Seeing their expressions, Lin Yanxi smiled and patted aza on the shoulder.
Then I looked at them, "I may leave tomorrow. It may not be so easy to see them again in the future."
"Let's say goodbye here in advance. In addition, thank you for fighting side by side with me on the battlefield and even saving my life."
"I think even if I leave, I will remember the experience of these days."
Several people were stunned by her words when they arrived. "Don't say that, miss. Without you, there would be no us today. We also thank you for giving us a new life."
Hearing their words, Lin Yanxi felt warm and reluctantly smiled, "we don't want to thank each other like this. It's too hypocritical to listen."
Several people couldn't help laughing.
Lin Yanxi never liked this parting atmosphere. He said a few words, told them some, and turned away.
Looking at her back, several people looked at each other with a strange look.
Lin Yanxi just came out and heard the footsteps behind him. He subconsciously stopped and saw Xiao en as expected.
Turn around and look at him, "what can I do for you?"
Xiaoen hesitated, but still said, "Miss, I just... Want to ask what I did wrong?"
Lin Yanxi looked at him and thought about it before he said, "you didn't do anything wrong. You are also very excellent and smart. In fact, in my heart, I always think you are a very suitable candidate."
"But... As a leader, it's not just these. Sometimes, you need more tolerance and kindness."
Xiao en suddenly understood what she meant and explained in some confusion, "but the situation here is special. If you don't use thunder, you can't make them honest, and you can't calm down so soon."
Lin Yanxi put his hand, "these are not reasons. Do you really have such a way?"
"In fact, you're just used to your way of handling. You're learning from Eric and even sol. Although you're not as cruel as them, do you promise you won't become the next sol if you continue?"
After listening to her words, Xiao en silently lowered his head and didn't say a word.
Lin Yanxi looked at him and sighed, "I know you have your own ideas and what you want to do, but I don't want to see the next sol appear."
"What's more, although you are under aza now, you know his personality. I believe you will not be wronged. Moreover, now that it is so chaotic, you can use it."
Xiao en nodded, "I see, miss."
Lin Yanxi also knows that some words are good. Sometimes the more she says, the better, and there is only so much she can do.
Returning to the room again, Lin Yanxi remembered that he was busy with business these days, so he forgot about the room again.
But Mu Lin, who was already packing things for her, couldn't say anything at the mouth.
He walked in with a smile, "why do you only accept my things, your own?"
Mu Lin shook his head reluctantly after hearing this, "I've cleaned up early. What's left is all your things."
"I don't understand. I haven't been here long, but why are there so many things?"
"That means you don't know women. I don't know much about women. If someone else changes, the most basic needs of such things can't be met." Lin Yanxi said indifferently.
While talking, he looked at the things Mu Lin was packing up, but stepped forward, grabbed him and said, "although these are my things, they don't need to take them all back home now?"
"These military uniforms are basically useless, and I don't need to bring daily necessities. A small backpack is enough, or others think I'm traveling this time."
"What do you care what others say about you?" Mu Lin said with a smile.
But although I said so, I still stopped the action in my hand and looked around, "but according to you, there's nothing to take."
Lin Yanxi didn't care, "nothing is the same. Anyway, that's how I came."
And say, but suddenly thought of something, hurried to the side, opened the drawer, took out the obsolete old pistol, "we should not go back to civil aviation, can we take this back?"
"This is the gun that saved you?" Mu Lin looked down her eyes and noticed that it was a domestic eliminated gun. "I'm afraid it's hard to find bullets when you take it back?"
"It's just hard to find, not impossible to find." Lin Yanxi didn't care. He smiled while dismantling the gun. "This is my lucky gun. I'll carry it in my bag every day."
"It's just a coincidence. Even if you changed other guns at that time, it also saved your life, so it's not the gun that saved you, but your own ability." Mu Lin didn't believe it.
"But if it was another gun, I wouldn't have taken it. I wouldn't have taken it at the beginning, so I think it's a special fate." with a click, Lin Yanxi pushed the cartridge clip in and played in his hand.
But he thought of something. He looked up and suddenly smiled at Mu Lin, "just like... Meeting you. If I didn't hate you and sneak attack at the beginning, maybe there would be no later things. I wouldn't be able to enter the lone wolf, let alone perform this task."
"So sometimes fate is really a magical thing. Now think about the seemingly unrelated things one by one, but they are indispensable. No matter which step is wrong, the later things will change."
"But none of them has been missed, and none of them is less. They have come to this day step by step."
Hearing her words, Mu Lin was also slightly stunned, but then sighed with emotion, "I'd rather these things hadn't happened. You'd better be your medical soldier in the infirmary."
Lin Yanxi looked at him in a daze. He didn't know what to do for a moment. He came back to his mind for a long time. Some absent-minded half joked, "do you deserve your identity as a special team instructor?"
"I don't think all of you instructors should see those who are suitable to be special forces, and their eyes will shine?"
Mu Lin didn't see her difference. He sat down and said, "you're right. I really thought that when I was an instructor."
"But after all this, I saw that you suffered and hurt in order to perform your task, but I really didn't think you should have been dragged in."
"Maybe... A simpler and calmer life is more suitable for you."
Lin Yanxi also slowly sat down, looked at the gun in his hand, smiled and said, "but if you don't experience these, how can you understand the value of ordinary?"
"I know you're for my good, but you don't have the right to decide for me. You have to experience life by yourself in order to understand what you want."
"What's more, I think it's good now. At least let me understand when to do what, what attitude to face what kind of future."
"And let me understand that as a soldier, we should have our own responsibilities, obligations and even beliefs."
"I don't know if I will become a professional soldier or take it as my career in the future, but at least now I understand what I should do before taking off my military uniform."
She could say this, Mu Lin already understood. Now he couldn't persuade Lin Yanxi to return to the medical class again.
Lin Yanxi looked up and saw his worried eyes, but his heart was warm. He smiled and said, "Mu Lin, you should know better than anyone. In fact, after entering the lone wolf team, everything is no longer controlled by anyone. No one knows where I can go."
"Since even you are not sure what step I can take, what's the use of fearless worry? It's better to just do what's right in front of me."
After listening to her words, Mu Lin was stunned, but suddenly came forward and gently hugged her. "Lin Yanxi, promise me not to put yourself in danger in the future. Even professional soldiers don't have to perform tasks in danger to show your value. There are too many ways to reflect it."
"I really don't want to see you in danger and hurt again, you know?"
Suddenly, Lin Yanxi was still a little confused and even forgot to struggle, but after hearing Mu Lin's words, it was even more unnecessary.
The silence nestled on his shoulder and asked softly, "what about yourself?"
"You don't know how dangerous this mission is. Why do you agree to such a risky plan?"
"You clearly know that you have to face dangerous terrorists and even die under your own people's guns to implement this plan. Why do you choose?"
Mu Lin didn't answer. Maybe even he didn't know how to answer.
But Lin Yanxi said, "because you know it's your responsibility, it's what you have to accomplish."
"And I am the same. Maybe the future will be more and more dangerous, but I can't escape. This is also my responsibility and must be faced."
"Yes..." Mu Lin sighed with some emotion. "Once some things start, it's not what we can decide. You and I all have what we have to face and experience."
"Even if you worry and fear again, what can you do?"
Lin Yanxi suddenly looked up and looked at him, "if you are really worried about me, let me become bigger!"
At the moment when Mu Lin was stunned, she said again, "I know that entering the blood blade must be not only a little thing in the selection camp, but also more to learn."
"Then teach me all of them. Just like in the selection camp, don't give me any privileges. I don't need them!"