Hearing that she took the initiative to speak, Lin Yanxi just smiled, "bored, come out and walk around."
Then he turned and looked at her, "what's the situation with you? You're so tired of training, and you're still in the mood to come out?"
Deng Jiayue hesitated, but she still said, "I'm not used to taking a break so early. I can't sleep in my bedroom and run around."
Hearing her answer, Lin Yanxi chuckled, "it seems that the amount of training is not strong enough to sleep?"
Deng Jiayue smiled awkwardly, and looked at Lin Yanxi and asked, "instructor, are you also a blood blade?"
Seeing her staring at her military uniform, Lin Yanxi nodded, "of course, or what do you think?"
"I......" Deng Jiayue hesitated and said, "at first, we thought you were someone's family. We enjoyed such privilege because of your special status."
"Later, we lost completely under your hand. We thought you should be seconded from other troops. Otherwise, why haven't you been wearing our military uniform?"
Hearing her explanation, Lin Yanxi was not surprised. "I don't wear a military uniform. Naturally, there is a reason why I don't wear it, but now I know?"
Deng Jiayue nodded her head, but then she thought of something again. Suddenly, she raised her head fiercely, "are you the legendary female soldier of blood blade?"
"What's the name?" Lin Yanxi asked with a laugh.
"We heard before the selection that you were the first female soldier of blood blade. Because of your success, so many female students were recruited when blood blade was selected again, so we have to thank you for coming here."
Then he looked at her with emotion, "so you are a legend and an idol in our eyes."
Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi was a little embarrassed. She didn't expect that her own affairs had been spread like this in these people's eyes.
He smiled awkwardly, "in fact, it's not as exaggerated as you pass. I'm just an ordinary member of blood blade now. I'm just one step closer to blood blade than you."
"When the selection is over, more than one female soldier should stay."
Hearing her words, Deng Jiayue, who was just a little excited, suddenly fell silent, "instructor, do you say... Can I pass the selection?"
Looking at her expression and the look of instant depression, Lin Yanxi seemed to understand why she appeared here at this time.
"Are you worried that you can't pass the selection?" Lin Yanxi asked directly without nonsense.
I don't know if the atmosphere is more relaxed at this time, or if Lin Yanxi is no longer their instructor at this time, let her relax her guard and directly say, "yes, the training intensity is getting stronger and stronger now. Only one devil week is enough for me. I'm really worried about what will happen in the next training."
Lin Yanxi directly asked, "you can't even sleep because you're worried about this?"
Seeing her nod, he asked again, "what do you think you're here for?"
"Of course, I want to be a member of blood blade. If I want to do it, I want to do the best. Don't let people look down on me anymore." Deng Jiayue said ruthlessly.
"What if you really can't choose?" Lin Yanxi asked directly, "if you go back in such a panic, you will feel too ashamed and think they will look down on you more?"
"But have you ever thought that you can come here better than most people, so you don't have to care about their eyes. What about the female soldiers? They can't come to the selection camp, but they come here with excellent results."
"And... You're not here for them. If you really just want to fight for face, you really don't need to stay here. You didn't take the blood blade for ambition."
"You have to ask yourself, do you really want to be a special forces soldier?"
Deng Jiayue said without thinking, "of course I do. I've been thinking since the day I entered the barracks."
Then, afraid of Lin Yanxi's disbelief, he hurriedly said, "when I got off the company, I was originally assigned to the division headquarters to do internal service, but I don't want to. Since I came to the army, I have no reason to play with a pen pole."
"I also have my own dream and my pursuit. I want to be the strongest soldier and the best one, so I went to be an airborne soldier."
"At that time, they thought I was just trying to be strong. No one believed me. They said that if I dared to jump from a ten meter high platform, I would be an airborne soldier."
Lin Yanxi could almost imagine the scene, smiled and asked, "then you went to jump?"
"Yes, I jumped off the ten meter high platform without blinking." Deng Jiayue said proudly, "and they have said everything. Naturally, no one stopped me, and as a result, I became an airborne soldier."
"But although I can do the same as them, or even better sometimes, I will still be looked down upon by them because of my gender and feel that I can't do some things."
"So I thought, maybe I'm not good enough. If I can really be the best, they won't have these problems when they have to look up to me."
Then he looked at Lin Yanxi, "just like an instructor, who dares to look down on you in the selection camp?"
Hearing that she compared herself, Lin Yanxi reluctantly shook her head, "it's right that you think so. At least it's the driving force to motivate your efforts."
"But this can't be your imprisonment. Since you're here, everyone wants to stay, and everyone is so excellent and the training of blood blade is so hard, it's impossible for you to stay without paying 100% or even more efforts."
"So don't separate your mind to think about those, only work hard without worry, don't worry about gain and loss, think so much, but have a greater chance."
Deng Jiayue couldn't help but be silent. "Instructor, you're right. Maybe I'm too worried about gain and loss."
"There are so many excellent people here. I don't have enough time to work hard. I still have time to think about these. It's really..."
Hearing her reaction, Lin Yanxi nodded with a smile, "that's right."
"Deng Jiayue, if you want to stand with these best people, you must first become the best person, and the best people will not consider what will happen if they fail."
"They all think about how to make themselves better and don't waste their time elsewhere."
"As you said, when you stand at a certain height, you don't have to worry about these anymore."
Deng Jiayue smiled and nodded, "instructor, thank you."