Chapter 1272

Her words made Lin Yanxi stunned, "is it because of him?"

Poppy nodded. "Yes, it's clear that the task doesn't need to be so risky, but they still chose that way."

"In the end, he not only failed, but also made him sacrifice in a foreign country, and even couldn't find a corpse. How can I not hate him?"

"But after so many years, I have taken over SNU for a long time, but I also understand that he knew this, but he still did it."

"He is exchanging the smallest price for the greatest victory."

"It is true that this is not the only way to carry out tasks, but the least way is to sacrifice."

"I was not sure of the task that time. No matter how I did it, I was not completely sure that I could win, but if I sent only one person, I had the same chance to complete the task, and even if I failed, it was only the smallest sacrifice."

Speaking of this, poppy couldn't help looking at Lin Yanxi, "if it were you, what would you choose?"

Lin Yanxi was a little depressed, but in the face of such a choice, he could only say, "if I were to perform the task myself, I would accept it, but if I were to be the decision-maker, i... don't know."

Poppy suddenly laughed at this time, "in fact, you already have an answer in your heart."

"Now, as the head of SNU, I am responsible for any decision. If I encounter the same thing now, I will choose the same way."

"He may indeed die, but I don't want to see more comrades in arms die. They are also our comrades in arms and other people's husbands or wives. Every dead person will have more broken families and more people like me."

"I can't protect everyone, but I can let fewer people sacrifice and try my best to let my soldiers come back alive."

Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi really admitted that she was moved, but looking at her, she suddenly felt as if she had never thought about these problems before.

If she is the person in charge of SNU, or even the person in charge of SNU, how to choose?

Would she let Mu Lin enter him in the name of rebellion, or would she let those unknown soldiers stay abroad?

When there is war, there will be sacrifice. The battlefield SNU faces is not a battlefield with open guns and knives, but it is also a battlefield filled with gunsmoke, with danger and sacrifice.

They never know what they will face in the next second. Maybe many people died in a foreign country before they even took their first shot.

Like poppy's husband who hasn't finished his wedding, he can't even find his body.

But even so, someone still has to do it one after another.

Because of them, special operations can get information at the first time. They can know all kinds of foreign events at the first time. It can be said that they protect the security of the country and people on another battlefield.

Among these protected people are Lin Yanxi, Mu Lin, and all special forces soldiers who may go to war.

Thinking of this, Lin Yanxi couldn't help apologizing to her, "sorry, it was me... Too narrow."

Poppy put his hand, "it's not your fault. I'm really too radical."

"Some things can be solved by gentle means, but I don't."

"And you are not SNU people, and you have almost no relationship with us. You are more suitable to be in those smoke filled battlefields and in those bullets, but I dragged you into such a life."

"So you should hate me, and sometimes I hate myself."

"But what can it be?" the poppy said with a self mocking smile. "Even if you hate it and understand how much you have done, tomorrow's sun will still be a new day, and you have to do what you hate."

Poppy said and looked at Lin Yanxi, "I know that we are not people in the same world at all. Even if you have experienced so much, you still can't be like me."

Said with a deep sigh, "but after this task, you should be free soon."

"Both you and Mu Lin have participated in our tasks too many times, and the more you participate, the more likely you are to be exposed."

"After all, so many tasks are not caught every time. Someone will always remember you."

"Even professional SNU members can't do these tasks all their life. Like scorpions, they even transfer to other departments only once."

"Your situation is more complicated and even more dangerous than him, so... It's almost time to go back after this mission."

Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi was surprised. "You mean we can return to the blood blade after this mission?"

Poppy looked at her helplessly, "look, you are happy. I'm not a sea of swords and fire here, as for you?"

Lin Yanxi smiled and hurriedly put his hand, "I don't mean that, but I'm still more used to the life of blood blade."

Poppy sighed, "yes, who likes this kind of life?"

Hearing what she said, Lin Yanxi suddenly didn't know how to answer.

Poppy smiled and shook his head, "I just suddenly sigh that maybe people are really old and suddenly have some memories."

Then he looked at Lin Yanxi, "you have also made a lot of contributions to SNU, especially this time. It is because of you that we found that there is such a big problem."

"If you hadn't found out in advance, maybe we would still be cheated now, and there would be greater losses at that time."

"So after this event, you can not only return to the blood blade, but I will also ask for merit for you."

"You don't have to ask for merit." Lin Yanxi didn't care about these.

I believe not only her, but also those who have experienced life and death and so many experiences will not care about these.

Speaking of this, Lin Yanxi sighed, "in fact, compared with those who don't even have a name, what do I do?"

"In this action, I know scorpions and that a group of people like them are doing unknown but important work."

"I even thought that without them, I might have died long ago. Maybe our every mission could not be so smooth, and so much information could not reach our hands, and we would become blind and deaf."

"So although I still don't like SNU, it doesn't prevent me from admiring them." speaking of this, Lin Yanxi smiled and looked at the poppy, "of course, there are you."