm not a glass heart. You don't have to persuade me. I want to drive."

While talking, he turned his head and looked at Lin Yanxi, who had been stunned. Bailiqing suddenly smiled helplessly, "what expression is this? I can think of it. You're so shocked?"

Lin Yanxi recovered and shook his head, "I don't mean that."

Bai Liqing didn't care much and smiled, "in fact, there's nothing unacceptable. Since he's ready to die on the battlefield, he's only injured. What's unacceptable?"

"Although I left the lone wolf team like this, and may even have to take off my military uniform, it was indeed somewhat unexpected and unwilling, but I had done and worked hard, so I had nothing to regret."

These words really made Lin Yanxi look at him with new eyes. They can be said that they had the least contact in the lone wolf team and knew him the least.

So after hearing his words, Lin Yanxi was even more surprised.

Bai Liqing ignored her surprised expression, just smiled and said, "so you don't need to be so careful in front of me in the future."

"You may not know. I already knew the results at the moment of injury, and I'm already thinking about the future in the hospital these days. I'm still so young. Since I can't go to the battlefield, I can do other things. I don't have so much time to waste on self pity."

Hearing this, Lin Yanxi finally believed that he really didn't care much, but it aroused Lin Yanxi's curiosity. After staring at him for a while, he asked, "are you really willing?"

After hearing this, Bai Liqing was stifled, and then sighed deeply, "how can I be willing! I'm not in a hurry to participate in the special forces selection, only one step short..."

"It's just that even if you don't give up anymore, it's no use. The iron barracks and flowing soldiers should leave after all."

When Bai Liqing said this, he suddenly looked at Lin Yanxi seriously, "Lin Yanxi, miss, I don't care what you think, but listen to my advice. We don't have so much time to waste. Cherish what we have now!"