"Since you know, don't do this..." Mu Lin looked at her and said, "I know you're worried, but now you can't help. You're tired all the way. Go back and have a rest first."
But Lin Yanxi was angry and looked back at him fiercely. "My mother is lying inside now. How can I not worry, not your relatives? Of course you don't worry, don't you?"
Hearing her words, Mu Lin's face stiffened.
And Lin Yanxi finally reacted. What he said was really hurtful, especially Mu Lin. it was the most hurtful place in his heart.
Hesitated and said, "sorry, what I said..."
Mu Lin shook his head, "nothing. I know you're in a bad mood. It's normal to be in a bad mood at this time."
"But... Even if you are worried, their operation will not be a few minutes faster. When should they come out or when?" he said with a sigh, "I really haven't had such a feeling, but you can't say I can't understand your mood at this time."
"But I also care about you. Although this operation was not injured, I went out for more than ten hours and experienced so many battles. The pressure must be not small. I must be exhausted both mentally and physically."
While talking, he looked at the closed door and said, "when her operation is over, you will keep close to her. Do you think you can hold up in that case?"
"What's more, you know that her injury is not so serious, and Chang Zian is here. Someone must be fine after the operation. Why are you still here?"
Lin Yanxi sighed helplessly after listening for a while. "Mu Lin, I apologize for what I just said. I'm really too anxious and out of control, so I didn't take your mood into account."
"But what I said... Is right. You can't understand such a mood." Lin Yanxi suddenly raised her eyes and looked at the past, "I know you are for my good, and I also know that as a captain, sometimes you really have to face and deal with what happened calmly and rationally."
"But sometimes in this world, not all things can be analyzed with reason, nor can we say we can't think without thinking. At this time, I can't help, but I'm more at ease when I'm here, not when my mother is still being saved, but I go to rest."
Lin Yanxi said this, but he was silent. He stared at the muddled Mu Lin and said after a while, "you are really an excellent soldier, an excellent special forces soldier and a good captain..."
"But I suddenly feel that you are not a suitable boyfriend for me!"
Mu Lin's face changed, "Xiao Xi, you are in a bad mood now. I can understand, but don't say angry words at this time."
Lin Yanxi shook his head and said, "what I said is not angry. You like to judge things with subjective things and interfere in my affairs under the banner of being good for me."
"If you think about it, whether you hit me suddenly before or what happened these days, are you sure you really think about it from my point of view? Have you ever thought about what I think?"
"The exercise is too dangerous for me. As a soldier, I don't think everything should be insured. Even the exercise should win. I don't want to lose, but you haven't thought about it for me."
"What happened today... I know that I must calm down in that case, because I am a soldier and a sniper who protects the whole team. I can't lose control in that case, but I don't think you have no other way except to do that."
Seeing what Mu Lin had to say, she said, "you don't have to say, I know that this is the best way in that case."
"So I say you are a good captain and a good collaborator. You can consider all tasks, take good care of the mood of the team members, and think of ways to deal with them as soon as possible."
"But you are right for the team members and comrades in arms, but not for your girlfriend. Maybe it's not just that I didn't enter the state, but even you didn't treat me as a girlfriend?"
"Or we can say... We may not be so suitable for being together." he suddenly looked up at him, "I think we'd better calm down!"
Mu Lin's face turned black. "What are you talking about? What's cool? Where do you think I can change it? As for such cruel words?"
Lin Yanxi suddenly smiled, "Mu Lin, it's not a problem of whether to change, it's a thing of character itself. It's not that you can change it. Maybe it looks like a disadvantage here, but it's an advantage in the eyes of others. It doesn't need to be changed at all."
"And the problem between us is not just your problem. I have to admit that I'm not all right. I also have problems, so I think we should really calm down and seriously consider this relationship."
Mu Lin couldn't hear that she was serious. The more he realized this, Mu Lin's heart sank slowly. He took a deep breath and said, "there may be a problem between us, but I think we need to talk about it. Now you're in a bad mood. I don't want to say more to you. When my aunt's injury is cured, we'll sit down and have a good talk sometime."
Lin Yanxi didn't refute this time, and nodded in a daze.
In fact, she never thought of such a result. She not only has feelings for Mu Lin, but also is willing to die for Mu Lin if necessary.
But as she said before, many of these emotions are based on the feelings between comrades in arms. It seems that it is nothing new to file bullets for another person.
So even Lin Yanxi sometimes can't tell what the relationship between the two is. This is mixed with too many other complex things, which makes her more and more confused.
And love is still love, but how many are love or living and dying together, and even Mu Lin was almost moved by her sacrifice. Even she can't understand it, and these may not seem serious in the eyes of others.
But it was the accumulation of these little things that made her mood completely burst out, and finally couldn't help saying these words to Mu Lin.
At this time, the door of the simple operating room was suddenly opened. Chang Zian, who had taken off his mask, came out first. He was not surprised to see Lin Yanxi standing outside the door. He just smiled at her, "the operation was very successful!"