Although Lin Yanxi didn't take the initiative to speak, Calvin still saw that she was absent-minded.
He came over with the wine mixed by himself, put it in front of her and said, "it's all made of low alcohol wine. It tastes good."
Lin Yanxi nodded his head, whispered thanks, but bowed his head.
Calvin sighed when he saw her like this, "just say what you have to say. Is there anything you can't say with your brother?"
Lin Yanxi was silent and asked, "you don't want me to contact my family at all?"
After listening to her words, Calvin immediately smiled, "how can you say that all of a sudden?"
"When I was a civilian organization, I can understand. After all, what you said is also right. I was rescued by you, that is, I can't be known by outsiders, let alone discovered by Americans. Of course, not contacting is the best choice."
"But now there is no such concern, but you still take away everything around me that can contact the outside world and don't let me touch any communicator. If it's not intentional, what is it?"
Calvin was not embarrassed by being exposed, but laughed.
He said directly to her, "yes, I asked them to do so, and it's not just you on this ship, nor can anyone else contact the outside world."
"Why do you want to do this?" Lin Yanxi frowned. "You know what I want most now is to contact them?"
"You think so, but do they have to think so?" Calvin said here, but suddenly cold face. "What are you after you were taken away by the rebels?"
"Have you ever thought about what such an identity would face if you returned to China?"
Lin Yanxi listened and looked at him in a daze.
Calvin took a deep breath. "In fact, there are some things I don't need to say. You should understand. No matter whether you have rebelled during this period or not, you will be investigated after you go back, even misunderstandings and white eyes of others."
"Even if they can find out, the name prisoner will accompany you all your life and even affect your future."
"I don't know much about your current situation, but at least under such circumstances, it's almost impossible for you to go further on this road. I'm your brother and can't go back like this."
After hearing this, Lin Yanxi was shocked and stared at Calvin in in a daze.
She didn't think about these problems. She even thought about them when she was in the hospital bed and how she would face them if she could really return to her country in the future.
But at that time, my life and death were uncertain. It was futile to think about these.
But later he finally escaped, but Lin Yanxi was relieved. Anyway, he was lucky to survive. What if he had to face these when he went back?
Now the country is no longer the country that it was decades ago. She believes that blood blade will give her a fair result.
But she believed it, but Calvin obviously didn't believe it. What they had experienced was really pressing on his heart.
It can be said that if it hadn't happened in those years, Lin Jianwen wouldn't have left, and Calvin wouldn't have been displaced for so many years, so he was more worried than Lin Yanxi.
Thinking of this, Lin Yanxi seemed to understand why he did it.
Helplessly sighed, "brother, it's not what you think."
"After so many years, the environment at home has changed, not to mention... Dad at that time." Lin Yanxi said here in silence, and then said, "although my identity is not glorious, I have a clear conscience now."
"Being investigated is a positive thing. Even if I am the person in charge, I will do so. This is a necessary procedure, but I am not afraid of investigation. Instead, I think it is a good thing. Only in this way can I get an innocent conclusion."
Then he looked at Calvin, "brother, I really believe them."
"You believe it, but I don't believe it." although he was moved by her words, he still insisted on his own point of view.
Lin Yanxi suddenly cried and laughed, "you can't do this. I haven't been in touch with my family for so long, which is more problematic. The longer it takes, the worse it is for me?"
"You don't have to tell me these words. You'd better talk to dad at the base. This is also his decision." Calvin interrupted her directly.
"You......" Lin Yanxi was helpless.
Calvin looked at her, sighed, and then said, "Xiao Xi, I have sent back the things you brought back through special channels."
"I know what's inside, and we all know what we can bring to them."
"But how did these come from? You have suffered so much pain and suffered so many injuries. You have done enough for them. We should think about ourselves."
Lin Yanxi reluctantly looked at him and understood that he had given up his heart and didn't want her to go back.
Before, she was really stupid. She didn't even think of these and didn't see Calvin's real intention.
But what can we do now? We can't beat or scold, let alone deal with the enemy. There's really no way.
Seeing her dissatisfaction on her face, Calvin was also a little distressed. He couldn't help saying, "this is not what I mean alone, and so does Dad."
"He thinks you have experienced these things. If you go back to China, you will no longer be reused or even discriminated against. He also feels that your current situation is not suitable to go back."
Seeing what Lin Yanxi wanted to say, he took the lead, "we have our own power here, you can see that even falkadi has an area under our control. Even if you don't go back, you can live well. Why do you have to go back?"
"Look at the time I met you since I met you. You're safe. I haven't met you in peace."
"I don't want to watch my sister work for that unwarranted faith and honor."
Then he stood up and pointed around, "these brothers can give you."
Lin Yanxi suddenly understood that although Calvin was also educated in China, he could not understand her choice, let alone have the same faith and persistence with her, so it would be impossible to understand her choice.
He sighed helplessly, "brother, honor and faith may be worthless in your opinion, and even not as real as these money and enjoyment."
"But I'd rather have no money and material enjoyment. As long as I insist, I like the military uniform, blood blade and working for my country."