Lin Yanxi couldn't help but be stunned when he heard his words. He came back to his mind for a long time. He sighed for a long time and lay on his back, "don't comfort me..."
Seeing her loss, Mu Lin smiled bitterly and looked at her, "I'm not comforting you. What I said is the truth."
"You have also performed tasks with everyone, and you have been left behind at the beginning. You should understand that sometimes an individual is really a very small existence. No matter how powerful you are, you are not Superman. You can't complete the task alone. You need to rely on your teammates."
"Therefore, no matter who it is, we should have absolute trust in the people around us and the awareness of sacrificing for our comrades in arms at any time."
"I know you have great talent and potential, but maybe you don't feel it yourself. Before that, although you worked hard and cared about the selection results, you were always a little worse."
"But now I know that you have a bad taste of war, the real taste of war in your bones, but you did it this time and made me feel it."
Lin Yanxi was stunned and finally opened his eyes to him.
When Mu Lin saw her reaction, he immediately smiled and lay aside. "I know it's too illusory to say this. You've done so well, even better than many male soldiers, but I said you don't look like a real soldier. You must be dissatisfied."
Lin Yanxi interrupted him at this time, "I'm not dissatisfied, and you're right. I'm really... Different from them."
"I didn't have the determination to pass the selection, and I didn't think about what it meant to me. I just thought that since I came here, it would be a shame if I was eliminated, so I kept holding on."
"Now think... Is it boring for me to do this?"
Mu Lin was puzzled when he heard this, "yes... A little."
Lin Yanxi smiled with self mockery, "I didn't understand these before, but I suddenly understood when I gave up."
"I really don't want to put on my military uniform. I didn't hold the idea of others in the selection of blood blade, and I didn't think about being the strongest soldier. If I didn't think it would be too humiliating to go back like this, maybe it doesn't have much impact on whether to eliminate it."
"But at the moment of giving up, I suddenly felt so reluctant. It was my loss to pass by such an excellent army. It was also my regret not to be a member of the blood blade."
While saying and looking at Mu Lin, "it's just... If they can all successfully pass this assessment, my 'sacrifice' is not in vain. After all, I have seen their efforts for so long and how much they have suffered, so I sincerely hope they can enter the blood blade."
Mu Lin looked at her positively. After a while, he said, "I'm sorry, I..."
Lin Yanxi was a little surprised to hear his apology, but he immediately understood what he meant. Instead, he smiled carelessly, "you don't have to apologize. It's not your fault."
"Although you are the chief instructor of this selection, you have no right to leave or let who go in case of violating the rules?"
Mu Lin was suddenly a little silent. After a while, he said, "what I did as an instructor is really useless. I can't help you at all."
Hearing the depression in his words, Lin Yanxi was really surprised. He looked at him sideways, "Mu Lin... It doesn't seem to come out of your mouth."
"To tell you the truth, I actually don't want you to stay. I even expect you to be eliminated early, but you have survived one level at a time, and your grades are getting better and better."
"Originally, I gave up this idea, but I didn't expect to be eliminated in this way in the end."
Hearing this, Lin Yanxi became interested, "why don't you want me to pass the selection?"
"Do you really think women soldiers can't be special forces, or do you don't want to be in the same team with me anymore?"
"Who said that? Of course I wish I could be with you!" Mu Lin said instinctively, but he reacted as soon as he spoke. It seemed... Something was wrong.
His face was hot and he quickly explained, "I mean, it's good to cooperate with you. Of course, I hope to be in a small team."
"I just... But the blood blade special team is no better than others. The tasks they perform are special tasks. There are really too many dangers to face every day. If you come, you will face much more than the lone wolf. I don't want you to be in danger."
Looking at Mu Lin's stammering explanation, Lin Yanxi stared at him, opened his mouth, and found his voice for a long time, "don't you want me to be in danger?"
"Lin Yanxi, in fact, returning to the lone wolf team is also a good choice. It's the team I established. I know how excellent it is. Maybe it's not as good as blood blade, but it's more suitable for you."
"Although there will be all kinds of tasks and dangers, it is safer than blood blade." Mu Lin rarely looks at her so seriously.
Lin Yanxi finally regained his mind and determined that he was really worried about himself, but in this way
However, I think he also knows that such an idea is not suitable to be put forward during the selection, and he hasn't said it until now.
And another thing that makes Lin Yanxi particularly happy is that Mu Lin didn't obstruct her because of her good name, and didn't use his power to let her go home early.
She understood that although Mu Lin seemed to be making trouble for her these days, Lin Yanxi could still feel it. If Mu Lin wanted to deliberately eliminate her, she couldn't insist until now.
Just from this point, Lin Yanxi felt the respect and attention from Mu Lin.
And understand these, the heart is really moved to look at him, "Mu Lin, you not only don't need to apologize, I also want to thank you."
Then Lin Yanxi smiled and looked at him, "thank you for caring about me so much, and thank you for not letting me leave on purpose because you think it's for my safety."
Mu Lin was still embarrassed and smiled bitterly, "in fact... I really considered it, but I think it's too disrespectful to you, and if I asked your opinion at that time, you certainly wouldn't agree, so it's OK."
Lin Yanxi nodded with a smile, and then asked, "Mu Lin, you said before that you would become today's you for revenge."
"Well, now that the revenge has been avenged, what supports you up to now?"
Mu Lin didn't expect that she suddenly asked, staring at the sky, "I really didn't think about it, but maybe it's because I'm used to such raw words and it has become a part of my life."